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2007-04-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hello testing

2007-02-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahahaha! A Funny thing happened this morning. Was pretty shock. Okay basically. COMPLAINS. wah i feel like bashing tt damn security guard from BBSS. he kinda throw us out of the sch(super bad attitude can) and dun allow us to enter to visit our beloved teachers..

No wonder BBSS is so quiet and leng qing la. Freak hell - wad a wasted trip.

Basically he kept giving us super bad attitude and shout "GET OUT NOW! GET OUT NOW! Why u come back? U wan come back, come back on teachers' day.. Chinese new year come back for wad? Get out!!". Wah shit him can. Of cos come back and Pai Nian la! ASs leh. initially i was like from happy.. and den i become uber black face .. and den... before i proceed off.. i started a quarrel!

Me: "Ok.. wadever.. At least be more polite rite?"

Wah and den Bobo neo started ranting at tt security guard la. Omg i dunno wanna luff or angry sia. cos First time see bobo so angry and scold ppl! Fierce sia!! (the conver goes smth like this la)

Bobo: "Attitude us.. at least be more polite la"
Security Guard: "I where got? I'm just doing my job okay?"
Bobo: "It's not the prob of ur job.. its UR ATTITUDE, we come here to visit our teachers blah blah blah blah.." (Wah!! *Owned)

wah and den u noe when we actually wan go take 66 tt time. u noe bobo say wad not?

Bobo: "You all wan go ask the security guard for his name? I feel like telling him this - What's your name, i wanna lodge a complain against u!"

Aiyo initally i agreed. then later, i pity tt old uncle leh.. den i was like aiya dun like this dun liddat. hahaha =X soft-hearted. :)

BS Gang is scary.. one by one fall sick.. At Xi'an, WL was hospitalised. and this week.. QY fractured her arm and was on mc for a week *faints. Den next XY went for surgery.. and den next Offing lost her voice also on mc. wah today.. finally my turn. I strained my leg muscle this morning when i am sleeping. (So dumb can!). and den now at times when i walk, it hurts. Omg. everybody take care and get well soon!

will post up some pics on next entry regarding this week or maybe i will edit this entry :))

2007-02-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i last reflect on myself regarding my work attitude. (LOL). Today, i think the whole class was kinda demoralised by Mr Tan Soon Hong. He kinda reprimanded us regarding our attitude when comes to studying. And the best was.. the way he say make us feel so guilty la.

Frankly speaking, there is nothing wrong with his way of teaching. In fact i think its gd. anyway the main reason for him being so angry with us was.. There are only 6 ppl who passed the Physics test. Though i did relatively badly in my opinion.. arghhss. Bud considering the fact tt i only have time to glance thru gravitation notes. It's considered not bad already. Bud still. for the past 3 tests i took.. all was a disappointment especially Chemistry.

His scoldings had definitely woke me up. Some stuffs are finally over and then i should be bucking up on my studies and not lazing around sleeping during lectures. I'm so pissed with myself. Yes, i shall find a person to be my source of motivation!! KAMBATEH! I will do my best man... BUD BUD.. after new year! hahahaha

Life have become uber busy. my conclusion was, all would be fine after new year! and i'm worried abt some ppl for some reasons. Oh yah some funny conversation again on msn and this time with XY.

XY: "Tell u smth very serious.."
ME: "Omg! What?"
XY: "On Saturday.. smth bad happen.."
XY: "Jie Ying performed projectile motion"

When i read tt i was like- Omg so damn physics can. And i nearly asked her "Huh? what's projectile motion". HAhA forget everything le.. =X Anyway.. Get well soon chicken wing!!!

Conran con wenlin and ran away. LOL.

Oh yea new year is coming. so Happy new year!! I am so damn looking forward to it. Heard tt this year's family dinner is at Long Beach Seafood Restaurant! GAWD!! I LOVE IT.

2007-02-12T03:44:00.000+08:00

1 more week wasted with my sleeping and shopping. Well.. no choice wad! next week is new year and i haven't gotten my new year clothes, haven gotten a new pair of shoes.. and haven packed my room.

Well great job man!. Hahah There are happy and unhappy events that occur this weekend. I feel tt when i am with my other frens, i tends to neglect others and classmates etc. But this kind of thing is unavoidable. wonder why is it the outing had to be in a secretive manner. *Sigh. Well apart from it, we were quite worried abt someone. Anyway there's some funny conver btw us on tt day haha..

WL: "Where are u J? U at orchard is it? Which part are u at?"
J: "Huh i dunno leh"
WL: "U dunno where are u ah? I know where are u.. U are in XY's heart!"

HAHAHAH. All of us burst out luffing in F&C.. Next one...

"J is in Ur heart!", "Is that right, WL?"

On sat, went out w belbel,hon n st to get new yr clothes at bugis. Omg u should see the place where u cross over to Bugis street. So damn exaggerating. So many ppl until hor u cannot squeeze into tt area and have to stand on the road there.. Hahah

Shopped for the whole day and i only decide on 2 sets of clothes which hor.. very not imp. 1 HAHA. Dunno buy for wad also. Buy to wear out on normal days bah. And i happened to bump into quite a no. of ppl. Saw ht, xinyun and amazingly Shan2 + HJ when i was going to buy bubble tea. HJ is damn funny can! I was telling them i am here w my frens la. and den u noe wad HJ say "wah.. where are ur frens? very spooky leh(pt to the air around me)..". I was like 0.0!!

Had dinner at delifrance. LOL. oh yah i was "clever" to go Bugis myself la. cos as expected. Honn late again la. Wah we tried to prank her and yet failed to do so. wadever... wonder if there is ever a chance tt she won't be late.

My parents attitude me today. Especially my dad la. Early morning complain so loudly until i woke up from my sleep buy stil kaykay orh orh. hear him scolding me nv pack my room all this =X. omg sia. wah and he happily go and kick my backside (cos i sleeping on the mattress on the floor wad). I was like "Wah lao eh.. ass la!". And den when they come back from breakfast and i just woke up, they on tt damn New year songs so loudly la. I nearly vomited blood and deep down i was complaining "Wah early morning no need scare away the neighbours w tt loud new year song la. so nan ting!!" And i have to watch my Under the canopy of love without the voice. LOL read subtitles.

Anyway i'm watching a new show! omg its sweet and sad at the same time. bud still nice! "Which star are u from?". The female lead wasn't realli pretty bud there is smth in her tt attracts ppl! She's funny man. i rmbed seeing her in My lovely Sam-Soon. Haha shall continue to watch this series. tell u my love for korean series will nt last long cos i watch half way and i will give up!. Too busy to continue :P

2007-02-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

Starhub Promo 2007

I think jessica is so gonna slap me when she see this entry cos it is actually so long dat i cut into so short, cos i feel tt i am typing some irrelevant crap rubbish in the previous one!.

A summary! wee woo wee! heh heh heh! some memorable events

I missed their arrival and their first promo at vivo on Saturday. Sadness!
Headed to Esplanade to join in the filming of CNY Clip which i can say is Funny
Angela tong's "Wait~~ My hair~~"
Squating infront of the 3 big stars to film tt CNY Clip for starhub
Managed to get signatures and took a grp photo w the stars
Kawing priceless smile and "Hello!" when i took the autograph from him.
Played games with Linda
Linda: "Actually, there whether win or lose u will still get prizes! bud never the less, we must jiayou" -> Cute her!
Funny photo with kawing
Kawing trying to gek me. He claims tt i do not look dao in the photo when all of us are suppose to act dao. lol. "Ni dou bu zhuai de lor.. ni you zhuai meh?"

Aiya actually there are more things to say, bud tt are the main memorable ones Haha. Love linda cos she's realli cute innocent and blur. And of cos my handsome idol. Hope his hand recover soon! take care.

2007-02-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

I haven blogged for more than 2weeks. I'm just being lazy, and still.. i have not recover all my sleep. There were countless events that occur within this 2 week, which some i had forgotten..

actually many funny stuff and interesting things tt happen on the 1st week. One of which was the gun_bangbang@hotmail.com. hahs

1) OEEP Dinner
That day was totally screwed day for me. Feel tt friday is always a bad day. Schedules, time table so packed, rushing here and there, late for friends' meeting, no time to eat lunch and dinner. Waited for a meeting which starts 1hr later, and den got scolded by ppl whom i think does not involve me. Frankly speaking, i realli dun feel guilty when everybody got scolded cos i feel tt i am not in the wrong.

Cabbed down to Bukit timah cos i was seriously late for the oeep dinner. Feel so bad having ppl waiting for us when they hab already finished eating. and heard tt during the dinner the girls are quiet. (*Sigh, realli feel tt i would rather organise a BS Gang gathering instead.. easier and everybody would be quite On.) Oh yah, shit la, i think everybody kinda know the rumour of me and tt muscle guy. Wah feel like fainting can. next time i dun talk to tay wenlin le plus jonah!! arghhhs.. It was just smth small: as in i say he looks well-built and i GGed. lol

Even ms chua yuhan knows abt it la. like what the hell. After our chicken rice, everybody left cos it was like so late. and it was left with me, huiqi, wenlin, alena, sh n ms chua. had ice-cream at mac *Yumyum. and den chatted till alena and sh left. the remaining went to find the guys at the lan shop.

There was this moment which i find it funny, some ppl insisted i call tt muscle guy to ask where they are la. damn it. and the 3 of them point to the hand at the same time, like so hillarious man.

Oh yah infact, on wednesday after my eclub (at 7pm), we stayed to eat our dinner in sch - Canadian Pizza! - With Offing, Qiying, HuiJuan, melvin and jonah!. After which we became muggers. we went to nearby mac to study till 9plus when huijuan dad came to fetch us all to CCK mrt. thanx! bud i think we kinda scare her parents with our talkings!

2) Love Fiesta
Erm sometimes i realli dun feel like mentioning abt this event cos it brought back many unhappy memories that i hab. The last 1 week was spent by staying in sch till late night. as in 10pm due to the dry runs and rehearsal. There were times tt we hab fun, there were times i am realli unhappy. Ups and downs. and in my opinion, i tot this event brought me humilation. Just a personal tot. At pts of time, i realli wanna gib up. I hang on cos i feel tt it is part and parcel of life. If i am able to go thru this, i will be able to be strong when smth same crops up when i'm at work in future.

On friday nite, we stayed over in sch, we only slept at 4plus am which was considered early compared to others. We went to the staff room to accompany ms tiong cos she have to look after the staff room la. omg. we were supposed to redesign our class stall board cos its seriously ugly. design until all of us fall asleep. LOL Lihui fall asleep while drawing on tiong's table. while me alena tiong shared a mattress to lie on. Wah lao. i think i had serious nightmare regarding LF haha and i kinda expected tt i am talking in my dreams!

Saturday was okay, bud i seriously feel tt i spent so little times with my class, help them little. Cyril they all was nice to gib me an otah to eat for free!! *Yum yum, its realli good when u have eat since dinner. Help eclub little. Aiya.. frankly speaking i feel tt i am neglecting ppl around me ever since i joined the planning com. I do not go out with my parents tt often to accompany them anymore, i become so hot-tempered and i always get angry w ppl over small things, neglect my friends etc.. I'm so sorry, pardon me for being so hot-tempered. i will change for the good.

Besides tt.. one day this week, i was looking at hands when i realised i have gone skinny!. I wonder if this was a good thing cos i am fat. on the 1st week of sch, i weighed 50kg. anyway i weighed again today and i have definitely gone skinny!. too much of the stress u see. Saw Meili at the love fiesta and her fren jocelyn(if i rmb correctly) says tt i have slim down compared to the last time she saw me (and i think it meant when i was still in AJ- haha).

Shall update again soon regarding the starhub promo.

2007-01-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

What happened for this whole week:

Last Sunday: Prata Fest. u should see how ms chua order the food. "What kind of prata u have besides egg and plain? do u have banana prata? mushroom prata? mushroom cheese prata? blah blah.. oh do u have a menu instead pls?"

Tuesday: I helped Lay Hoon source for some food for Welcome tea

Wednesday: Welcome Tea! one of the most fun times with eclub members cos it is the only few times that we played so much games and had great fun luffing at others. Intro ppl to eclub and managed to talk some crap into it. :) Oh yah i saw Yang Ce when i was bringing my juniors to tour ard eclub territories. It was den i realised, all my juniors are from Jurong sec. Ahh i am only dismissed at near 7. so sorry for making meiyee and honhon wait for me.. sianx, hope somedays we can go home tgt or have some gathering at saranya house. :)

Friday: One of the worse day of the week cos we had lesson from 8am all the way to 3pm. wad worse was is that we only had a 15mins to 20mins break in btw. First we suffered so badly during the PC by running 5 rounds and being tortured by Nathapon(is this how u spell her name?). Followed by Chem Test. Followed by a 2hr40mins chem pract!! The chem lab was in a disaster cos everybody seems to do the experiment wrongly. 20mins of break followed by another 2 hrs of Phy tutorial!!. Horrible! Went to love fiesta room to do smth str8 after tutorial. and den went to have dinner with BS Gang.

This time BS Gang unite. All 5 turn up. and we realised for most of the gatherings, it has always been the 5 of us talking plus ms chua's horrible laugher. chatted all the way to 8plus. :)

Saturday: Went to sch for love fiesta in the early morning, tear down all the papers stick on the floor and on the walls of the room. Can't believe tt room would soon to be Eclub members' room in future. Oh yah joke of tt day. LOL Ms tiong: "U cannot measure hauntedness in economic terms". we hear already we all Question mark all over the brain. LOL.

Packed and went down to Vivo with PST team to sell stuff. Saw a lot of "Stars" - Leon, Samuel(campus superstar), Averil.. Sell finish and i switched my role to being motivator wahahaha. no la. just tt i wore the tee shirt only. bud i got very high okay. HAHA. me and itchy took over leonard job of looking after the bags. and spent much of the time chatting. Kang Sheng keep asking us to go and enjoy ourselves and keep bringing food for us to eat =.=. bud we refused

Den got 1 time he suddenly come and say in a serious tone "Eh.. u all better go out and help celeste. i think she needed u guys help at the booth". So the both of us went out and asked celeste how we can help. den u noe what she say.. "Orh.. Enjoy urself!". Den the both of us question mark a while.. den we realised we got cheated!. *faints

The rest of the time was spent on zi-highing lor. Got a lot of teachers came leh and the chem teacher ms Aisha or smth is damn high la LOL. and we all sang Zombie tgt. Plus we compete with one another see who scream louder. hahaha.

went home at ard 10plus. drop dead on the bed! oH yah i almost sat on 3 small cockroaches. YUCKS. and its on the damn stupid BUS 963. Omg lor. at first i tot is just cakes or smth. den i sat beside it actually wanting to clean it off. den the things started to crawl away!!!. ARGHHH. i hate Bugs. damn it. this is the reason i always feel a sense of satisfication when i pour hot water on cockroaches. LOL. i am a psycho!!

We attempted to go sentosa too. LOL and we realli did to sell the bears bud got chased away in the end. WAHHAHA. tt's so damn funny.

Plus plus.. Angie. omg she's so damn lame!! u should hear abt her ideas of selling the tickets away. Rocks and funny man!! hahahahaaha

2007-01-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

Kinda feel stress over some stuffs. and withink 2 weeks more, i will be free from everything :).

yesterdae someone asked me, "Is ur personality in Xi'an ur real personality?".. "Why? what's make u think i'm nt?"... "U seems to be diff from Xi'an when u are in class?"

Somehow i dunno how to answer? i tot i am always been portrayed as being kiddy, childish, playful.. high at times when i'm in class or during lecture too.. Just tt i'm way too high in Xi'an.. Or maybe like what itchy had said "Actually.. when we in xi'an tt time we have less stress tt's why we feel more relax and happy". Things wasn't the case when sch reopens..

Then they said they dunno how they should treat my personality as (if i got the real meaning correctly). Does my personality realli matters how u should interact with me? Cos u are always quiet.

Maybe no one just know me well. I know myself the best, i admit that i have very serious mood swings problem and i am attitude. Bud i always feel tt i portray myself to the best. I dun fake. What u see of me is realli what is me. Bud it depends on the situation, i am shy when i started to know u. When i know u better, i become uber talkative. and smth liddat.

