a year have passed and a week more, it would be the end of my first year in JJ. somehow time passes real quickly that i couldn't breathe. and its have been like 2 weeks after my MCS attachment. i thought sch won't be that happening anymore. and seriously ever since last wed till today, i have been back late. Dun think i ever come back at a time where the sky is damn bright (i think its only on this tues). Seriously, after a few months of lazing around since i didn't take promos, i realise i lost all motivation to study. a very sad case. Maybe i should find mrs lim to chat somedays during the holidays or maybe next week so that she can motivate me to study again. Moreover i think she tot i flew over to Korea.. haha so i was suppose to share my experience there with her. Maybe i can tell her how happy i was in MCS.

actually somehow.. i think a little of my motivation have actually come back after i saw results of our J1 physics last week and i tot that i am realli lousy in physics. From A to D(for common test). But overall i got a B(Lol) bad rite? great then.. i'm getting much motivation from competitors. :D

was watching news this afternoon.. and realli after my trip to MCS.. i grew fonder of watching news and i do agree with what Lay Hoon said, if i dun read newspaper, at least i have to watch the news. So for now, no matter how or what i will still watch the news. and its like ever since the last day i left that area, i haven seen Lynne reporting already. She went for holiday and she finally came back to report the news today. No wonder i find the voice narrating in trailers so familiar. anyway i realli enjoyed reading her blog cos i tot the information(from books and mag she reads) that she shared with us are rather interesting. hope she post more of such stuffs next time round. Though she actually mentioned "keep in touch", i know it is nv easy to achieve this. *Sigh.

oh yea. got selected as the leader of Team E for the Xi`an trip. haha tot i hear wrongly when mr hoho told me thru the phone and knowing i will nv say No to request unless it is super unreasonable and i super buai song u(but in this case no lah!! teacher leh! how to reject him?), he actually ask me if he can place me in the Technology 1. Wah piang. that is like we were praying we wouldn't be in it. arghs

Last week, JJ105 were busy with scripting, tough work to do. and i can declare the fact that i realli realli HATE OP!. Firstly, i never like public speaking. 2ndly, what did i get from the audience with my trembling voice? Laughters! Evil audience.

Thursday evening was spent at marriot hotel. So i can actually sacrifice my sleep time just to catch a view of my 3rd idol - Kawing (Kevin). In fact, actually i was planning not to go since i was tired that day. But.. i still went ahead. Lucky the meeting didn't disappoint me. He came down at 7.30(as promised) in a suit, so damn dashing though with that dumb plaster on his head. And we went up to the 2nd floor for a chat with him. while going up the escalator, i was walking ahead of him, he actually rmbs me. He called out to me and say "hello" first. so i actually mumbered "Hello.. it's been a long time since we last saw each other.." and he replied the same thing. Basically they started giving him big stacks of stuff to sign. i just sat right opposite of him taking photos using Jessica cam. I did not bring anything for him to sign, neither do i think is necessary. I think looking at him is enough and when he look up and smile at me. I tot his smile is priceless. Hardly spoke to him, cos i realised i do not have anything to say to him and me appearing at this meeting has already shown my support hor him.

Took photos with him and for once, when i approch him, b4 jessica actually snap that photo, he stopped, turn over and ask me "I'm sorry that i forgotten your name(the last time i told him my name was at airport in March).. can u tell me what's your name again?". Was somehow taken aback by his question. He is the first idol of mine who actually ask me for my name when he is not signing my stuff. hehe. Asked him to take a zi pai photo with me with my crappy chinese language "Can u help me take photo...(while i handed him my hp)" and before i actually finish my sentence he took my hp with the cam part facing me "Ok.. u wan me to take ur photo ar?" Anyway that photo turn up nice minusing my hair which is rather messing. that's the consequences of not using clips but i really hate them. Afterwards when i spoke to him. he actually rmbed my name and said " Dim ar? grace(asking me what i wan to ask him hah)" SK2, Jessica and me took another funny photo with him. and he was like so damn cute and he kept reminding us "realli must act fierce hor! cannot smile hor!" heh. The meeting end ard 8.45? and we were happy.

Friday was open house and i am like so damn thirsty after the whole events. Didn't noe i can be hyper and keep jio-ing ppl to play my stupid lame game. and to be truthful i realli think JJ is not as happening as other JCs.

Monday to wed - nothing significant happened, even if something did. nothing to elaborate on. Another days whereby i read home at near 7pm or even later.

Thursday(today) missed lesson and brought a group of JPS students around Hong Kah Point to explain to them some entrepreneurial stuff. Though much time is wasted and though Mr patrick goh is rather lo-so, i feel that somehow i have gain much from this experience and learn more abt entrepreneurialship. realli have a fun day today as well as the freebies we have gotten for volunteering our job.
"Good presentation" this comment from Mr Chng actually make me feel more secure as in knowing that i did explain my slides clearly and i am actually quite happy about it. Too bad i failed in the question and answer part and there are flaws to my slides. Hopefully i can pass through this horrible OP. basically as usual, my legs trembled and the public speaking lesson i have gotten did help a little. and do i realli look tense? haha.

Suddenly feel quite sad for 06S14. i wonder what actually happen. we dun seems united as we were. we have internal conflicts and stuff. somehow i actually do agree with what someone have mentioned "i realli think our class is the worse class cos ppl in our class attitude are horrible and if i were to promote and stay in this class, i rather i didn't get promoted.."

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