Going to sleep soon. didn't achieve much since i was forced to go to chinatown on sat when i am studying half way. went there just to buy mooncake. its been like months since i last went there actually. ever since the market there kinda undergo renovation, dad didn't bring me there anymore.

sometimes i realli dislike going to chinatown. even stepping into a shopping mall can make me feel sour, which is a realli very terrible feeling. don't realli like going to places that are old and rundown or smth. reminds me very much abt stuffs.. not exactly unhappy memories.

Oh yea and Happy Belated Birthday to Lihui haha. bought her a dog dog after sch on thurs with huisi. cute cute ehs. muahahahaha.. wonder did lihui hear the dog laughter every night?.. Cos i am tickling the dog's leg :P.


just now grandma called. feel rather uneasy after the conversation.. wanted to thank her for the angbao bud i don't know how to say it in teow chew(okay too much of cantonese influence already).. wanted to tell her to take care, bud also dunno how to say. She called me just to tell me to keep my angbao properly cos there's 100bucks inside. she gave me for lucky purpose since i am going to china in a few months time. Bud dunno why i just feel terrible cos i dun seems to able to repay her. all my stupid empty promises.

Don't be too nice to me please. i feel so uneasy that everybody(my family) is being nice to me recently. I think this comment is crazy but i think i dun deserve such nice treatment.

recently was as usual surfing for news of ahyi. came across patricia liu's blog talking abt ahyi. they are realli good buddies. in fact i think ahyi have been good buddies with almost everybody in the entertainment. bud the thing abt her with mich is still in my mind. wonder wad realli happened. And also, i realise that my star-gazing mates are slowly losing interest in tvb as well as ahyi, ahfung.. somehow i have that feeling that i no longer have someone to share happy news of ahyi with..


some pics taken in class. haha took pictures of kristian's sketch book. someday during a maths tutorial he asked me wad kind of animal i wanna be. So i told him, i like rabbits. and he draw me as a rabbit on the 1st pic. haha. the other 3 are basically (i think)char, lihui and carol. I like the lion in the 2nd pic. it looks kinda cute hahah.

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