I feel tt everything in my life seems to have crashed or smth. I feel tt stress had realli changed me into another person. I'm sorry for being attitude and stuff. just gib me 2 more weeks and i will be back to being a carefree and relax.. happy fun going person :)

2007-01-16T03:45:00.000+08:00

nw 4am!.. Finally finished the last 5 quests of physics G-field. wonder why it tooks me like hrs to finish when they are quite simple to be done. I think mr tan teachings make me noe g-field better. Woo! and then i was watching Split Second and Ten Brothers just now. Wah.. 10 bro make me luff till i cock especially the 5th bro. Idiot was like complaining how Sissy tt guy was when he screamed la. hahahaha

Finally revised the Power series cos for the past 2 lectures i have been sleeping away. Why? Cos the maths lecturer failed to attract my attention!! boring and i simply hate tt particular topic notes. Forget to bring my lecture notes and i'm preparing to fall asleep but.. Mdm Goh sat behind me la. Omg. den i cannot sleep liao. Nvm. ever since JC i learnt to do independent studies. Cannot depend on teacher.

Wahahaha . Huibing was asking me if i wan Leon to sing any song, den ask me to choose song. and i was like Pls sing "Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta"!!. Hahaa bud dunno will sing a not leh. So if u hear him sing tt day.. is sing for me 1!! LOL. Surprises...

Better catch 30 winks if not i tmr no need listen in class le! must revise SHM again in bus. Sianalogy!

2007-01-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

If u always look on the positive side of the life and take things easy. As in dun everything also take it to heart. Life could have been easier and happier!! Tt's why i am so happy today even though so many ppl PSed. hahahahahah yesterdae night i slept at a uber late timing and somehow being in a quiet environment makes me think too much. Suddenly feel so terrible. But after a gd night sleep. i'm a happy go lucky girl again! (:

Sometimes i feel tt life of a retard (like Ah Wang), could have been better cos he have a simple mind and do not care whether ppl take adv of him nt. weee

I am loving chem practical cos looking at my crystalised benzoic acid makes me feel damn good. Cos it was realli amazingly nice! White and feathery.

and.. Banana Prata!

2007-01-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u are in ur unhappy times, u wishes tt ur life is fastforwarded to the point tt u get wad u deserves in return for ur hardwork. Just like CLICK!. Well i watched it this morning before i headed to get my bursary award. It wasn't realli funny maybe becos i didn't get their joke or smth bud its definitely touching..

Bursary award thingy was held at some weird place - Fajar Sec Sch. Weird like hell-` and it was then i realise it was only within walking dist for me. Nice! Wad weirdest thing is.. the 2 person who sat beside me are ppl whom i seen b4. 1 was qiying's classmate and the other was Patrick(sm's fren). He couldn't recog me tt's why i dun wave to him WAHAHA. the whole thing bored like hell until i realli fell asleep. for like 15mins liddat. Hahah malu-ed.

2007-01-11T22:55:00.001+08:00

What we learnt in Physics are purely assumptions or truth?

Physics claim that sound waves do not travel in a vacuum(which meant space), however researches have been done and yet they realised information like sounds etc are able to travel to another part of space within seconds. Wow!

Boo! At least i found some beam of hope for my improvement in physics and i really feel that i am able to ace it cos Mr Tan is a uber good teacher. He shows sincerity in teaching us and do not look down on us. When lihui told him "i completely dun understand wad u talking about". And he do not give u a "sian-i-have-to-explain-to-u-again" look and instead praised her for voicing out. I find him realli funny la cos he kept saying "Dun sleep during lectures, Its-not-nice-la", "Dun talk during assembly, Its-not-nice-la". Plus plus, he is like so worried we lied to him that we understand wad he teaching. hahah He is one teacher who teach u until u are able to understand.

Oh yea i'm looking forward to the weekends, some break and rest for me. getting bursary and still considering whether to go saranya's birthday party since i am seriously broke and yet i have to spent 20bucks on food + the time spent on waiting may be another prob tt i'm considering. Time is rather precious for me. i needed time to study for my organic chem. Sunday would be spent on mugging and at evening- OEEP prata fest! I feel that till now, we are still the most enthu and bonded OUAP grp. :)

I dunno how i portray myselves in front of frens. I rmb siqi telling me i don't know how to hide my anger and i myself feel that i have mood swings. Stress changed me into another person. I feel that there is a little strain in friendship btw this classmate of mine and me which i believe is purely my problem. I dun like ppl knowing me too well or ppl think tt they actually know me. Somehow i feel awkward talking to her, so that's the reason i try to avoid talking to her. Sometimes it gets tiring when it has always been u who are trying to come out with smth to talk to ppl to prevent the awkward atmosphere.

wadever. homework time!

Superstar- I supported Carrie and Sun Wen Hai!!

2007-01-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

Many people saw my uber pissed face this afternoon. I'm sorry, but i just can't help it. Everyone was telling me how much they are afraid to approach me on seeing my bloody ass angry look. The only thing i could someup today is that i feel that i have become a Chameleon and i am seriously fedup stressed and tired. Why? I can be still smiling to u in the morning and show u an uber pissed look in the evening. And den the next moment back to happy mood again.

I'm not a robot nor am i as capable as a SC to tahan so many things to do at one go.

The 4 damn vulgar letters has been in my heart for like dunno how long. I realli wished that i could go to a beach where there is no one and shout my ass out like what had happened on tv. I'm so damn stressed when money is concerned.. and of cos I'm so damn ass angry with myself. The thing i regretted most in my JC life is that i initiated to be a Finance Manager. I really feel that the current finance system is in a mess and i feel that i am such a lousy Chief Finance Manager. I feel that i disappoint ppl time and again. realli.. Why Chose me in the first place? *Sigh. Plus the fellow Financial Manager of mine always ask me "How ah?". Can't u freakingly make ur own decisions urself? Your BU Concerns ur BU.. just do what u want to do. Can't u see i'm busy enough? Stop bothering me!

I feel that my life kinda turn in to a mess and sometimes i realli hated telling ppl how angry i am or upset i am.. cos i scare i will break down. It's realli terrible to instruct ppl to do things when u urself in the first place couldn't make decision yourself. Sorry i'm not that kind of leader or wad. And sometimes i find that when i assign ppl jobs yet i didn't help up, ppl will gossip and complain behind ur back.

Sometimes i am so tired that i realli wish i could skip the whole thing and leave them all behind. But can i do so? I am the Chief Finance Manager and i should be reliable to the whole thing. I realli wished that i can just dun care abt tt damn Cleaning Up of JJ Affinity for Recruitment Drive, but think twice.. Can i dun go? there are only 2 Finance Manager who are in charge of affinity whom 1 u can see couldn't make decisions herself. Would i have the heart not to go? No, i will feel damn guilty. U think i will bear to leave behind so many ppl to clear up my lan tan zi? I think on monday i kinda scare yiqi when i said in a uber serious tone to Mountain "I WANNA QUIT LE LA!"

Sometimes i really wonder how some ppl have the heart to PON the cca leaving stacks and stacks of work for others to do or slacking around not helping anything.

The thing i'm most angry with is.. i still feel that ms tiong shouldn't include ppl who are involve in love fiesta in the recruitment drive. Maybe right from the start when i told her i wanted to withdraw from love fiesta it should be the right choice. Now i still must be involve in the Welcome-tea stuff and even that Video editing course that should be held during the holidays. This meant that i joined all the programmes la. Freak hell. I was quite angry with ms tiong today cos i realli dunno what she wanted! And plus what she once said to Love Fiesta com "U all must help kawai with recruitment drive u noe.. she very stress now!" How about us? who help those Love Fiesta Com ppl u tell me.. We have so little time to revise our work when tests are all coming up.

I am really angry. we have 33 ppl in the whole of eclub. and dey say they realli needed ppl to help up. Today after i clean up the JJ Affinity, i passed by the booth. Look at it.. at one glance. How many ppl are actually helping up? how many ppl are actually sitting at the booth slacking? Arghhhs.

Fine wadever, maybe i should just handle the work myself, and prevent more confusion. What i feel guilty most is that i have to drag Alena and Char down the water. At least i feel that my BU1 members are more than willing to help me when i needed help. Thanx a lot for all the help given as i realli appreciated it.

2007-01-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Yo! Have Been rather busy lately that i dun even feel like touching the computer. But it actually meant more time spent on watching TV! I'm so drained for the past few days(too drained to talk in sch) yet i still have tonnes of hw to complete within few hours! Die le die le~ Gone Case!

Basically the past 1 week in sch was spent on - Packing Orientation package, giving out of orientation package, Love Fiesta Meeting- Stamping of tickets, packing of posters etc.. Selling of Love Fiesta Tickets during JJ Nite and stuff. Oh man, realli drained and tired. But at least we got the whole T-break to ourselves and we can help ourself with any ice-creams and ms tiong also treated us to Mac.

I forsee wahhaha the upcoming week would be even more busy. I want to complain! Omg. I rmbed that 2 months back, during an Eclub meeting, Ms tiong was telling us the list of upcoming prog for eclub and each member MUST participate in at least 1 programme. This Includes: Orientation Package, Recruitment Drive, Video Editing Prog, Designing of the layout of Noodle House + New Affinity(which everybody must be involved), Love Fiesta. After thinking, Me and Huibing realised we got cheated by Miss Tiong. Freak man!! I realised that i took part in almost all of the programmes la. i almost went to the video editing prog as well cos there is not much ppl joining it and ms tiong wanted qiying to find 12 ppl (i think). Shit la. No wonder i'm so freaking busy. And i almost burst when i realised i still mus involve in recruitment drive and best- I am the Sub I/C for Cleaning up a JJ Affinity!!

WAH LAO EH. i hate cleaning up of JJ Affinity and that damn dirty store room la. and Is there a need to put me as an I/C. Cleaning up only mah. also need i/c meh!? Wah damn sad u see!!! I tot dunno how many weeks ago ms tiong was saying that ppl who are involve in love fiesta(already damn busy liao lor!!) shouldn't be involve in other things? Wah lao and u should see the upcoming stuff for 2007. BU1 and BU2 can go and die lor! I think i join wrong BU le la!.

Nvm la. Hope Feb 3 faster come and my burden would lighten abit can. But at least i feel that i'm more hardworking than before le. When i go home, my mind no computer, only homework! LOL. No more watching of Hk series and no more of reading up their news cos i think i am losing interest in it.

Well well.. i got alot of photos for Xi'an Trip le!! OMG so nice man! can go and develop le. wahahahah. and as usual when i was going to sch on sat, i suddenly tot of Escape theme park and den i realised it was just last week that i went there yet i feel that its like 1yr back when i went there. LOL. Time realli flies when u are busy. And i dun even feel like sch reopening cos i am always going to sch for the past holiday. But still there is some weird feeling.

Alamak talk too much crap. go do hw le!! OMG GP TIAN AH!!

2007-01-02T02:56:00.000+08:00

I was suppose to blog on the last day of 2006 or the 1st day of 2007. fine. i blogged on neither. LOLs. and let this be the first post of yr 2007!

Bye 2006! Welcome 2007!

Everything ended quickly this year and its really hard to believe that i just took my O'lvl results this year and now i am going to prepare for my As this year. totally Crazy. hardly have much time to settle down.

However, thruout my whole educational life, i feel tt this year is the most fruitful year of my life.

I fulfilled my wish of going to the top few JCs(AJC) in SG and yet i quitted it. I chose it myself- my first time making decisions of going to a sch myself. guess i realli have no affinity with good schs. And maybe like wad mrs lim says, i prefer to be the cream of the crop. The first 3 months of my life is like almost the most terrible days. Imagine listening to sad music and crying along with it. I dunno why i feel like that when i did nt even feel so when i went to BBSS. i realli miss BBSS and my frens, i guess.

Joined Eclub. initially i was suppose to join and slack. Bud due to responsibility i always turn up for meeting if i can and i actually learnt quite a lot of stuffs when i was in Eclub. Great responsibility of being a Chief Finance Manager which i think i dun deserve this post. Maybe more of being lazy. And it also make me realise how hard it is to be an accountant. I joined in activities like Talentime! I found the supplier for the bread and its the first time i went out to source for plastics, breads, potato chips and call up the supplier to order 500 buns! (: real fun yea! Other interesting that happen - JJ Bazzar(what a failure), JJ Open House(can't believe i can be so daring to talk and crap with ppl whom i dunno)... And there's the opening of Noodle House, Merging of Crossroad with affinity which we eclub students get to design the layout. And i sourced for lots of new product in affinity. Alena and I was overjoyed when we found the socks supplier! Orientation package - i made 1000 badge!

If wouldn't for eclub, i wouldn't have the chance to join Love Fiesta and work with SC. though it wasn't really a happy experience(there are happy and unhappy times), at least i realised the fact that - Life is just like this, it is inevitable to work with some ppl u dislike. and i learnt not to give up so easily! Despite the fact tt i dislike the thing, there is no doubt i have learnt a lot of stuffs from the SC and gain lots of new experience!. Calling up zoo, birdpark, mediacorp etc. Painting 30 over banners, chopping 1000++ tickets.

Sch was fun with S14, bud quite pissed with the ppl there cos they may be irresponsible at times. Bud still i do like my class. My studies slacken and my new year resolution was to do the best for As and of cos score excellent results. i was under the JJ Full exemption scheme programme which i dunno is smth to be happy or not. Not Happy? Cos i feel that i have totally slacken becos of it. Happy? I realised the fact that Exam is realli an imp source of motivation(reminds me abt the debate i had 2-3yrs back).

Plus - i wouldn't have the chance to visit Mediacorp too and work for the news team if not for JJ FES Prog! It was realli an enjoyable experience cos i get to see broadcasters everyday and noe nice ppl like Boss, Lynne, Serene and more! Get to have an 1-1 interview with Stefanie Sun and able to act as a reporter! Oh wads best was i entered St James Powerstation when i am actually underage! This is a experience that is totally hard to come by. I learnt to be confident with my work and i finally dare to ask quests la. (: and imagine all others are having exam while u are sitting happily in the office.

Last but not least OEEP'2006. Initially i wasn't even a least interested in this damn thing cos i hate going to oversea to study. Managed to be convinced by Mr Ho's constant psycho-ing and at tt time i was too irritated by his naggings so i just hand up the form. In the end, i did not redraw cos i feel tt its has been 5 years since i last went oversea. It was my first ever trip tat i went to such a far away place on a plane without my parents. It was my first ever trip to China. It was the first ever trip that i celebrated my birthday in overseas. It was the first ever trip that i enjoy so much despite that fact the programmes are not interesting. Thru this trip, i get to know ppl whom i already noe better and even become gd frens with them, and i get to know more new frens. What most enjoyable in life for me was to make lots of frens. and till now i still have no idea how come the whole OEEP grp can be bonded as a whole. It makes no sense when the girls and guys hardly interact with one another.

I realli misses the days that we BS-ed every night. Misses 809/807, misses the whole of 8 floor where we had so much fun like kicking footballs, playing chapteh, sleeping on the corridor while chatting. Misses the time that 16 or even 19 of us squeezed into a small lift. We opened our doors wide open at night and we basically shouted over to the next door. It have been so much fun! Till now i still couldn't believe i noe ppl like Offing and Wenlin for only 1month and yet i can get along well with them. It seems like we known each other for years and OEEP was 1 yr ago matter. Me attaching to mediacorp seems so long as well when its only a 2 months ago matter. May our frenship be long lasting.

To Wenlin and offing: See me must be enthu when u say Hi hor LOL. dun wave wave only. WAhahahhaha Rmb to BS at least once a month.

Sadly, there's always an end to everything. Its completely in possible to go back to the past where u enjoy ur happy times together. Always reminds me abt TOB - "人生很短暫,但是只要曾經燦爛過,就會沒有遺憾!" at least i still have memories!

2006-12-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

Kinda let my hair down and go crazy at escape theme park yesterdae. As u noe, i am suffering from depression and headache u see. So its a nice chance to have a good break and relax myself properly with frens whom i feel i won't get to see so often when sch reopens.

Let us embark on our journey- Tour of ETP!
Basically we spent like 30mins waiting for "nice" Nicholas and he's still at home. Left without him, and the attendance was like so sad la. only 13 ppl turn up at escape. Had breakfast at pasir ris mac, while waiting we played a never-ending game of uno. Jit hin was trying to sabo me by putting so many draw-twos la! Bud "Er ren you er bao" wahahah, i put reverse and he had to draw the card instead! Went to Escape and the rides were kinda sianalogy, everybody were quite sick abt it. and i feel tt the girls and the guys as usual din interact much la. Bud towards the end we kept playing lame games and asking lame quest while queueing up and it ended up quite fun. Oh yah one damn ass thing tt happen is that... Nic they all passed by camera in mid air when they are sitting in the ferry wheel la! Wah lao eh!

