The incident on wednesday was the one tt spark off everything and plus all the stress and hatred i am having now.. i have officially erupted!

i msged my fellow financial manager on tues afternoon to meet me and ms tiong at 1pm after she break camp on wed. And as usual she did not reply my msg. Nice one. So thinking tt silences means consent. I take tt it is. I slept at 5-6am tt night(damn having insomnia again! must be the mattress prob!) and she 7zao8zao phone me up at 9.45 telling me tt she can't make it in the afternoon and she have already make a new arrangement with ms tiong: tt is to meet at 10.30... Thanx man. i just woke up and i need a freaking 30mins journey. so u expect me to rush down in 45mins time la. (*roll eyes)

Den on thurs have the meeting dat i always dislike. having this damn hatred towards it for obvious reasons. But still.. Pls support Love Fiesta kae? cos eclub ppl realli put in a lot of effort hor. Did lots of stuff, my committee painted like more than 30 banners and i chopped like 1000 tickets (which is only 1/20 of the total).. Plus my nice record of making 1000 badges within 3hrs :)! Oh yea best was. dunno why i having such damn hatred towards this thing yet i turn up for the meeting today (i have very valid reasons for nt coming kae? cos my left eye is swollen! can barely open!).

Tired and tired.. after the whole thing, since i have more time b4 meeting hon.. i went to watch Curse of the golden flower with wenlin and char. Nt bad.. interesting. Bud .. after our movies, for me its like waiting and waiting and waiting. Should have gone home early if given the choice cos i am way too tired.. and waiting just kinda pissed me off. Thanx.

Everything is just a disappointment and i am realli uber tired.. physically tired and mentally tired. I have nothing to say. Just feel tt almost wad happen yesterdae and today was purely disappointment. and plus the gathering tmr. Fine! wadever. i'm so sick of organising. Come back, attitude by parents again. All they does is complain, can they just understand how i am feeling right now? Its not like i deliberately left my dad's POSB card on the table and forget to help him pay the internet bills. Why show me attitude? i'm in a rush this morning!

Wads best was mum's complain "Everyday go out go out go out, buy u laptop nv use, dunno buy for wad. Ask u do a bit of stuff complain complain. Ask u faster burn vcd always dun1!". The kettle is almost boiling already, why does she always have to add to the fire. It's not like i wanna go out. U think if given a choice, i would wan to go to sch and do all this hard labour and get nth back in return? No! ok fine, the other stuffs, half true half correct la. aiya feddup.

My life is so screwed. and i have completely no life!

12:38 AM