many things happened recently. and somehow i really think its so hard to be a human.
it's either u stand up for what is right, or get hated by someone. i was asked to go and meet the principal again at 3pm. and the complain made my a girl make things even worse, making the batch of girls who were late yesterdae being held up longer. Somehow after all this things, i am no longer angry abt it, cos it was really my mistake for being late. however there are still somethings that i'm unhappy abt..
today, the class get to noe who will be retained, and who to be promoted. only 1 of my classmate was retained. i noe he feel sad inside but he just din show. Somehow.. i realli think he deserved to be promoted more than many of the guys in my class(who only have dota in their heart during the period b4 promos). He is hardworking. but life is just so unfair. yes unfair.
I dun feel really right just now after the exco meeting. even though we have fun eating going-to-expire tibits and i have one whole box of ice-jelly to eat. the opening of the noodle house gibs me a feeling that they are going to sack the auntie(who is sick) at T-break. Just feel that if they really does, this world is so damn cruel. Though i admit the fact that she have difficulty walking that's why she's slow, her dessert making skill is still damn gd. The Mango-milk-ice she made for me today was so damn nice la. and after interacting with both her and short-hair auntie, i think she need this job more than anyone else. Is it actually right for me to be that soft-hearted? it's not like i think short-auntie should be sack. I think both should stay. They are really very nice ppl. i can't bear to see both of them leave too.
Sometimes i really think that i am one who is really damn gan qing yong shi. That's why i dun think i can be a leader in future. but wad can i do? just be cold to everyone meh?- so i won't be emotionally attached(not sure is it the right word to use) to them or wad.. so when i really become boss 1 day and i can just happily sack them? hias.
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