Some Pictures together at Escape
Rush to newton to find ms chua for dinner. and we were like "lucky u nv take cab". and guess wad, the food 6 girls ordered to share is so much much much more than the food the 5 guys ordered. Cos basically we have ms chua who keep ordering so much things la. Damn full. and as usual she refused to tell us how much some food cost cos she wanna treat us =.= we managed to force her say out in the end. like wad offing like to say: With ms chua, we must S H A R E. haha

look at e Difference btw the guys' and girls' food
Kinda went on seperate ways to go home, so i was telling them i feel like staying overnite cos 1 week ago i told my dad tt i may be staying overnite on the 30th(he did agree!) and plus offing dun1 so early go home. In the end we settled on going to Ms chua's house to BS and Play Mahjong! So weird though. My father went back on his promise and he hanged up my phone. LOL Mum did that like 3-4times, and i went so used to shouting "Wait!! Dun Hang up phone first! i Haven talk!" hahahaha.bud she still hanged up on me anyway.

Actually, there were like 5 ppl going(Nic, KY, Wenlin, me, offing). In the end left me and offing. Wenlin can't, ky and nic PS cos mus go home early. *Sigh! Actually in fact, i also cannot la. Bud i wan to rebel! Cos my father went back on his words mah! Den fine lor, i rebel. And dey realli call me back and my mum dun believe i go teacher house overnite. Damn paiseh, still mus ask ms chua talk to my mum den can. Funny. especially the part "Do u wan me to leave my contact with u?". I was like wah lao, no need la!

Ms chua show us some of her photos when she was young and stuff.. Den actually they wan teach me how to play mahjong, in the end, we just chat and chat from like 12plus all the way till 3am when ms chua listen until fell asleep. *faints. i still so energetic la!. Her bed is damn big bud both of us dun1 sleep with her, so we end up sleeping on the floor. The floor uber spacious la. think can let dunno how ppl overnite at her house! Had mac for breakfast + watch doraemon and superstar on tv early morning tgt. (: As usual she insisted on treating us again la. Faints* Oh yah ms chua's cousin - Xiao Pang is so cute la! so fat also. lol

We gave her like 20 bucks in total, den she throw us back 15bucks. den we were like "Wad u doing? u are suppose to return both of us 3 bucks each!". LOL she realli maths fail =X! Den her wallet got wad coins she just throw on the bed. basically we are like throwing money ard. aiya gib her make until very confused liao so we just anyhow take any money on the bed. lol

and i reach home at 12pm! win liao. bud my parents no scold me leh. tell u sure no prob 1 lor. LOL.

All in all- I misses China Xi'an OEEP 2006! and i will say: OEEP RAWKS!

2006-12-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

i feel tt i am going to break down soon after holding on to every single thing from yesterdae till now. Cannot tahan the mental stress.. i am freaking hell feddup with smsing ppl.

本人一輩子最痛恨那些我SMS問他們問題卻不要回應的人!

The incident on wednesday was the one tt spark off everything and plus all the stress and hatred i am having now.. i have officially erupted!

i msged my fellow financial manager on tues afternoon to meet me and ms tiong at 1pm after she break camp on wed. And as usual she did not reply my msg. Nice one. So thinking tt silences means consent. I take tt it is. I slept at 5-6am tt night(damn having insomnia again! must be the mattress prob!) and she 7zao8zao phone me up at 9.45 telling me tt she can't make it in the afternoon and she have already make a new arrangement with ms tiong: tt is to meet at 10.30... Thanx man. i just woke up and i need a freaking 30mins journey. so u expect me to rush down in 45mins time la. (*roll eyes)

Den on thurs have the meeting dat i always dislike. having this damn hatred towards it for obvious reasons. But still.. Pls support Love Fiesta kae? cos eclub ppl realli put in a lot of effort hor. Did lots of stuff, my committee painted like more than 30 banners and i chopped like 1000 tickets (which is only 1/20 of the total).. Plus my nice record of making 1000 badges within 3hrs :)! Oh yea best was. dunno why i having such damn hatred towards this thing yet i turn up for the meeting today (i have very valid reasons for nt coming kae? cos my left eye is swollen! can barely open!).

Tired and tired.. after the whole thing, since i have more time b4 meeting hon.. i went to watch Curse of the golden flower with wenlin and char. Nt bad.. interesting. Bud .. after our movies, for me its like waiting and waiting and waiting. Should have gone home early if given the choice cos i am way too tired.. and waiting just kinda pissed me off. Thanx.

Everything is just a disappointment and i am realli uber tired.. physically tired and mentally tired. I have nothing to say. Just feel tt almost wad happen yesterdae and today was purely disappointment. and plus the gathering tmr. Fine! wadever. i'm so sick of organising. Come back, attitude by parents again. All they does is complain, can they just understand how i am feeling right now? Its not like i deliberately left my dad's POSB card on the table and forget to help him pay the internet bills. Why show me attitude? i'm in a rush this morning!

Wads best was mum's complain "Everyday go out go out go out, buy u laptop nv use, dunno buy for wad. Ask u do a bit of stuff complain complain. Ask u faster burn vcd always dun1!". The kettle is almost boiling already, why does she always have to add to the fire. It's not like i wanna go out. U think if given a choice, i would wan to go to sch and do all this hard labour and get nth back in return? No! ok fine, the other stuffs, half true half correct la. aiya feddup.

My life is so screwed. and i have completely no life!

2006-12-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

魚: 你不知道我在哭,因為我在水里..
水: 我知道你在哭,因為你就在我心里!

i finally started on my hw which was pretty little. glancing thru the list of hw i need to do by hook or by crook (cos they are the tutorial tt needed to be gone thru when sch reopens), I realised that are aren't actually much hw in fact. More of revision and the tutorials tt i wanted to redo. Well.. shall finished up the neccessary hw first b4 starting my revision!

and.. Merry X'mas and A Happy New Year!! + Happy Boxing day!

X'mas eve was spent on walking at Taka and camping over at Saranya's house. and now i knew tt i realli hate shopping if its not necessary hahaha. had dinner at Pepper Lunch blahhs before heading to Sara house. It has been nearly a month since we last saw each other. Realli long.. realli wished to have a nice chat with everyone... they were urging me to ask my dad if i could stay overnite (i'm afraid to phone him to ask him abt tt cos.. i'm in the danger zone!). So i called..

Me: "Helloo? Father ah.. can i stay overnight at my fren's house?"
Dad: "No!!"
Me: "Pls la.. today X'mas mah.. let me stay 1 day only.."
Dad: "No!! i dun understand why u all always want to go fren's house stay, ask them come ur house la..."
Me: "Cannot.. dun liddat la.."
Dad: "i say No means no!!!!"

Boomb! And he hanged me up.. Realli danger zone liao!!
1-2 hrs later, i received missed call from Dad.. i'm dead.. So i phone him back..

Me: "What? looking for me ah?"
Dad: "Yes.. What time u coming back?"
Me: "(feeling disappointed) er.. 12am lor..."
Dad: "No.. i mean tmr wad time u coming back?"

When i heard tt, i was like "Omg!! DAD I LOVE U!!" he's so funny and cute la! dun u think so?

Had gift exchange which is the so damn funny part. bud it also burnt a big big hole in my god damn pocket. I'm so broke and dead!! and the countdown part was like so quiet.. should have on the tv. i was the last few to fall asleep cos basically.. i watch Goblet of Fire until i fell asleep. Was complaining with Sara until Shumin quite pissed with us wahahaahha =X

And i realli slept quite little! i think i slept at ard 3plus.. and i woke up at nearly 7. join the rest in the room which is a NONO choice. why? cos there is no room for me to sleep! tt hon hon took up so much space la! so sad.. den i kinda waited till 9plus before leaving for Bukit Gombak.

It's realli a Roti Prata Merry X'mas!!
As expected, everybody was late except me!. I am always the early bird. Best was, Cinderella hang up our phone wahahaha and offing made us wait 30mins. LOL GG. Mulan and I came out with the conclusion that ppl who are late for like damn long = bath very long!

Wait wait.. i tot no one is suppose to make UR HIGHNESS wait? blahhs.

ate 2 prata and drank milo dinosaur. Can't believe tt cup of milo dinosaur cost 2bucks >.< and of cos.. we did wad we are suppose to do.. BSBSBS!

2006-12-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was a damn interesting day :) out of so many ppl in the orientation package group, only 4 turn up. and i was the earliest. Initially i tot we are supposed to help to pack the orientation package. It turns out that we have to help make close to 1000 badges for Family 1 to 6! Wat a record! it turns out to be quite fun in fact bud half way thru i kinda died down cos u imagine doing this kind of systematic stuff for 3 hrs. and wad come to worse there is only 1 badge making machine. *Sigh. manage to complete it and ms bay treated us to cannadian pizza for our hardwork. Bud i came back with sore hands, due to friction.

oh ya yesterdae i came back and i chat with tt baebae aka blue berry. u noe wad? He suddenly send me germaine's pic and say is his cousin. Den i was like "Omg? isn't tt my cousin? how come become ur cousin and how come u got my cousie photo!" it turns out tt i lent him my cam to upload pics at xi'an and he cope my cute cousie pic!

2006-12-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen this week cos i spent much of my time slacking at home!

Saturday
i saw my handsome idol at the airport. quiet and cute as ever. Bud still wad a disappointment when i saw him. realli realli totally disappointed. Its been realli a long time since i felt tt way, maybe the ppl i went to see for the past 1 yr wasn't realli my idol(except kevin).

Sunday
I have gotten my new lappy!! Bud no internet connection. after having spent 1 whole day to figure out my laptop, our conclusion was: We need a wireless modemn! Sadness. means more money spent. However, this laptop was quite disappointing, 60GB of space only. *Sigh

Monday
Met up with waiyin to shop and have a chat with her at JP. Almost a year nv see each other le. I guess she was probably the only primary sch fren tt i kept in touch with till now.

Tuesday
Best man! Wad a nice day to have BBQ. Basically wad lame idea of going to the sch to have lunch - Offing's idea okay! HAHHA. So i ta-baoed my fav curry chicken there to eat. Was the last to board the bus and yet i am the first to reach! Damn offing LOL. go pasir ris is it? anyway, we have the whole canteen to ourself! Nvm wah the weather best to sleep can. Firstly, i from 12am talk to Lihui on the phone till 2am, kept raining non-stop. Sleep, wake up, drizzling. On my way to sch, rain getting heavier. Den keep raining. Go ECP, whole day rain can?! Stop already rain.. Anyway we book the pit is realli for nth cos we can't use tt pit at all. cooked at the shelter. And a pathetic 50 ppl BBQ drop to 20ppl BBQ. from 20 ppl BBQ drop to 11 ppl. So sad rite?! hahaah

Bud actually i feel tt i did enjoy myself during tt BBQ. at least i find tt everybody very fun. And i realli feel tt Mr Tan and Ms tiong very lame =.=.

Wednesday
Another great day wasted. LOL i wonder why i ever felt tired. Basically, i went to my room and stare at my room. Headache ah!! i dunno where to put my stuffs. and i took already more than 1 week to pack my room can. Sorry la, no mood. And yesterdae my father kinda pissed me off with his naggings abt my room.

Thursday
That's today! slacked completely the whole day. i scanned thru Dicey Business, and i think i was like "Omg-ing" thruout the whole thing cos BOTA so damn cute la! Nvm. den i watch very very very old show on TVBJ - Triumph over evil (used to be my hot time fav becos of Joyce tang la!). Went to Esplanade to meet offing and ms chua. Sia la la~ coincidentally saw offing in the bus. She damn qian bian can! LOL. I was playing my hp game so happily when she suddenly Jumped! and den hit me so hard la. I also shock tio jump can. =.=

The Band Fest was alright la. Just tt hor. tt $16 seat cannot see human one leh. hahah. After tt went with ms chua wenlin offing to geylang to eat supper. (qiying PSedd us! hoho tmr topic on her liao) I was like so delighted la! cos very happy leh, first time go out at 11pm to geylang to eat. Eat Dou Jiang You Tiao(JJ Song) sia. macham breakfast! but quite happy hahaha.

Ended!

2006-12-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

i find tt i am in a midst of an useless conver with some "Oh-i-think-i-am-so-great" person. was so pissed to the extent tt i feel like shutting his big fat mouth up.

A:"Eh now a lot more ppl couldn't go to the sentosa outing... blah blah blah blah.. damn gu niang.. say maybe can, maybe cannot.."

Me: "precisely.. u first time noe our class guys is it? actually frankly speaking i was quite pissed when the BBQ thing failed(mainly becos we couldn't book the pit) and someone actually say: I knew it.. everytime liddat"

A: "LOL, becos for the past few times always fail wad" (pls lor where got?)

Me: "Ur sentosa 1 also failed wad.."

A: "Mine is ppl cannot go, not dun1 to go.." (as if realli all cannot go)

Me: "Frankly speaking, at first when u started organising this sentosa thing, i already dun feel like going.."

A: "......"

A: "Den dun go lor.."

Me: "Ok lor"

A: "......."

Is u ask me dun go 1. So u think i will reply u "No la.. say say only". so sorry i won't gib u face. U always think u so great u go organise all the outings la. Dun always look down on girls can not. why BBQ so last min, and why cannot book tio pit is becos of u guys. Ask u all to stay back for a while after lectures or chinese As. run until dunno go where. Sms u all dun reply. I realli give up on organising this kind of outings for this kind of ppl cos they always dun reply or gib u not cfm ans. Then later on the last few days den tell u "Sorry i can't turn up".

And Especially u. Last time go 1 BBQ also mus beg u like hell. Den u will gib those asshole replies "EEE.. BBQ So little ppl, all so boring.. i den dun1 to go". Like i give a damn abt u coming to our BBQ and organising this stuff liddat. I realli dun1 go i also try to go(as in i already promise i will go), bud u show me tt damn kind of attitude dat u dun appreciate. Fine! I dun go. Anyway it doesn't make much difference whether got me or not.

2006-12-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i cried for someone whom i dunno...

"were u the one who sae should take the chance for the operation?"
"Yea.. Hey so sorry abt it.."
"It is ok. B4 my fren went into the operation room, i had a tok with him on the phone. i told him wat u sae. And he asked me to thank you after the operation. Caz u gave him the courage to take the oper caz u r the only one who has the same idea as him. Of course u haf no wrong. So no need to be sry. Instead should thank you. thanks"

Now i don't know who to say "welcome" to.. cos the person has already gone off.. neither do i think i deserve it cos i dun rmb saying much significant thing tt can cause a huge impact in someone.i didn't expect this to happen so early cos Nicholas only mention abt this private matter to us today. den it was later tt Yiqi told me his fren went off already.

*Sigh.. life is full of unexpectation. who noes i would be the next one(choy!).. So live ur life to the fullest

so me and char wasn't the only one who feel that we are wasting our time away like water. Since this meeting is insignificant in the first place why held it? Since it is alright to come only when the ppl have finished painting their banners, why do we still need to wake up at 7 and reach sch at 8? wasted 4 hrs of our time doing nth. I'm seriously tired since i couldn't fall asleep until 3plus last night?!(i'm seriously having insomnia!)

It's not tt i'm not willing to commit myself in this proj(tell u, no matter how much i complain, i will still turn up for the meeting cos i always feel tt it is my responsibiliy and i should help if i can). bud i just feel that the amt of time wasted while doing this thing is not worth it(consider the amt of time they spent on dragging).

2006-12-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

Today have been a fun day for me and also a tiring one. Shopping followed by Steamboat which i realised i din realli eat much. I dunno where my highness went to. It just went missing.

somehow i feel rather guilty and kui jiu towards Ms Chua(rain). i feel that she treated us too nicely dat i dun realli feel comfortable with. Its like afterall she's ur teacher and then sometimes i realli feel restricted talking to her, though she's no longer a teacher anymore. Dunno whether to treat her as a fun crazy fren or our teacher. But she realli macham our big sister liddat.

Frankly speaking this is my first time knowing such a nice teacher with no generation gap.

Where got teacher always treat ppl lunch, treat ppl drinks.. And den attempted to force u to accept her 10 bucks so tt u can cab home at late hour? She even wanted to help wenlin pay half her hospital fees in Xi'an! This is totally siao!! I was kinda touched. And i wouldn't have a memorable birthday bash if wouldn't for her. Doubt sky and hell would ever notice my birthday. plus u noe becos of this steamboat, she cabbed down to Marina Bay from her work and den later have to rush back u noe! Hias feel so bad just now when it was too late and she couldn't get back to work.

But me and huiqi very scare of her!! haha dunno why. and i think the girls also very scare of her when she open her wallet. hahahahaha

Photo taken someday this week. bud it turns out uber nice leh! my wp. Bel bel: Rain is e ex-pe teacher inside the picture

2006-12-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

Summary of
Xi'an OEEP Trip 2006

What so nice and memorable abt this trip?

