i realise how dead we are. i realise how tired we are. not just on the outside. bud on the inside... i'm just too sick too tired with life having filled with exams and studies. meaningless. what's the pt when we dun like it? why must is have to be the route to our future?.. realli hope tt one day i can pick up this courage and den get out of this kind of lifestyle. too bad i just dun hab it.
i'm feddup. i'm pissed.. pissed with myself. here am i complaining how much homework i haven done due to the lack of time. In actual fact - look at my time management. TVs and TVs and Computers and computers. When have i ever put my heart into my hw, spend at least 1 hour just on studies alone (as in no multi-tasking like watching tv at the same times). I guess not even 30mins?
maybe it was this dat make me feel pissed with some of my classmates. I just find some of them irresponsible and den.. just find it hard to cooperate with them at times. though i must admit they make very good frens and friendly ppl who can joke around and make u luff still ur tummyache. bud sometimes i do think some of them are childish. aiya.. i am childish as well.
gonna flunk my SPA. flunk my Physics test since there are only 2-3 passers i heard hahah (sacarstic laugh). let me off!
Just give me a break. i am sick and tired.
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