Hello! I'm so happy today.. I lifted the burden off my chest already!...

This morning i realised for the past few days i have been having insomia... sleepless nitez despite the fact that i am realli realli realli god damn tired when i got home.

So, i finally have a taste of how it feels when u are busy with sch stuff and working at the same time.. i think its hard for me to cope properly with the upcoming proj which will start to get hectic now.. imagine u have to worry abt not finishing up ur hw, worry tt ur work crash with ur meetings. Blahhs. realli headache. Last nite i think when i close my eyes, all i see is NTUC plastic bags. Good Job man.

so after my meeting this afternoon, i was like so brave la!! dunno why, got the courage and i went Str8 to find ms lim. bud couldn't find her and found my mum instead. So i told her that i wanted to quit. Yes quit. and she was like "huh why liddat? u dun join ur sch stuff commitee la!". Bud she didn't noe that i would prefer tt to working.. bud she just gave way cos the auntie selling ham was like telling her "Aiyo, dun give ur girl pressure la, she dun1 to work dun let her work la!".. wah gg. if my mum ever say this to me i am damn happy.

So went back, and called up the person.. and this ends my 3 day job! Hahahha.... all i could do is apologised cos i realli feel guilty.. bud i realli feel so damn relax right now. after days of worrying.


Ok.. after all this, my conclusion was that - Oh pls I would nv ever ever ever find a job related to money anymore, so much of the pressure.. Next, i would never ever wan to have a job tat is not office based. Hahah cos i dun like standing. And lastly, PLS DO enjoy urself while u can. cos the feeling of going out to work is quite bad.


the meeting today was ok, quite fun. and we were supposed to rotate grps or maybe change members. In the end, we still end up in the same grp in Entertainment. Just tt charmaine joined, alena unknown, Leonard another grp.. wahahah wad a cheat. bud i think everybody are happy... Den i was like quite surprised when chendi requested leonard back to our grp. Great too! grp reunion kae hahah. like kinda feel tt, our grp can work quite well tgt :D..


wah the last thing i must complain was, pls i dun wan kawing to come on 30 Nov. Oh yea basically that was my birthday!.. and den i am oversea, if he come, i will die over my dead body.. maybe shall ask veron to ask him help me write Birthday msg. And it would be the 2nd time le.. kinda missed him. haha my dear in3. haha and Big idol! she's filming a new show and guess wad! is my fav scriptwriter or wadever.. The one who produce shows like Shine on u, love bond etc. Looking forward! bud the cast dun look attractive.

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