13 girls, 8 boys + Rain = totally rocks!
The beautiful Ancient cities in Xi'an!
Tang Paradise!! (Omg!) The scenery is breath-taking!
World Greatest Water Screen Movie!!
Fireworks! (water screen and on Sunday morning)
Cute diff favours Bing Tang Hu Lu
Uber uber cheap stuffs in Xi'an
The Qujiang tall girls and the 高薪科技 Li Zhe Xi Yu!
Deliberately blowing air out of ur mouth so that there is white mist coming out from ur mouth
that damn fulfilling KFC meal
KFC Portuguese EggTarts! + Fish Ole Favour Benditos!
Using dozens of Camera to take 1 grp photo
All 21 of us cycled 13.8km at Ming City wall
Bitching Sessions every night!
8th wonders of the world - Terracotta Warriors (But not realli tt wonderful la)
Shoppings! We cherish every shopping damn moments kae?
Our dearest cute fren - Zhi Qiang and Liang Min!
We enjoy shooting each other at the dining table!
Complaining abt the god damn salty food tgt
Sleeping in lectures/video screening tgt!
We visited the Jiao tong uni which has a very very nice scenery!
Steamboat is uber nice!
4 toys from Rain
1 choco from Mrs Chua
my jj bear toy! and cutie little cake!
Small celebration at 12am :)
Surprised birthday celebration at noodle restaurant (thanx Liang min and rain!)
50++ ppl sing me a birthday song and A Guy(think talentime winner) Sang me a solo song! his singing is so damn nice! heheh
Oh yah! Sky screamed "Oi!!!!!" So loudly when he got "molested" by the ppl in Ocean world
everybody sleeping like a log in the bus. (i rmbed Shirley was talking a whole lot of crap when everybody is sleeping, only rmbed her talking bud the details nv get in my ears. And den she asked "May i know who is awake?". No one raised up their hands except Jonah Hahahaha)
Steamboat night - the chef who went around to perform and make the "1 string noodle" got so shock by our table girls' scream that he broke tt string of noodles u noe! hahaha (we are the only table tt the 1 string of noodle broke into half)

What's so bad ah?

I inhale a lot of 2nd hand smoke (China ppl love to smoke especially our bus driver bud he damn Gao Da Wei Meng)
China ppl spitting everywhere a common sight
very exciting when u cross the roads in Xi'an, must be more brave than the car (Sia la! Cars not scare they knock us down 1 kae!)
SO LITTLE SHOPPING TIME
Sky + Hell black faces hahahhaha
Report doing every night!
Kena Cheated 4RMB in Ocean World
Ocean world (do u noe i nearly doze off while watching the dolphin/seal performace?)
Bad salty food
Dear wenlin is hospitalised. and we were realli worried for her. Misses her during our trip

2006-12-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Last sat, i went orchard with my parents. den i was thinking: If i ever pass by Taka, i might pop in to look for belbel, st and honhon since i'm with my parents. not very nice to deliberately bring them go find my frens rite?

Just when i'm having this tot.. my mum suddenly asked..
"Eh! Annabel at Taka working hor? nearby only leh! dun 1 go find her?"
"Ah? ya why? i know la. later if got pass by den i go find!"

After a short while..
Mum: "Let's go Taka, i wan see something.."

Den when we reach taka. first place she walk to is the Gift wrapping counter. Blahhs.

Den i was like "Eh? why no belbel they all?"
Den very fast my mother tell me: "Go 2nd floor walk walk bahbah.."

Den reach 2nd floor, we anyhow walk a bit den she say she wan go 3rd floor liaos. den WAH go 3rd floor, immediately go find gift wrapping counter u noe?! den i went =.=!

Den i told my dad "Hello? is i looking for fren or she looking for fren ah? how come she more excited than me ah?"
Den my mum say: "Wah! i from far can see annabel le"
1/2 believe, 1/2 dun believe, i say "realli meh?"

The truth is dun hab LOR. Anyhow say.. see the hair noe not belbel already la! Blahs.. anyway i can't find them.. In the end they are at B2. omg the place where i din go. Blahs. wad a waste!

Okay nvm, my week is so packed:
11dec- love fiesta , 12dec- love fiesta, 14dec- OEEP Girl's Outing, 15dec- maybe love fiesta, 16dec- farewell party, 18dec- frens meeting, 19dec- CCA BBQ

2006-12-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly, thanx for the testimonias, sms and birthday wishes to me on Msn. And plus the birthday presents! Thanx a lot i realli appreciated it. Sorry if u did send me an sms bud i didn't reply. Cos i did not suscribe to auto-roaming. Infact i was looking forward to coming back to SG for one reasons cos i wanna see my birthday Smses. Too bad.. they got eaten up by starhub. cos when i touch down and on my hp, not even a single msg at all(Jessica say she got send)! *Sigh feeling quite sad...

Oh ya, i am realli sorry.. i did not buy much things back to Singapore. So no souvenirs =X. Basically i buy very little food and my freaking luggage is already overloaded(how can liddat rite?!).. Well last night when i reached home, i already got reprimanded by my mum cos i bought so little things. The naggings continued just now when she came back from work. So irritated. So i was telling her "No food no talk!(Cos i haven eaten breakfast or lunch when is nearly 4 now!) Well i regretted too. Bud i am already back in SG le, wad can i do? Realli sorry for not buying much souvenirs for my frens. At most treat u guys eat Chocolates only. hahahaha

2006-12-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

Hiee. i'm back. and i'm not tired. cos i think i slept 5-6 hrs on the plane. Sleep eat and sleep eat.

Somehow.. after 8 days of the fun OEEP trip..

i now kinda missed my mates pressence cos during this time of the day we are probably Bitching in someone's room talking abt sky and hell.

ms chua: "some ppl will prob rmb this trip on hearing The rain came falling from the sky!"

hahahah

I miss OEEP mates! shall blog on details when i woke up in the morning!.

2006-11-26T07:23:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh *ben ren at airport now. Boarding the plane inn 10mins time! take care guys!! and bon voyage to me :) wahahha

2006-11-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

你的朋友,我,快要飛了!!

Yes.. this is my last post before i fly to China, Xi`An tmr morning. Transitting at Guang Zhou. Sigh* not a good idea at all. I actually have some phobia after watching ch11/12 Crash scene investigations. I'm a little worried cos i haven been on the plane for like 5-6 years? and yet i have to sit 4 flights.

好吧!祝*本人一路順風吧!

Wan any souvenirs? Haha my souvenirs all food :) Just rmb to wish 本人 Happy birthday :). Hahhahah such a psycho..

I spent the whole afternoon sleeping cos i was dragged tired after the meeting from 9am to 7pm yesterdae.In fact, my commitee have nothing much to do except waiting for reply from the companies. So we ended up doing door to door sale to raise fund for the upcoming carnival. got back, me, chendi and zhongru spent 2 whole hours in the staff room making phone calls asking for sponsorship and stuff. if u are thinking why so long, when we only need to call up a few companies to remind them to reply to our email.. Haha we help PST team also!(PST damn pathetic, they have to call up over 100 companies!) haha bit bit nia. I did make quite a lot of phone calls as well.. and it was my first time doing so, quite fun.

Love fiesta commitee room :)
and den today, mr ho still wan to meet us at 9.30 =.= just for a tee-shirt and a super short briefing.did some last min shopping and i going off for a nap. b4 going to the airport le.

anywae recently.. have been thinking abt some stuffs.. and realli feel that life is like so liddat lor. some friends whom u noe just come and go like passerbys.. reminds me abt the AJ frens that i made in first 3 months, and the 1st day of the 02 orientation there. and my primary sch frens.. its like they just come and go quietly. Recently i have a chat with turtle.. Its been like a year since we last saw each other and quite a long while since we last chatted. and i realise she's going oversea to study and puzzie is already in overseas studying law! Hias.

Found this pics in my hp, forgotten i took them:

Was buying food on tues when i saw this haha. cos i was thinking quite interesting, this thing also got mediacorp logo on it. Den i was like thinking "mediacorp, the choice.. Haha ya lor, the choice, cos SG only got TCS the only tv station wad. we got other choice meh?"

Haha kena interview!! Bud damn funny la. i still rmb asking the person after my first take: "可以嗎? (with my thumbs up, asking if its good)".. The person replied me: "很好! 可是.. 你可以說短一點嗎?" *Pengs!
Anywae gtg le bahs.!! take care guys. c u after one week :).

2006-11-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

wah! recently everyday blog.. :) good rite?

today, hab maths lecture till 1pm. i sounded quite in a bad mood and nobody dare to talk to me. Good leh! liddat can concentrate on lecture. basically my flu worsen liao lor. got Super Phlegmy cough, and still ear jammed. Left side Jam, Right side butter (hahah).

den from last week de momo date, i consulted bloody on what medicine did she used for her phlegmy cough, till now i still haven buy!!.. Died. i think i go China, ppl think i kena bird flu..

Watched Casino Royale today with Huisi and Auntie. Daniel Craig is shuai, bud he look old leh. realli like his blue eyes and his natural brown hair. bud tt show quite disappointing leh. Not as nice as the previous Die Another Day(i think).

Oh ya! today go change money. Like finally can. Was nt suppose to take so much money go la. bud my mum insisted i take cos must help her buy clothes (=.=). tell her i not so free le lor. i go there for study trip not to shopping. I think at most buy food nia. Cos i love food more than clothes.

Den my father..

Dad: "Go there.. must be careful there got a lot of fake notes($$)"
Me: "then how? how to see real or fake?"
Dad: "Gib exact la!"
Me: "Siao, impossible la, mine all 100 RMB leh"
Dad: "That's why lor!"
Me: "Huh? that's why wad?! That's why i'm asking u how to see real or fake wad!"
Dad: "How to tell u? this is common sense ma! touch noe liao.."

Got answer like no answer liddat..

Dad: "Den blah blah take so much money, later kena robbed"

*Aiya ear jam dunno wad he saying.. thinking tt he was saying smth else..

Me: "Oh, u dun worry la, i won't bring so much money with me when i go out"
Dad: "Den u think hotel very safe is it?"
Me: (Thinking: Yahor!)"Den how?"
Dad: "Ya la, that's why i'm saying ask u put money at diff areas, so when u kena robbed off ur bag, u still hab money in ur pocket wad! ur pants got a lot of pocket wad"

Got dao li and interesting idea hor? Hahhaha.. bud sounds stupid. haha later i count money got trouble leh. Ur fren here likes to count money 1 hahaha.. Den so i was thinking.. i got 1000+RMB, got 5 pockets (including my wallet). So 1000RMB+ divide by 5 hahaha.

Dumb la. bleahx

2006-11-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was not suppose to go home tt late la. but in the end, after the meeting i went to monsternya house to play. den once i get my hands on pay day and monopoly or stuff, cannot stop already. Somemore play till 10plus. anywae thanks for the early surprised bdae bash. Though i kinda suspected smth when u guys made me wait for like more than 3omins at the club house.. and den later when i go up ur house,u all refused to open the house for me, acting as though no one at home liddat =.=. anywae really thank you.

I'm flying over to china in a few days time, and i still haven pack my bag. Still must do research. Good game.. and blahhs if i know earlier i dun ask for subsidy le(no la kidding, 600bucks leh!) cos arghhhs!! Hoho saboed ppl to do the presentation thing to i dunno who and i am like one of them. Blahs when i saw the stupid email i was like "What!?! OP just over leh, dun so torture ppl leh, i talk to 10 ppl in class my leg already start to shake." (and is shake until super terrible)Realli kns lor, i should have volunteered myself to do video filming.

frankly speaking, i dun feel like joining love fiesta liao.. somehow at times feel tt i am quite useless, no contributions. Even got contribute, ideas also like shit or ppl won't accept it.

today went to mediacorp. reach super early and den.. we suay suay kena this interview thing regarding the Star awards de. wanna run also cannot run. Being very nice students, so we decide to help them. Hahah.. 98% will show on tv? dunno la.. dun think i will rmb to watch.

offically last day go back le, and dun think we would have the chance to go back also..(got reason to go back meh? even though boss say free den come back and see them) cos basically i dun think i dare to go back with all the trouble caused. feel so bad just now. go wardrobe and make up room. wah saw ann kok, huang wen yong, huang biren, mich chia, pris, quan yi feng.. go there star gazing nia. Bud ann kok wear the sunglasse + her hair, got my big idol's tt kind of feel leh. Look alike. haha.

go there, main purpose was to take a lot of photo. In the end, i think i paiseh this paiseh tt, by the time i not paiseh no need take liao lor. nice one. better change a bit, add more layers of skin on my face better. oh ya i was suppose to eat the 2.50 laksa also! den realli dun hab lor. No fate. so sad.

so nv take photo lor(hahah).. so i insisted on taking a grp photo for FES peeps at the canteen.

blahhhs and today, i learnt abt something lor. wah piang eh, damn embarrassing. hias

anywae thanx boss, lynne and serene.. really thank you.

2006-11-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

20 Nov. My long awaited series since march.

Dicey Business
This meant tt big idol is left with 1 more show to be aired next year- Sweetheart Tempest.Saw the preview, and Bota's kiss and hug was damn gd la! haha.. anywae kinda feel a little worried abt her. cos i think L.o.w, sweetheart.. and even Casino, she is like a flower-vase. little screentime, yet called a 2nd lead. hopefully, someday she could be like kenneth.. get recognised, with her hardwork paid off.

Hope she won't be a flower-vase again in her upcoming new series. Blah the cast is so damn unattractive, bud still i like the producer :P.

I'm looking forward to casino!! BOTAA!!~~ my love

2006-11-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

last wednesday, me and belbel, bobo, Monsternya went to JE Pizza hut for lunch. waited till 1.30pm for the student meal. Cheaper mah! hahaha.

there's reason we chose this location. cos basically, west mall's service realli sux. and there's this funny cute manager there. (muahahhahah)

So we each ordered baked rice meal.. all curry chicken, except mine - Chicken ole. side orders - garlic bread (me fav!) and drumb sticks. wahahha plus this dish...

It's free!! cos we can use the coupon when we ordered 4 student meal...

But it came late and i couldn't even enjoy this meal properly. cos basically after eating my chicken ole halfway, i already to start to get a little sick and super full. Thanks to the cheese. Den this dish was after chicken ole. Okay i shall remind myself, i shall nv ever eat bake rice anymore.. too much of the cheese. (feel tt i am actually drinking liquified cheese)..

Den becos e restaurant forget to serve this meal at the very beginning, this manager again* came and gave us a free Garlic bread. and i was like "oh my shit damn god!! how are we gonna finish it when we haven started on the dish and we were like feeling so damn full". and him again?! Hahah.. den we were like quite shock and i forgotten wad bel said, bud Mr manager replied to bel "U look like u need a garlic bread!"

Wahahahhahahahahahahhahahhaahah!!!

Then suddenly rmbed a few months back.. no wonder last time this Manager also gib bel a free garlic bread la. Cos i think her face realli looks like she need 1 garlic bread. HAHHAHA

and after the whole thing, me n bel was complaining we shouldn't have ordered the garlic bread and we should have predicted this manager will gib us 1 free. Hahahah. quite true, cos the very last time we eat was also he serve us de. hahah.

2006-11-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

u say i attitude u, thank you.. ya i attiude u and i must realli tell u, i very unhappy abt u.

maybe i have been in a rather roul mood recently and today i think my mind quite stress up. when i answered u in a irritated mood, i am already hinting to u to leave me alone. Still freakingly block my stupid way when i attempted to get out of the room. Idiot! When i watch tv, u come and freakingly irritate me and always like to hug my boster. Yucks! that's wad i realli hate abt u!. Ask u get away, the more u wan to do it. just now at the toilet, dunno wads the prob with u also. Got ppl inside, got ppl inside la! Is there a need to knock the door and ask "Who is it?". Freak hell la. i already very pissed off with u the whole day liao lor. still everytime also liddat ask. Got ppl got ppl la! just wait cannot is it. I everytime also wait wad. So i answered in a quite pissed off mood "Wad? ask for wad?".. and u freakingly threatened "Dun think i long time nv beat u, i won't beat u hor!"

Asshole lor. ans u in irritated tone also must kena beaten by u is it. u think u my bro u very big is it. tell u, u have no right to beat me lor. My parents then have the right to beat me. Dun think u fat u can use ur bloody violence. Just leave me alone, i can survive without talking to u. Maybe makes me happier a bit. Maybe i am just xiao ti da zuo. Bud i dun care. i just see u buai song u wan me how. U better dun talk to me tmr!!

2006-11-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm so happy today.. I lifted the burden off my chest already!...

