this is the first time i cried for someone whom i dunno...

"were u the one who sae should take the chance for the operation?"
"Yea.. Hey so sorry abt it.."
"It is ok. B4 my fren went into the operation room, i had a tok with him on the phone. i told him wat u sae. And he asked me to thank you after the operation. Caz u gave him the courage to take the oper caz u r the only one who has the same idea as him. Of course u haf no wrong. So no need to be sry. Instead should thank you. thanks"

Now i don't know who to say "welcome" to.. cos the person has already gone off.. neither do i think i deserve it cos i dun rmb saying much significant thing tt can cause a huge impact in someone.i didn't expect this to happen so early cos Nicholas only mention abt this private matter to us today. den it was later tt Yiqi told me his fren went off already.

*Sigh.. life is full of unexpectation. who noes i would be the next one(choy!).. So live ur life to the fullest




so me and char wasn't the only one who feel that we are wasting our time away like water. Since this meeting is insignificant in the first place why held it? Since it is alright to come only when the ppl have finished painting their banners, why do we still need to wake up at 7 and reach sch at 8? wasted 4 hrs of our time doing nth. I'm seriously tired since i couldn't fall asleep until 3plus last night?!(i'm seriously having insomnia!)

It's not tt i'm not willing to commit myself in this proj(tell u, no matter how much i complain, i will still turn up for the meeting cos i always feel tt it is my responsibiliy and i should help if i can). bud i just feel that the amt of time wasted while doing this thing is not worth it(consider the amt of time they spent on dragging).

5:22 PM