This morning i realised for the past few days i have been having insomia... sleepless nitez despite the fact that i am realli realli realli god damn tired when i got home.

So, i finally have a taste of how it feels when u are busy with sch stuff and working at the same time.. i think its hard for me to cope properly with the upcoming proj which will start to get hectic now.. imagine u have to worry abt not finishing up ur hw, worry tt ur work crash with ur meetings. Blahhs. realli headache. Last nite i think when i close my eyes, all i see is NTUC plastic bags. Good Job man.

so after my meeting this afternoon, i was like so brave la!! dunno why, got the courage and i went Str8 to find ms lim. bud couldn't find her and found my mum instead. So i told her that i wanted to quit. Yes quit. and she was like "huh why liddat? u dun join ur sch stuff commitee la!". Bud she didn't noe that i would prefer tt to working.. bud she just gave way cos the auntie selling ham was like telling her "Aiyo, dun give ur girl pressure la, she dun1 to work dun let her work la!".. wah gg. if my mum ever say this to me i am damn happy.

So went back, and called up the person.. and this ends my 3 day job! Hahahha.... all i could do is apologised cos i realli feel guilty.. bud i realli feel so damn relax right now. after days of worrying.

Ok.. after all this, my conclusion was that - Oh pls I would nv ever ever ever find a job related to money anymore, so much of the pressure.. Next, i would never ever wan to have a job tat is not office based. Hahah cos i dun like standing. And lastly, PLS DO enjoy urself while u can. cos the feeling of going out to work is quite bad.

the meeting today was ok, quite fun. and we were supposed to rotate grps or maybe change members. In the end, we still end up in the same grp in Entertainment. Just tt charmaine joined, alena unknown, Leonard another grp.. wahahah wad a cheat. bud i think everybody are happy... Den i was like quite surprised when chendi requested leonard back to our grp. Great too! grp reunion kae hahah. like kinda feel tt, our grp can work quite well tgt :D..

wah the last thing i must complain was, pls i dun wan kawing to come on 30 Nov. Oh yea basically that was my birthday!.. and den i am oversea, if he come, i will die over my dead body.. maybe shall ask veron to ask him help me write Birthday msg. And it would be the 2nd time le.. kinda missed him. haha my dear in3. haha and Big idol! she's filming a new show and guess wad! is my fav scriptwriter or wadever.. The one who produce shows like Shine on u, love bond etc. Looking forward! bud the cast dun look attractive.

2006-11-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

your fren here is seriously upset, seriously feddup.. and tired

i just think sometimes i couldn't even open my mouth and tell my mum smth cos i feel that she dun even understand my feelings my worries etc. and only noes how to nag when she hear abt my problem.

i'm just so pissed.

2006-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

i am feeling damn sick rite now.

headache, ear jammed, flu... wahhh realli feddupp..

1st day of work was rather alright, not so bad like i tot. bud still. i came back with aching legs. In fact, i work for 2 hrs. i already feel the ache already. but still, quite regretted my choice of working.

Revision, Love Fiesta, Work, CCA...

i'm dying..

Yesterdae, 9-5pm sit there at queenstown listen to talk regarding training.. Boring. kinda psychoed myself tt for 1hr i sit got 5bucks. try to be happy a bit. lols.Today 8am have to be in sch for love fiesta. so far, my grp ppl get along quite well :D. den followed by OUAP, den cut hair den work.

dun plan to take flu jab le la. i sick how to take. Hias. haven take flu jab already kena flu lols. go and die le la.

settled Mediacorp stuff..

2006-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

good game. didn't plan to blog actually. but i doubt for the next few days, i would have time to blog.

was damn furious this afternoon... cos.. my parents sold my spoilt Sony Ericsson K500i to garang guni at only $4 tgt with newspapers!!

How could they!! I bought this hp with my own money at $168. and they just sold it to garang guni at only less than 4bucks!? Though its spoilt, bud it has sentimental values. I yelled at them while i started crying cos i realli feel god damn angry. I'm angry with my father.. and my mother for not stopping my father from selling it away.

They are obviously in the wrong.. Why?

You sold my handphone without my freaking hell permission
Next you did not tell me when u got home str8 away.. it was until late in the afternoon
You are in the wrong and not even a word of sorry?!
Not even a word of sorry nvm.. still come up with stupid excuses to insist that its right for u to sell my handphone away. "It's spoilt!" (So wad if its spoilt? can't i keep it?), "U dun even care abt ur hp, do u noe where u put tt hp of urs?" (of cos i know! oh pls, so wad if i throw it ard, that dun gib u the permission to sell it awae), "we wanted to ask u.. bud u was asleep!" (hah! this was crap.. can't u wake me up and ask me for my permission?)

I am really heartbroken.. yes becos tt was my first coloured phone, i use tt phone when i see ahyi.. And lastly.. IT's realli damn freak hell stupid to sell it at only less than 4bucks. Oh man. realli no common sense. I am realli damn freak hell angry.

Afterwards.. i showed my attitude and refused to talk to them... till now still dun1 to talk to my father.. just now after a while i realised that i shouldn't have yell at them.. due to various reasons - cos they always buy the things i like for me. Afterall the money i use to buy my hp.. i think its also considered their money.. Maybe not cos maybe it is the edusave money i have gotten. *Sigh.. of cos i do feel guilty as well.. cos i think mum is like always kena bullied by me. and yet she always buy my fav food for me. So.. i msged her

Me: "you wan me to forgive you.. you later buy me sushi.. The Taupok got Crab mayo and egg mayo 1.. den i forgive u"

Sometimes i realli agree.. ppl always can tolerate their frens, bud when it comes to ur family who offended u just becos of a small thing.. u will actually erupt hias.

Den i receive a call from Ms Lim abt last min training for my job. sigh.. next few days will be busy till 5.30pm. wonder the training got gib me pay 1 not. Hahah.. cya bahs.

2006-11-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

Today(i meant saturday) marks the end of PW. oh finally.. i like my grp members though.. bud i think they are happy that PW is finally finished. cos no more naggings and me keep bugging them asking them "are u sure this 1 can?"

today, i went to vivo.. crap place. ur fren here(me) is very anti-vivocity. cos i think that place sux =X. aha basically u see.. the road in tt shopping mall is damn messy!!! not as big as i tot it would be.. and damn noisy. reception sometimes also quite lousy.

ok to the main pt. this is my 2nd time there.. it would have been more times if i didn't object to it a few weeks back when my parents suggested to go. the first time we were there.. Food Republic haven open yet. Now.. we get to have a taste of how the food there is like. Like i tot to be, the outlook of Food Republic damn nice sia.. just like the 1 in Wisma, bud better.. and its damn cramp can!... nvm... what i wanted to say was...

the Food Republic in Vivo can go ...!!.. Its like daylight robbery. U noe i ate Bak Kut Teh.. one small bowl only got 2 small pathetic Bak Kut. *Faint.. and it cost $7.50 (*widen my eyes).. FYI, my fav BKT shop - 1 bowl only 4bucks.. and got 3 bak kut!... How can i be full? Next this craypot laksa which gravy taste terribly good cost me $6.90 when its damn normal, just tt it is on a craypot and den they use a lot of coconut for the gravy(which meant a lot of colesterol.. oh shit man). nvm.. what worse is that they gib me only 1 tiny Tau Pok(i really mean it leh! not even half the actual size of tau pok)!! how can liddat!! my fav leh. i buy outside $3 got 5-6 pieces of tau pok kae?!.. Den this small pan-fried bun cost $1.50.. i can use tt money eat 2 Cha Siu Bao leh. Wah i swear i nv eat there any more.

Then went to toilet, got cat fight. Actually is verbal 1 la.. den was rather feddup cos they are blocking the toilet entrance and its just a small thing i think. And oldAunties(as usual) kept nagging and wouldn't let the whole thing off... the younger woman was shouting all the way from the time when i just abt to enter. And den next, her husband was like wanted to bash the old auntie up. Wah damn no feng du lor. and he shouted at the old woman,"who is the one who kept shouting from the toilet till here?" Feel like answering.. Ur wife is shouting, the ahma is just saying. Get the facts rite la. ur wife also got wrong. look like ahbeng man..

hias feeling unright liddat. Sorry.

anywae yesterdae TVB Anni quite a flop la. as usual the awards are given to ppl who dun deserve it. though my handsome idol no.3 got fav actor.. i dun think he deserve tt. he should get fav male char instead. Bud still i'm happy for him :D at least he is humble.. wish him the best!. and my big idol wear until like santa claus!. hahahaah. just saw a interview abt her dress find her damn cute ahaha :P.. now i'm back to wanting to see her again! :D

off i go~~ feel like sleeping le. so damn tired.

Last time anni de. haha nice skit

2006-11-07T17:57:00.000+08:00

haha this morning. alarm haven go off. i already wake up le. recently dunno why dream of so many scary things!! today i dreamt that i am a proffessional assasin. cool rite?

switch on the tv and watch Good Morning Singapore(hahaha). den they were talking abt Lung cancer.. and den i heard that having green phlegmns very often also will get suspected of having lung cancer. Den it suddenly reminded me of smth... a few months back when i last had my fever, i visited the polyclinic and kena this indian doctor.

I'm not racist lah, bud i always have trouble listening to indian ppl talk(except saranya) as well as foreigners who talk chim EL. so this indian doctor look at my throat and den she muttered smth and i only manage to catch the last few words ".... u have a damn bad throat". Didn't bother to ask her again cos i noe i won't get it and will end up saying "huh? huh?" again. Den the next thing she ask me was "Do u smoke?"...

I got a shock when i heard that (realli!), and my eyes were like opening so big. i think i was on the verge of shouting bud i replied very seriously "NO!!!"

now i understand why i'm suspected of smoking. blahhs!! I hate smokers kae!! to prevent this from happening. no more cold drinks from now on i swear!.

2006-11-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

boo! just cut my long finger nails cos it hinders my speed of smsing using w810i. very sad case, cos i like my long nails a lot. so i just cut the nails for my thumb part. damn lazy i know.

took like a few days to recover from some bad moods. not realli actually.. just that i just feel rather uncomfortable the feeling.. its like i have smth imp. to do yet i forget what to do.

den i realise dat i can actually survive without using the computer.. its like not i cannot use. is i can't be bothered to use.

yesterdae, i slacked thru the whole afternoon watch into thin air followed by some movies on ch62. was waiting for ppl's sms to cfm wad time to go Radcliffe's house so that i can get my winter wear too.

tried playing the keyboard at rad's house and den we went to club house to play "pay day". It's like realli a long time since i went up radcliffe's house to play dat i nearly forgot which unit her house is, and which floor.. the stupid pw also. we played for like 2 hours and i think we gone crazy. i think i luff until like siao.. haha cos i keep kena lottery!

oh yea i injured my leg. haha bleeding profusely.. like so sad liddat when i slip and feel down near the gate. but i was too busy on the phone(rather pissed as well) that i dun seems to feel embarrass. hahaha ate turtle soup at..

Tada!

dun look at ahyi and kevin in the pic.
hahah look at the Turtle signboard and the geylang sign behind them . wahah
den went ahma house.. den my injured leg(still got dried blood n one small meat went missing) undergo dog licking therapy !

Note: Not i forced the dog to lick 1 hor. she ownself come and lick and lick and lick. bud they say hor dog's saliva realli damn gd leh. lick already very fast ok de.

One week back, we had lunch at pepper lunch. interesting place. the food taste alright only, but still i like to eat steak. And i think quite ridiculous cos i paid 13 bucks for my food and i have to cook the food myself(haha). My mama as usual, insisted that we share food cos too exp (*roll eyes- mo ngan tai ar!!) But once in a while have some fun b4 u eat also gd. :D but still the food dun worth the price. hahah.

Enlarge the pic, Look at this carpark, nice rite? see carpark so crowded.. how to find place ar? see the all the red lights on top of the car? find a green one and u can find ur parking slot! :D

My mum complained that i am idleing around at home.. i complained i have no money. So mum ask me go NTUC be cashier (cos her fren say if i wan can str8 away employ me). What the hack!... So i asked "Got help carry stocks 1 not?", my mum replied "u siao ar go carry stocks the pay only $3.50!!".. Wah hearing tt, i str8 away "Ok!! i be cashier!" hahaha.. bud pls dun let me wear tt bloody flowery uniform! i am only working till new year. *sian leh still must undergo training..

thinking abt it. i realise i have 2 jobs in total (if i go be cashier), all is my lao ma help me get 1 =X. hahah thanks lao ma!

2006-11-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

well.. well.. i am suppose to be crazily mugging for my chinese As exams. bud dunno why dun have much motivation. i spent like 2 days reading TBs and still haven finish reading it. cos i have no idea why my brain cells are working in a realli weird way. I was like trying to memorise the whole passage? haha. my brain cell damn gd ar.. automatic.. bud what for ? there's nothing to memorise at all!! so i read, bud scare i dun understand? Aiyoyo.. and i'm left with like 3 long passage very lazy read leh.

but seriously speaking, i think there's nothing to study for chi As unlike Os cos basically we dun need to read up 4 books of chinese shou ce and have to memorise all the meanings of the words and how to write them. Wad i'm worried is my compo. blahs. minus off 6 marks so easily.~~ but shumin told me, max minus 2 marks only. Then why the sch minus me 6 marks de? lol.

Anywae i just started on a paper (PJ de), and i think i am on the verge of finishing up liao. very fast done with it. think 30mins and the multiple choice quest damn ez leh. the passage also very ez to understand de. unlike JJ which is realli can bang wall haha.

today went out for dinner and had lunch at jack's place. its so hard to convince my mum to let me eat that 13bucks meal u noe!! den she commented "everytime order so exp thing.. dunno how to help ur dad save $$ 1 leh.. rmb next time must treat me eat when u are working!"

i was like. okay duh!!, next time i get pay i bring u go eat jack's place everyday also can lah(lols). and plus hor! not i forced dad to bring me go eat jack's place/bi feng tang etc de. is he ask me opposite got what to eat den i started naming every restaurant out de. den in the end is he decide 1. so i nv force him!

2006-10-30T23:19:00.001+08:00

okay freak head. i dislike making plans and choosing dates to go and do smth~. dunno why hahah i have this feeling like only me sot sot teh liddat, very eager to go back. that's why i initiated to set the date la(i am impatient de muahahah). den like 1 person not going~ den like defeat the whole purpose leh. wan go back, go back tgt mahs. but i also dunno how. its like nov go back already quite late le. dec go back. think bye bye liao LOL.

oh yea. i finally finished watching F2F, after struggling for like more than a month, becos i have to face problems like - promos,attachment, Poverty, no burner! So sad la. and till now- STILL NO BURNER!! arghs.. i have yet to rent and watch my dear idol next show - L.o.w. and yet another popping up soon liao.

the trailer looks nice. afterall this is like my long-awaited drama since march or so? bud still.. no burner! how to rent? hias. wanna dl?- worse! computer left 200mb. u say how to dL?

and den nowadays my ch55 can just throw awae. i am like rewatching old dramas like SOY and it is only needed on weekends to watch my new korean show craze - Love story in harvard. (i'm watching for the sake of Kim tae hee!) damn sweet u see. haha like this kind of romantic dramas. bud this drama is crazy 1. even the characters also sot sot 1. It is also this show that i first time see sweet kisses. Korean drama kiss very nt interesting 1 leh. they can just touch each other lips and stay in tt position for like 5-10mins (hahaha dumb).this show was exception. and hor kim rae won and the other guys English is damn horrible. can't survive with the subtitle. LOL. KTH still not bad.

go sleep le la. haven done hoho's work! arghs

2006-10-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

Yay! changed new layout le. like finally can. no ling gan also.

i'm like so proud to declare that i lost my beloved w810i ear piece! oh my- heaven! why do this to me? i'm like so sad lah. okay tell u, never lose or scratch ur sony ericsson hp or accessories cos it always cost a bomb to buy another 1 back. Especially when u are so broke. So i have to hang out at library without any music. now i dunno what to do lah. tell my parents they sure ans : "Really? u see lah!! i sure noe sooner or later u will lose it de!" Basically true lah, things in my hands(my bro's too) won't have a gd ending. The sofa and refrigerator is gonna die soon. Basically the Sofa just broke le la. dun dare invite ppl come my house cos they no chair to sit hahaha.

was checking my hp pics to see if there's any photos to be put on my blog cos it looks plain boring. den i realised- out of 280++ photos, only 13 photos with me(myself, yes me) inside only. How pathetic can it be! wonder is this my hp not cos some ppl like bel bel's alone pic also more than me!.

think this blog is rotting cos no one would be interested to read this kind of rubbish anyway. bye!

2006-10-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

many things happened recently. and somehow i really think its so hard to be a human.

it's either u stand up for what is right, or get hated by someone. i was asked to go and meet the principal again at 3pm. and the complain made my a girl make things even worse, making the batch of girls who were late yesterdae being held up longer. Somehow after all this things, i am no longer angry abt it, cos it was really my mistake for being late. however there are still somethings that i'm unhappy abt..

today, the class get to noe who will be retained, and who to be promoted. only 1 of my classmate was retained. i noe he feel sad inside but he just din show. Somehow.. i realli think he deserved to be promoted more than many of the guys in my class(who only have dota in their heart during the period b4 promos). He is hardworking. but life is just so unfair. yes unfair.

I dun feel really right just now after the exco meeting. even though we have fun eating going-to-expire tibits and i have one whole box of ice-jelly to eat. the opening of the noodle house gibs me a feeling that they are going to sack the auntie(who is sick) at T-break. Just feel that if they really does, this world is so damn cruel. Though i admit the fact that she have difficulty walking that's why she's slow, her dessert making skill is still damn gd. The Mango-milk-ice she made for me today was so damn nice la. and after interacting with both her and short-hair auntie, i think she need this job more than anyone else. Is it actually right for me to be that soft-hearted? it's not like i think short-auntie should be sack. I think both should stay. They are really very nice ppl. i can't bear to see both of them leave too.

Sometimes i really think that i am one who is really damn gan qing yong shi. That's why i dun think i can be a leader in future. but wad can i do? just be cold to everyone meh?- so i won't be emotionally attached(not sure is it the right word to use) to them or wad.. so when i really become boss 1 day and i can just happily sack them? hias.

2006-10-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

i was late at the wrong time today. many things to do b4 assembly and i reached after assembly. I'm so freaking pissed off this afternoon. left the school in a rage and i remained uber black face for 1whole hour. came back to sch feeling quite happy (after i calmed down), then when i hear what the principal said, i felt so damn ridiculous.

i admit its my fault for being late (FOR 5 MINS ONLY). and does it have to go to the extend of kicking us out of the sch? ok when i heard what he said, i was like still able to smile u see. I think this is way too ridiculous, but somehow i am likee so confident he won't kick me out of sch u see. we ended up picking 20 rubbish each and that's all.

i really hope he punish ppl who really deserve it. Seriously speaking, i really feel that its unfair cos i know his main aim is to punish those who always came like at 9am or 10am and those who realli dun1 and deliberately miss out on the morning assembly. But at the mean time he actually punished those who are not liddat. If i am one such person, would i still come today, knowing that i'll definitely be late for sch!? arghhs. just shit. my bad luck! I think he is a gd principal. that's why irresponsible ppl who always ponned sch, gib stupid excuses, come late take advantages of it.

Really thanx man. if hasn't been all this ppl's act, he wouldn't resort to this and some of us wouldn't have to wait for 4hour just to get our ezlink card back, got threatened to be kick out of sch and den asked to pick 20 rubbish each.

Freaking irresponisble ppl!!!

arghhs. just now, nearly pick up the phone and do something imp. bud lost all my yong qi the last min and after i doze off (lols).. when i wake up, all my determination bu jian le. so sad.

2006-10-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

watched rob-b-hood today at lot1. it was a nice and touching show. basically, i like action pact movies. hah. and i caught sight of this nurse who is one of the main char. from head to toe i was thinking if i did guess correctly she was gao yuan yuan cos sometimes she look like, sometimes she dun. haha.. Kenix have great taste eh. gao00 look pretty :)

talking abt movies, i have been watching movies and series every now and then. Matrix revolution was amazingly nice last night. tot it sux and exaggerating in the first place. maybe i should pursuade idiot to rent it someday so tat we can watch tgt again the next time. Thinking back, i rmbed my first movie i watch in the cinema was Jurassic Park. haha and den the 2nd 1 was my all time fav Dante's Peak. gosh didn't noe Dante's Peak was like a 1997 production. like so long le.

i skipped GP lesson this afternoon and was feeling rather guilty when i went out to eat this afternoon. But seriously, mr chng gave us permission to do so!. Lol so i din realli skip rite? Blahs at first i tot mr chng is showing the guys anime to watch so i din go. If i noe he let us watch Constantine i will definitely go 1. hahaha.. And we broke record today. only 9 Ppl attended Mrs Ong's lesson. at first we tot only 6 girls, lucky 3 guys came along. dat was like so sad. and mrs ong commented "Wow.. this is like the best class.. it is like first time the class is so peaceful!" Well, well i realli do agree with her comment!

see the above pic... nice? my house eh!! painting in progress! and i realli like the new colour combination compared to the previous white-blue. But somehow, due to the re-painting and the colour of the walls, my corridor become darker and more dull in the afternoon near evening. and my com is now lacking of space~ blahs. hope i get my own com soon. and hope i change my sofa and stove soon too. all things are falling apart. Hahaha

try to finish last report by to night bahs!

2006-10-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

lols woke up at noon! slept at 5am. was suppose to finish 2 reports of mine and a InR, in the end i spent like 4 whole hours doing only 1 (individual) report. But i'm quite satisfied with it lah. some pictures :)

last week of sch le. haha. so happy! cos basically there's only 1 day of sch tmr.. and den 2 half days on wed and thurs! shiok-ka !

2006-10-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

have a great nap just now. but i dun hab dinner to eat. blahhhs... becos dad is damn unreasonable 1 lor. If i dun go out with him to eat, even how much my mum wan take away for me also cannot. idiotic man. later i see how if i can cook at the stupid stove.

forgotten that today is actually a public holiday bud dunno why my father still have to work ar. Library close, school close.. met up with FES attachment mates to do that stupid grp report. had a hard time coming up with the date to meet up and my stupid handphone sms is gonna burst. hah. Quite amazing that we guys can joke ard with each other even though actually we only get to know each other for only a few weeks and only spoke a little to each other during the attachment. Haha. And den i realised that everybody were pissed that Mr Ng keep telling the ppl we were bookworms. Ok we ARE not! Done with the discussion quite fast and can go home le.

was suppose to have a afternoon nap de. den in the end i got addicted to watching Qian nu you hun 3. It's a very old show i know, but it was realli nice. Really tend to prefer old series.

go find things to eat le.. lol. have 2 reports to rush, 1 InR and Eclub stuff. my life is so miserable haha.

2006-10-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

a year have passed and a week more, it would be the end of my first year in JJ. somehow time passes real quickly that i couldn't breathe. and its have been like 2 weeks after my MCS attachment. i thought sch won't be that happening anymore. and seriously ever since last wed till today, i have been back late. Dun think i ever come back at a time where the sky is damn bright (i think its only on this tues). Seriously, after a few months of lazing around since i didn't take promos, i realise i lost all motivation to study. a very sad case. Maybe i should find mrs lim to chat somedays during the holidays or maybe next week so that she can motivate me to study again. Moreover i think she tot i flew over to Korea.. haha so i was suppose to share my experience there with her. Maybe i can tell her how happy i was in MCS.

actually somehow.. i think a little of my motivation have actually come back after i saw results of our J1 physics last week and i tot that i am realli lousy in physics. From A to D(for common test). But overall i got a B(Lol) bad rite? great then.. i'm getting much motivation from competitors. :D

was watching news this afternoon.. and realli after my trip to MCS.. i grew fonder of watching news and i do agree with what Lay Hoon said, if i dun read newspaper, at least i have to watch the news. So for now, no matter how or what i will still watch the news. and its like ever since the last day i left that area, i haven seen Lynne reporting already. She went for holiday and she finally came back to report the news today. No wonder i find the voice narrating in trailers so familiar. anyway i realli enjoyed reading her blog cos i tot the information(from books and mag she reads) that she shared with us are rather interesting. hope she post more of such stuffs next time round. Though she actually mentioned "keep in touch", i know it is nv easy to achieve this. *Sigh.

oh yea. got selected as the leader of Team E for the Xi`an trip. haha tot i hear wrongly when mr hoho told me thru the phone and knowing i will nv say No to request unless it is super unreasonable and i super buai song u(but in this case no lah!! teacher leh! how to reject him?), he actually ask me if he can place me in the Technology 1. Wah piang. that is like we were praying we wouldn't be in it. arghs

Last week, JJ105 were busy with scripting, tough work to do. and i can declare the fact that i realli realli HATE OP!. Firstly, i never like public speaking. 2ndly, what did i get from the audience with my trembling voice? Laughters! Evil audience.

Thursday evening was spent at marriot hotel. So i can actually sacrifice my sleep time just to catch a view of my 3rd idol - Kawing (Kevin). In fact, actually i was planning not to go since i was tired that day. But.. i still went ahead. Lucky the meeting didn't disappoint me. He came down at 7.30(as promised) in a suit, so damn dashing though with that dumb plaster on his head. And we went up to the 2nd floor for a chat with him. while going up the escalator, i was walking ahead of him, he actually rmbs me. He called out to me and say "hello" first. so i actually mumbered "Hello.. it's been a long time since we last saw each other.." and he replied the same thing. Basically they started giving him big stacks of stuff to sign. i just sat right opposite of him taking photos using Jessica cam. I did not bring anything for him to sign, neither do i think is necessary. I think looking at him is enough and when he look up and smile at me. I tot his smile is priceless. Hardly spoke to him, cos i realised i do not have anything to say to him and me appearing at this meeting has already shown my support hor him.

Took photos with him and for once, when i approch him, b4 jessica actually snap that photo, he stopped, turn over and ask me "I'm sorry that i forgotten your name(the last time i told him my name was at airport in March).. can u tell me what's your name again?". Was somehow taken aback by his question. He is the first idol of mine who actually ask me for my name when he is not signing my stuff. hehe. Asked him to take a zi pai photo with me with my crappy chinese language "Can u help me take photo...(while i handed him my hp)" and before i actually finish my sentence he took my hp with the cam part facing me "Ok.. u wan me to take ur photo ar?" Anyway that photo turn up nice minusing my hair which is rather messing. that's the consequences of not using clips but i really hate them. Afterwards when i spoke to him. he actually rmbed my name and said " Dim ar? grace(asking me what i wan to ask him hah)" SK2, Jessica and me took another funny photo with him. and he was like so damn cute and he kept reminding us "realli must act fierce hor! cannot smile hor!" heh. The meeting end ard 8.45? and we were happy.

Friday was open house and i am like so damn thirsty after the whole events. Didn't noe i can be hyper and keep jio-ing ppl to play my stupid lame game. and to be truthful i realli think JJ is not as happening as other JCs.

Monday to wed - nothing significant happened, even if something did. nothing to elaborate on. Another days whereby i read home at near 7pm or even later.

Thursday(today) missed lesson and brought a group of JPS students around Hong Kah Point to explain to them some entrepreneurial stuff. Though much time is wasted and though Mr patrick goh is rather lo-so, i feel that somehow i have gain much from this experience and learn more abt entrepreneurialship. realli have a fun day today as well as the freebies we have gotten for volunteering our job.
"Good presentation" this comment from Mr Chng actually make me feel more secure as in knowing that i did explain my slides clearly and i am actually quite happy about it. Too bad i failed in the question and answer part and there are flaws to my slides. Hopefully i can pass through this horrible OP. basically as usual, my legs trembled and the public speaking lesson i have gotten did help a little. and do i realli look tense? haha.

Suddenly feel quite sad for 06S14. i wonder what actually happen. we dun seems united as we were. we have internal conflicts and stuff. somehow i actually do agree with what someone have mentioned "i realli think our class is the worse class cos ppl in our class attitude are horrible and if i were to promote and stay in this class, i rather i didn't get promoted.."

2006-10-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

Mediacorp Day 4 (Continued..)

reach the office, and as usual me and lay hoon sat down at the table. saw Yun Ling doing something so was thinking if i should actually approach her.. But feeling paiseh again i just sit there and slack. Hahahaha. After a while, she turned over and asked "Who is following me today ar?". Den so kinda raised my hand and she asked me to use the computer at the extreme end for a while. Lay Hoon came to join me in using the com. I was thinking what can i do using the com u see, though i can realli spend like more than 5 hours of my time at home surfing the net!. But then i find it rather inappropraite to surf my idol's web there, so i happily went to my hotmail to clear my emails slowly (there are 200++ unread emails). better clear them b4 more stack up.

on my msn and was frantically looking for ppl to chat with me. finally found mathangi to chat with me wahaha!. After a short while, suddenly yunling came over and ask me what's my name and then followed on she say "Grace, wo men zou le.." wah so fast lah. den i faster anyhow log out of my msn and email. And i feel kinda embarrassed to make her wait for me. But while waiting, she was talking to Shi Ling. the conversation goes something like this.

ShiLing: "你帶她下去make up room看你化妝啊?

Yun Ling: "對lor.. 很悶的.."

ShiLing: (turned and look at me)"那你就要帶一本雜誌下去看了..因為真的很悶的.."

Yun Ling:"可是可以看明星wor.. 但是昨天沒有明星."

ShiLing: "對lor,對lor.."

Yun Ling: "你要不要拿相機下去,或者一本autograph book 下去跟他們拿簽名?"

Hearing that, i feel like fainting and as usual i got embarrassed again and den i say "Huh!? 不用了,不用了!" waving my stupid hand frantically, den before running after yunling.

Den basically she did all the talkings and in fact actually i realli wanted to ask her a lot of things, but too paiseh to do so. Den thinking back, i realli think she spoke a lot of things regarding what she did everyday for her job, just that she spoke too fast, and my brain took quite a long time to digest what she say, so i couldn't catch much of what she said and den i dunno de i also reply "orh.. ah.." HAHas.

She brought me to the wadrobe room where she picks her clothes to wear and stuff for the 6.30pm news that day itself.. and she asked me to sit outside to wait for her. Was as usual stoning.. looking around at ppl and the environment there... Then 2 person came in (i think they came from the camera unit there where the buses are located at).. and they turns out to be Superhost Wu Luo Yi and Li Teng(dun see i everytime talk abt hongkong stuff, i know much of Singapore actor de hor!). Previously, a few days back i saw Wu Luo Yi buying food at the canteen and kinda passed by him. He looks quite like rain wor!. Anyway i just smiled at them, and they smiled back before going into the wardrobe room.

Wardrobe room :)
Then after quite a long while, Yun Ling came out with her top all green, even the necklace is green too? and i think (if rmb correctly), we went straight to the makeup room and she intro me the camera unit(though i did went there b4, i didn't thats the camera unit, okay that's dumb) asking if i did went there b4. I think i went there for 2 days. And then we just went straight to the make up room which is located in some short building. I was trying to catch up with her cos i think she walk to fast or maybe i am walking too slow. Haha i realli think that my speed of walking have been always among the quite fast speed.. Until the day i come to newsroom, i think i walk very slow =.=.. Once i step into the newsroom, i got a shock. Right infront of me so many MCS actors and actresses [Huang Ding rong, Lin Cui Fang(saw so many superhost sia), hong ai ling, and another actress with surname Guo.. and i think i saw jessica liu... ] sitting on the sofa right in front of me. and Once i enter, they all turn and look at me at the same time lah. Den i was rather paiseh.. it's not like my legs will go wobby when i see stars, just that suddenly so many actors appear in front of me, i also will scare 1 mah. So as usual i smile smile.. den before running for Yun Ling (cos she's like so far ahead of me le) .

Camera unit!
Den i heard this do make up de auntie saying "Wah, 你每天帶不同的小妹妹來啊?".. den followed on the auntie came and ask "你要看電視嗎? 如果看電視就坐這裡.. 等她洗臉出來你才坐過來看她化妝.. 不然你就去sofa那裡坐" After hearing this the first thing came into my mind is "Huh?! siao ah. the sofa so many stars, i where got the cheek to go and sit there" haha. So i kept saying no need le. so i just sit there and look at them help yun ling makeup and do the hair. actually in fact quite interesting, not as boring as i thought to be, cos basically i was busy scanning the room seeing which stars came in and out and at the same time, i think seeing broadcaster doing makeup quite interesting leh. After a while got a guy came and ask me to excuse haha cos i blocking the cardboard he wanted to get the things from so i kept saying Sorry sorry.. den YunLing saw already and said "Wah..你做什麼?欺負小妹妹啊?" the guy reply saying he didn't and ask why she is so concern, i am her sister meh?.. den the conversation goes on and i dun realli catch what they talking and it ends of with the guy saying "如果她(me)真的是你的妹妹,我才沒有這麼禮貌,喊她[走開啦!]" haha find their conversation rather funny.

After that i went back to newsroom to use the com again, yunling tell me the rough procedure she have to do after she makeup. Basically they have to come out with a sentence to highlight the news for today follow on, they have to let Miss boss to have a look at the "script" before making trailer out from it. Then she say i would be able to relax for quite a long while till 4plus. That period of time while she was busy, i am feeling the most bored of all de.. i keep looking around in the newsroom, hearing the people there gossiping and then at times scanning thru my email deleting all the rubbish. read some stupid jokes and i am constantly smiling and laughing to my ownself. While playing, i actually saw li ping, the one whom i compete with for champion for that balloon thing. she was surprise that i am actually attach to the news team which is where she is working at haha.

My prize for the balloon competition, Party world voucher, superstar idol show Vcd and a pouch
Then after quite a long time, until abt 4.30, we went to editing room! :D yay. and yunling beginning explaining the stuff that she need to do and telling me that 4.30 is the best time to go to the editing room to find ppl edit videos cos the editors just came to work and nobody will fight with her over the editor. haha. So basically she say she have an important job for me to do while she went to VO room to record(as usual, ahah i think VO room is realli out of bounce for us?) her own voice for the trailer. then she brought me to one of the room, showed me regarding a news interviewed by shuangxi on the mooncake bigger than the face. she showed me the scenes she wan and tell me to tell the editor which scenes and stuff she wans cos it seems like the editor is a an indian so he dun understands chinese. So she brought me to another room and she introduce me to mr editor, before going to VO room and while editing they ask me which school i am from and i told them JJC. another indian guy came and ask me if i know his friend by the name of Blah blah working as a teacher in my sch. Basically i have hearing prob so i dunno who he is talking abt, so i say i nv hear of this teacher name b4. den he went on "He's a part time teacher, doing yoga.." den i was like "Huh? U mean Mr Jega? he's famous for yoga!" Then that guy went on "Ya. he's working part time in mediacorp doing translation or news reporting or smth" Den i was like Huh? haha mr jega work in mCs too?

Yunling came back with a tape and ask me to assist the editor while she go back to the newsroom to do smth. den b4 going off she asked me "after u use finish the tape u pass this to Siu Ling.." Seeing my blur look, she added "U know who is siu ling not?" hahaha. Den i replied "Er.. dunno.." hahahaha. i think its funny lah. working in the newsroom yet i noe nothing of the ppl there. Hear their name b4, see their look b4. but couldn't put their names and match it with their face u see. den yun ling was like alamak how come i dunno liddat Lols. den she say "the one sitting right opposite u 1 lor..".. Den i anyhow reply Orh. in actually fact i still dunno is who lah LOL. cos i was busy thinking the guy sitting opposite of me when i using the com this afternoon not Qi Yuan meh?. Then after doing the video, i went back to the newsroom to let the boss have a look at the video. den after that i slacked again at the table where they put a lot of food on. I tink they have mooncake or bee hoon that day. Its realli tempting sitting on the table and everyone seems to be asking me to eat if i wan to. But still i am too paiseh to eat.

Then after that its time for some broadcasting and stuff.. yunling brought me down to studio3 where i get to see how she do the news reporting for TVmobile. i sat somewhere near the table and there is this green board thing. very interesting bud too lazy to elaborate. So while waiting for the thing to start or smth she told me what are the things here and there for. and den i take the chance to clear my doubts. and it happens that her top are all green, so her body appear invisible on tv LOL. i mean as in all her clothings turn red. And then also need to off my hp. followed on yunling find that her jacket look very ugly on tv. so she was thinking of going to wadrobe to change bud not sure if she have the time. So she asked me to go back to the newsroom and tell me exactly where this brown jacket is. Den she added "有小妹妹真好!" so i ran up to the control room. when i was there haha i saw and hear the tv there yun ling was telling the ppl in the ctrl room "Xiao mei mei should know where is it rite?" Den the crew turn and look at me den i smile smile den faster run up to newsroom to get the jacket. fell down at the stair case =X whahahaha. and den i followed her instructions and realli hor the jacket is inside the center cardboard right at the extreme left. Wah realli damn gd memory leh she.

So i ran back and when i step into the studio, one crew was telling me "wow. that's fast!" den i went down to pass it to yun ling and she said "小妹妹有跑對嗎?" meaning i came back at a fast rate. den catching my breath i say yups haha. and the news start le!. Oh yah b4 that yun ling was saying yesterdae lay hoon was following her around mah. den she nv get to wear the ear piece haha and in the end yun ling macham talk to the ppl in control room macham like talking to her ownself liddat haha. So she gave 1 ear piece to me today. and the recording for tvmobile news starts. NG quite a lot of times. and after that, we went back to newsroom where i slack again. after quite a long while, after seeing i have nothing to do, the boss assigned me to do typing of script into the news production system in the com. where i have to convert those fan ti chinese words to jian ti. Surprisingly i all know leh! haha i know how to read fan ti must thanx to reading Hk news everyday u see. haha. But i missed the chance to go down with Yun Ling to see her reporting the 6.30 news becos of that stupid Ah Bian's news lah! bud i told her after i finish my work i will go down to studio 3 to see.

After the 6.30 news end, i was thinking if i should leave wor. the dao bo was asking if i was waiting for lynne. den i nodded my head thinking that i leave liddat quite inappropraite. wait for her better. But i get to see other stuffs lah like what other crews do after the news report finish. Den after a while yun ling came up and den when she saw me her first sentence was "你等我啊?". The way she asked me this quest was rather cute and funny. I nodded by head. and den i follow her back. She added "Aiyah.. 不用等我的.. 你可以回家了". Den she asked me if boss have assign me job for the next day den i say haven and so i have to go back to newsroom. Sat there while waiting for lay hoon and the other 2 guys. and actually i am waiting for boss to assign me jobs. Hahaha i refused to approach the boss lah cos she's busy with her work with other ppl. Den suddenly yun ling came over and ask me to follow her. Den she sat down at the chair in front of the boss and den she continued "來! 我幫你排隊,問老闆你明天要做什麼工作! 你看那些大人.. 這樣排隊找老闆.. 我看等一下你排隊問老闆東西會排到天亮 yea!"

That is like haha funny lah LOL. bud i thank her for helping me. and actually we realli wait quite long. she ask me to sit down. bud i refuse to lah dunno wassup with me also. den after that finally my turn, den i began signaling the other 3 to come and ask for their job too. den seeing how reluctant i was to open my mouth to speak to boss, yunling help me ask liao. Hahah. And then the boss joked that tmr we last day so we help them to keep the newsroom tidy. and actually the boss wanted to ask me to accompany someone to Chinatown buy mooncake 1 leh! aiyo bud yunling was telling her that it was better to ask a guy to go cos can help carry. So yi teng got my job! Den i was like alamaks~ haha. and i got a night time job to esplanade to film ppl playing with laterns tgt with Song Jing. Arghs feel a little bored lah cos i followed song jing again. Den we were discussing hor last day le we should take a grp photo tgt. den the boss overhear and mentioned "如果如你們想拍照就找那些人- 臉塗得花花綠綠的(pointing at yunling)". Den we kinda laughed. And yun ling asked her stuff finish den i think she going home early.

Then since both me and lay hoon followed her b4. we were thinking of taking a pic with her :)) haha cos both of us think she pretty mah hehe.. bud both of us like so shy to ask to take pic with her. In the end i finally dare to approach her heh. at first she kinda reject us saying her eyes/nose red red de and ask her to find her tmr. But thinking that she's down with a flu and may not be coming tmr, i say "later u tmr nv come then how?" den she say "No lah, i die die also must report to work de.. i won't take leave de..." After hearing that i feel a little sad, cos i think its like u are sick and yet u have to turn up for work. *Sigh its realli tough for her. Then take finish photo we bid them farewell and went home!

My picture with her :)
That day was realli a happy day and fun day for me!! hehe. :D But something i must mention, after constantly many ppl asked me my name, but they nv rmbed. even though its quite a simple name. But yun ling was exceptional, think she got good memory and den constantly calling me by my name is so much better than Xiao mei mei and got qing qie gan also mah. somehow, at times i realli dislike the word xiao mei mei though it make me feel young at heart lol but still! arghs gib me the feeling that i'm a small kid haha.

2006-10-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Mediacorp Day 4

It's the most happening and fun day i ever had in my 5 day attachment. Previous night, on my way home with layhoon we were busy discussing whether we should go for the moon cake festival celebration at 12pm. was a little bit too early for me cos i only need to go up to the newsroom at 2pm. But still, thinking that the days we spend in MCS is coming to an end. We decided we just go ahead with it and maybe just slack there.

When we reached there, the canteen was as usual - Super noisy. Saw ppl in a room (sort of a function room), preparing and hanging up laterns. feeling rather embarrassed to go in and thinking that no food are provided, we decided to have our lunch first. Den more and more ppl went in and den.. we feel so scare to go in just liddat.. Until we saw another 2 of our frens from JJ who are attached to 特寫 coming out from that room. They came over and tell us the guy who is in charge of the newsroom invited us to go in! :D

So After our lunch we went in and buffet is provided! Arghs din eat since i was pretty much so damn Full. so went to drink some water and when we enter that place, we actually have to write our name down and we each got a lucky draw number. I was thinking "wow. got food and lucky draw! haha so cool".. den the next moment i regretted coming in, it seems like i have enter a pirate ship. Everybody whose no. got drawn, have to perform some stuffs b4 they are able to get their prize. Was like so dumbfounded when this crew can actually perform a dance (following the bg music)right in front of everyone. Den next was some 高層(head of smth) and she read such a chim poem can. LOL. the 5 of us was like "omg.. that was too chim to understand". was praying hard that it wasn't me. Den.. the next no. was 21!!. and it happen to be one of us (Zi xin). Lols. that was like so damn suay. Zi Xin refuse to go up at first den in the end she is forced to. and Den i dunno why the whole crew there started pursuading us to perform some cheer with her since we are from JJ. Was like arghhs a bit reluctant to go up cos a bit shy mah, bud also wish to have some fun. In the end we all went up and its like so darn funny.

Surprisingly, Yi teng was super hyper. not to mention the ppl who are in the function room as well. they were as high as us cos they scream with us can Lols. and we went :

Gib me a M .. M!!
Gib me a E .. E!!
Gib me a D .. D!!
Gib me a I .. I!!
Gib me a A .. A!!
Gib me a C .. C!!
Gib me a O .. O!!
Gib me a R .. R!!
Gib me a P .. P!!
Ooohh!! Mediacorp.

(This last sentence was super funny cos we dunno how to end it) I was seriously laughing from head to toe lah, cos its seriously damn hillarious LOL. ok i noe it sounds dumb. and i was realli embarrassed, lucky yi teng cover up my voice. We each got a prize and we quickly ran to the back.

And next up was some games that require 15 ppl. and its like the MC(who realli have a very familiar face) was inviting us up to play the game again. Feeling rather excited (lols cos i wan hab fun mah), i was like pursuading the others "Eh go leh~~ go bah have fun :)" and we went up to play. We eached gotten ourselves a balloon and we have to see who blow the fastest and the biggest. Wah diao = I last man (hahaha cos i dunno how to tie the balloon) Malu hor. Den follow on we proceed to Round 2 where we have to tie the balloon to our legs and burst each others' balloon. when they start the whole game, the crews are like killing theirselves while the 5 of us just run to one side and sit there doing nothing. den the mc say "wah.. you all dun kill ur ownselves leh, u forget there is still some kids sitting there looking at u" Hahaha and dey all came and attempted to burst our balloons. by balloon flew out and i quickly run after it like i'm playing soccer haha den i heard the mc saying "wah..玩到很像在踢足球" =X

Den soon its left with me competing with another 2 auntie and seriously i have not burst any balloon haha. Den my balloon flew out again and i was like "Eh i give up!" haha den this auntie came over and say "哪裡可以放棄,沒有放棄的..I help u tie the balloon" so i must show my determination and 為 JJ 增光!! Hahahah. So i burst one of the person's balloon and den the MC came "小妹妹..你知不知道你剛剛踩破誰的氣球?" I shake my head.. "她是.. Head of dunno blah blah blah.. So Ur life for the following day would be worse..." And everybody was like laughing.. Actually i feel like answering "I'm leaving tmr le.. haha dun think i need to see any ppl's black face" And so i was left to compete for the champion. Wah i think it lasted for 30mins or so, and i was like so out of breath and nearly fainted becos i kept turning round and round. In the end i won. They asked me to speak abt how i feel when i got the champion (which was rather funny).. Den i answered "Er..我太累了(too tired).. Dun have any strength to say anything.. and i realli dunno wad to say".. den the MC as usual up to funny stuff lah ask me "你剛剛踩破我們的高層的氣球,你有什麼安慰的話要告訴她?".. I was like "Huh? 我不會安慰人leh..".. den the MC just urge me to say smth so i said "Sorry.." and everybody burst up luffing. and the auntie, liping who won 2nd was asked to say a few words as well den she say "這證明了..年齡的確有關係的!!" haha.

After everything, i just sat down and rest for a while and i am still sweating like i have just gotten a bath. realise that lay hoon and yi teng went off le, i run after them can?! Cos i dun1 to mafan Yun Ling cos must call her again. den i will feel rather paisae to talk to ppl on the phone de. and plus when i change my visitor pass at the reception counter.. i forget to say Tvbuilding storey 3. So i just follow them up, and i still haven remove that stupid ball ball on my legs lah. lol. Cai Bing was like saying "Li hai ah!".. den i was thinking, think got luck only, moreover i only burst 2 balls.

To be continue.

2006-10-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

What a miracle, i scored 112/160. i thought my chinese was a gone case initially.. and was rather depressed after that stupid paper(since i have no confidence after checking my ans with ppl) .. U see ah, that's the only language that i am good at!! so sad that i deteriorated to such an extent. I used to be very good in writing compo in my secondary school, and now i am like .. *Wahahaha. I think i just sucks in writing stories, like to do argumentative questions, so sometimes English compo is to my benefit.

So tired this afternoon dat i kinda fall asleep during mr chng's lesson. not realli lah. bud i just shut my eyes while listening to him talking. And for each and every lesson, we are like getting back test papers.. Chi, Econs, Phy, Chem, Maths.. almost all the papers are back. bud its like non of my business, except chi and gp. Came back and fell asleep. Den wake up got steamboat to eat man. Dunno wassup with them, suddenly eat steamboat. it's not like its any big day anywae.

2006-10-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

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今天有感觸想要大華語字體..

直覺告訴我.. 我很快就會有一個新寵物了.. Laptop!

為什麼 leh? 因為我成功的騙到媽媽-如果她中4D/Toto,就必須買給我..Wahahhaha.. 可是她的話,有一半不可以相信的lor.等一下真的中了..她就一直再那裡嫌少.. 真是死性不改! haha

我看,到頭來一定是爸爸買給我的.

Aiya..畢竟現在科技越來越先進..如果不最趕潮流..一定會落後的.. 在加上我的"超級棒"的電腦快要壞掉了..Burner都壞了.. 我還欠了出租店<布衣>的disc.

有時我覺得自己好Qianbian.每次聽到媽媽在那邊說要買4D就會超級生氣你知不知道-她既然可以花1/3 of 她的薪水來買 4D).可是暗地裡,也很希望她可以中大獎! (不然我的digital cam,video cam,電腦,手機從那裡來的?) Ohya.. 中4D最好是換掉家裡的Stove,那裡好多蟑螂!!!(%*(#%

今天又是家庭日! 超級愛家庭日的早上.. 哈哈哈因為爸爸會開車載我去吃好好吃的東西,我也不用因為食物的價錢而煩惱(bleahs).所以我也成為了美食家!! 特別愛看關於美食的節目-"全能美食秀"! 我們到了紅星酒樓吃點心! 吃到肚子好漲啊! 過後,象平時一樣..我們就會打賭 100塊,有沒有剩.

點心..我的最愛!
Wah!!我們竟然花了$99.40 吃早餐.還剩六毛錢. haha 花了這麼多錢吃早餐.. 難怪下午時要淪落到Hawker Center 去吃午餐了.提到Hawker Center就生氣..我花了8塊錢吃一碗田雞粥,感覺上好像在吃田雞骨似的..浪費我的錢!!

去了新開張的的 Vivo City,沒什麼好看得啦..(可是那裡的風景的確很美!) 可能自己不是很愛Shopping,除了有必要的話才去Shop.我最最討厭和人家去Shopping liao.因為大家喜歡的東西都不同..走路的pace也不同..到頭來,一定是我等人的!

Vivo City

The inside

The outside

Nice scenery :D can see sentosa

突然想起我還沒有做Report leh.. 完蛋了..
況且..最後兩天所發生的事情也還沒Blog完..有點懶惰..
可是這5天的Attachment的的確確讓我 打開眼見! 體驗到做記者的滋味(其實也沒有什麼體驗到什麼.. 哈哈因為從頭到尾,我很像只是在跟着人家,看人家做訪問)而且還了解到做記者,主播的苦處.. 哈哈..好想告訴許校長:"你成功的讓我喜歡上看新聞!" hahahha..

Plus plus, i realli appreciate the ppl in the newsroom for the effort they have put in to give us the most updated news.. cos their job is realli tough.

明天要開學了..真是掃興..

可愛的ChangEr月餅盒

終于有機會吃月餅了!

2006-10-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

今天.. 煩啊..
Last night i slept at 3am and have to wake up as early as 7am. worse come to worse i haven prepare stuff for stock checking at Affinity. U see.. 有假期,好像沒有這樣..可憐的我.. After working/on attachment for 5 days,多多少少also tired 1 lor..

最殘的是..

The Haze is so irritating!! Wake up and everything in my vision is blur blur de. Mrt blur, house blur blur, BPPlaza blur blur.. My sore throat also getting quite terrible already.. den some thoughts come to my mind: 如果有上班就好了!! Imagine sitting in the office relaxing.. i dun care if i have work to do or not lah. Hias infact, i feel rather sad on my way home from xiaoguilin after the small moon cake celebration there. Anywae i thought that the haze now is worse off than that in 1997 wor.. now highest PSI: 150.. and yet i couldn't stand it le. Den last time in 1997, the PSI is as high as like 200 plus. Horrible.

Den this morning.. only 4 ppl turned up for stock checking only. *Sigh it had always been like this.. who ask our business unit only have around 6 ppl. So sad rite. was suppose to settle some eclub stuff when i'm online. bud.. wadever lah. just tired.

Then last night, i was chatting with Jessica and jessica was telling me to msg Yun Ling to thank her and stuff. This morning, i was still thinking whether i should msg her or not... But i msged Mr Ng first asking if we were have the chance to go back to MCS to thank them not and he said that he can help arrange it! :D Then Followed on i msged Lay Hoon the gd news and she told me that she smsed Yun Ling and Yun Ling gave her, her email and blog addy and ask lay hoon to share it with me hoho. so nice rite? haha..

so.. i smsed Yun Ling thanking her and asking her to take care of her health. Den kinda apologised for giving them trouble(i seriously think we did) And den she replied me:

"No prob. It was fun having you all around. Breaks the monotony of work.. Keep In touch.. No La u dash up from studio floor to get me my jacket in a jiffy remember? You were a great help!"

Talking abt that.. well it pays to be kind haha. thinking that the filming for tvmobile gonna start soon, i run so fast up the stairs back to the newsroom to get her the jacket and i fell down at the staircase. =.= Heng ah. no one there. if not realli Kuku Malu. But at least i am happy that ppl appreciate my help. =)

2006-10-06T10:03:00.000+08:00

Mediacorp Day 3

Practically for me, it was slacking day. cos i only have to report at 3pm compared to the 11am and 9am the 2 previous day. Followed on, still can go see Sun Yan Zi, not bad hor. So i reached there at 3 plus and i was sweating like dunno wad cos i'm wearing 2 long sleeves. Shuxian told me to try not to wear tee shirt.. ZZZZ. so i have to borrowed from Shumin lor. Sianx

Reached there, read a bit of 8 days in the office (as usual lah). Then the office was exceptionally noisy that day, Shuang xi saw me stoning there and den she was telling me that the office is exceptionally noisy which is suppose to be not the case. haha kinda joking ard with me. set off to our destination at 3.30pm. Went to the camera unit where the mediacorp buses are parked at and off we go. The Yes 933 Press Conference is located at some ulu area called St James PowerStation near Harbour Front Shopping Center. As usual, i tot i was suppose to go to some serious function cos it involves the announcement of who is actually coming to SG for the Yes 933 award ceremony and the reveal of the Medal. When i step in.. i was like "Wah.. how come all i go de press conference all is macham disco 1 leh.." Den i didn't noe i have entered a Pub until the MC, Ding Zhi Yong said so.

The Pub where the press conference is held
Saw the medal and damn chio sia and of cos i saw sun yan zi lah. Quite close up cos i'm standing infront. Den the Ding Zhi Yong was joking abt last time they reveal that 2 ppl had comfirm that they will go to the award ceremony, that is Him and Wu Xu Ma Li, den the next day already more than 100 tickets sold LOL. den he look to my area and say "Thanx to Wu Xu Ma Li.." Den i was thinking "Wu xu ma li here meh?", so i turn to my right and she's just beside me standing quite close. =.=..

Basically all the crappy talkings though at times quite entertaining. after everything, we went upstairs for a 1-1 interview with Sun Yan Zi. First one with other press den followed by ch8 alone. i didn't go in, i just stood there like a stoner and look at the camera man set up the cameras and stuff. They ask me to sit at yan zi chair so that they can adjust the camera, since my height agar the same(realli meh, i think i shortie man). Den after a while Shu Xian came back and then interview yan zi lor. they took so long to put the mic on for yan zi. But whatever, i just stood there and see, see until very tired and my back is aching lah.. So sianx till i dun even feel like seeing le. Hahaha.. Den also dun realli like her.

I realise something... I always thought that reporters job are damn cool as they get to see stars and they get to interview them. Bud sometimes when u came to see a star with the Label "I am here to work." It is seriously not fun at all but boring. Sometimes reporters still have to tahan some Big shots black face and the questions they prepared might kinda offend them.

I did not take any pictures at all nor i dare to request to take pic with sun yan zi. It's like i'm not keen at all anywae since she's not my idol and at the same time, i dun think its realli that appropriate to take photos of her Secretly(cos i dunno can or not lah) since i'm carrying the name "reporter", like make till ppl thing how come MCS Reporter so not professional de. But i did take photos of camera man at work and i secretly took 1 photo of Shu Xian interviewing Yan zi. LOL bud shuxian block yan zi =.=. Okay wadever. just for show nia. LOL

Shuxian Interviewing Yan Zi
After everything we went down to have our food and drinks. the pub is quite nice in fact. Met another person who is attached to MCS radio station :D haha happen to be my senior or smth. i was in AJ for first 3 months and den switch to JJ. she was in JJ for first 3 months bud switch to AJ haha. Shuxian kept commenting that i am here for holiday sia can get to see Stars. lol Den we went back to MCS in a cab. Actually i can go home str8 from harbour front. Bud i still haven noe my duties next week and my ezlink card is left at the reception counter. =.=.. So i went back and the 6.30pm news gonna finish le. That night, the 6.30pm news got error sia. i think mediacorp's fault for cutting off the news when its still showing. Not even overrun yet lor. too bad i didn't get to see it, bud lay hoon did.

We were assigned our jobs.. and its my turn to follow Lynn Xu Yun Ling(the chiobu broadcaster haha) the following day around to see how her job was like. Feel so scare to approach her can.. cos last friday when i saw her, she look kinda fierce when she's at work lol, especially when she don't smile. But of cos she looks realli pretty and she gib me the impression that she is professional. So i took quite a long time to initiate a talk with her asking her wad time i have to report tmr. She's quite friendly in fact, and ask me to report to the office at 2pm for work and she give me her no. in case i couldn't get into the TV Building(cos the visitor pass seriously sux). Den later she asked me if i wan to come to the Mooncake festival Celebration at the canteen at 12pm, but she may not be going. Diaos. So end of day!! Knock off from work le :D

Opinion: I am starting to feel better and not like everybody is a stranger in that area le. Somehow closer to them cos they are damn friendly. Maybe in Day 1 my impression of that office was rather "Cold".. and now in day 3, i realli feel kinda attached to that place and have plenty of fun there :D. In fact, whether where u go or wad job u take up.. whether the place is fun or not depends solely on u.. depends on how u look at it. If u come to work with a sianx attitude, u will feel that everything in life is boring.(but studying is diff case hor! i am sick of it le hahah) For me, i am feeling rather happy everyday going to work there though after the end of the day i feel so tired. But still i am happy.

realli can't bear to part so soon. if only we were attached longer >.<

2006-10-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Mediacorp Day 1

Monday- i was too tired after 1 whole day of slacking in the office, nearly fall dead when i got home. basically we came prepared. bud the boss did not prepare much work for us. 2 guys were sent to follow one of the reporters out to do some interview or stuffs. Envious of them. While the other 2 girls including me of cos just slack at the office doing nothing. Realli nothing but can see some news broadcaster haha. so bored that i finish reading up the stack of newspaper a kind guy hab lend us to read.

Followed on.. we went to see some morning news with a dao bo(the one who gib instructions for the 630 news) of the day. Had lunch and went back to slack again. Practically doing nothing haha. Den Linda one of the dao bo brought us around and explained every single detail to us wor! haha realli very detailed. almost info overload. But she's super nice hahah. Anyway we went to the Graphics room, Channel 8 Newsroom scene. mingle around with the com haha. The editing room..

The Video Editing Room

The fun nice aircon on at full blast office
The boss saw me sitting at the table like a dummy and was like asking me "Why u sitting alone here? u can just find anyone of them, dun be shy. just stick around with them, die die also stick to them!" =.= hahahaha. den in the end i followed this funny reporter - Tse Siang. Den by the time it was already nearly 6pm. den he still haven cut clips or stuff which is needed in the 630pm news.

He brought me into the VO room (which he is not supposed to i think cos the other 3 did not have the chance to go in lols)and hear him record his voice again and again. I think he is feeling stressed with me standing around looking at him record his voice. Den we went back to the office. used the Library search to find past years videos for local sports. Den we went back to the room where we cut the videos and stuff. and we were like rushing for the 630 news like siao and we began to panic. We couldn't find the tape we wan and stuff. den he gib me some jobs which makes my day quite entertaining like asking me to search for other videos and den bring it to him to edit. and Den we only complete the whole video editing by 6.45pm LOL.

Before he ran off to the studio. I asked him "I follow u and run ah?".. Den he say "U hold this for me.. u no need run.. i run can le.. u walk.." Den off he go. realli macham lightning can. I thought i already walk super fast already. the ppl there hor - their definition of walking fast is macham jogging or running. so i tried my best to follow him leh. follow half way i dunno where he go liao =.= Den i also scare lost my way. so i go office wait for him.

conclusion: the school have succeeded in making me READ and WATCH the news for the past few days.

Mediacorp Day 2

Got to know our job only on the previous day. we were assign to go with this reporter, Song Jing to a press conference at People's Association OBox Studio. When i got in there, the security guard asked for my I/C i was like "Omg!! my ezlink is at the mediacorp reception! and i have no I/C". Started to get a little scare, bud after that there is nothing one lah. Was kinda surprised that the press conference i went wasn't really that serious. The setting look more like i went to a disco.

My first media pass!! haha

MCS Crew at work - interviewing MPs
At first i though this press conference would be rather boring cos its about P65 MPs doing a Hip Hop performance during Chingay 2007 and i thought the atmosphere would be serious too. Surprisingly it was rather relaxing hearing them chat and their hip hop performance was rather hillarious (very cmi)- U will know if u watch the 630 news on Tuesday. When we brought the video back to the office for viewing, many people kept luffing and commenting on it hahahahah. The people there at the press conference are super friendly also. almost Every 5 mins or got ppl ask me wanna eat the buffet thing they prepared. :)) and there are some ppl dressed up in anime costumes bud i have no idea why they are there for.

Get the chance to hold the channel news asia microphone while Song Jing interviewed the MPs. hold until my hand got so numb. There is another dummy the chU n ch8 which is just for show haha. Went back and slack again. get to interact with this nice pretty reporter called shuang xi. very friendly ehs :D den during my free time, just nice shuang xi and zhi hao both need ppl help. den Shuang xi was looking for someone with gd han yu ping ying, while zhi hao is looking for someone who can help him get stuff from reception. Den shuang xi was like asking "Who's han yu pin ying better?" I dunno how to ans, i think i'm alright with it wor. Den we all say "the both of us are good =X" den shuang xi anyhow pick and answered "Ok, i choose u, lol u can run rite, so u help zhi hao collect his stuff" =X. Hahahahah. so basically i go and collect lor, den zhi hao lend me his pass leh! so cool lah haha. if not i cannot enter the stupid News Building. Den i took his pass den can scan here scan there damn fun LOL. even those place that i can't go in using the visitor pass 1 also can go with his pass. Bud his pic in the pass like very long time ago 1. so funny.

Behold of my mighty hands
Den there's one whole stack of i weekly and 8 days on the table. Everybody keep taking, was kinda paiseh to take. I just took and read liao put back. The boss also came back with one box of Taiwan mooncake. very special eh Hahahah the favour is XO Scallop and Abalone. But heard that it taste quite badly. lol have Muachi Wife's Biscuit to it too. but paiseh to eat lah.

After the usual 6.30pm news. the boss assign us jobs again. Actually she wanted both of us to each follow a Broadcaster around to see their job the next day. Den after a while she came back and ask if we do like Stefanie Sun. den we were like "Er.. okay lah. dun see also can de".. Den she went to ask the guys, the guys also showed no interest in her. So she told us that there were be a Fm 93.3 Press conference regarding the October award thing in SG, and there will be a 1-1 interview with stefanie sun(Wow, Cool man!), den she asked the 2 of us (girls)to decide who to follow Lynne, the broadcaster and who to go and see stefanie sun. settled it with drawing lots with some mac coupons hahah. In the end i went to see stefanie sun! :D bud somehow i still wish to follow the broadcaster too. wad a dilemma.

2006-10-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm currently undergoing stupid fes stress. thanx to the FES, it makes me super depressed and upset with myself. Plus is realli tell me the importance of taking exams cos it is the only source of motivation to revise.

Upcoming Events:
Oct 12 + The Day
Oct 31 + Sch ends
Nov 3 + Chinese As
Nov 8-10 + Oral Presentaion For PW
Nov 26- Dec 3 + Xi An China Trip

Things to settle during holidays:
::Study for Chinese Os
::Preparation for OP
::Revision for all subjects
::Pack my freaking dirty room

Chemistry
1.Atom & Molecules
2.Chemical Bonding
3.Atomic Structure
4.Chemical Energetics
5.Organic Chem Introductory
6.Alkane
7.Alkene
8.Arenes
9.Hydroxy
10.Carbonyl
11.Carboxylic acid

Physics
1.Measurements
2.Kinematics
3.Dynamics
4.Forces
5.Work,Energy,Power
6.Electric Current
7.DC Circuits
8.Thermal Physics
9.Motion in Circles
10.Gravitational Field

Economics
1.Prelimary Ideas
2.Theory Of Supply
3.Theory of Demand
4.Price Determinant
5.Market Failure
6.Public Goods
7.Market Structure

Mathematics
1.Graphing Techniques
2.Inequalities
3.Functions
4.Partial Fraction
5.Trigonometry
6.Binomial Theorem
7.Series & Sequences
8.Mathematical Induction
9.Vectors
10.

2006-10-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

realised that i haven been blogging for nearly a week. promos came and end quickly for me. too bad the only 2 paper i took - was a killer paper to me. Chinese sux terribly cos i couldn't understand the passage. EL was as sucky as chinese after i bump into mr chng. He told me that the quest i chosen was one of the worse quest. Blahhhs. well i dun hab much confidence anyway. so damn traumatised and demoralised by it.

Friday, set off to mediacorp with 7 other students. had a tour around that area - the News building. Everything seems to be what i tot to be, just that it was a little more run down that i had tot. Pretty interesting to have the chance to tour around mediacorp. The roads are messy and i can guarantee, i am bound to get lost at that area. Seriously i am still unsure about the job i am suppose to do there, besides following the news reporter out to film some stuffs. Hope i actually get to sit 1182!! lols. Anywae after i visted there, i was telling myself: omg i think i won't wanna spend all my life whole day in that place!. Cos basically everywhere i visit i saw crews using the com typing chinese and searching for news. Arghs dun tell me their job is to search news for hours?! That's a bit boring..

Other than that. i realli think that department is realli complicated, Video editing, tape recording of oversea news, satelites, newsreporting, control station. Arghs its realli damn complicated. i came back with an headache. think info overload? pray hard i won't get to try out video editing cos it will be a terrible experience. bad impression of it le. LOL.

Overall mood: Happy. at least i got the chance to go in mediacorp and see the things there.. haha maybe i can bump into stars at the canteen too. Manage to saw zhang zhen xiang, felicia chin, bryan wong.. and all the news reporter on tv. nearly saw the taiwan artist. Bud wadever the case, i dun think i'm that eager to take photo with them. When i see them, its like i think they are just like us, common ppl. Was at the canteen, when i suddenly wondered.. wonder if Jessica and yummy cast did film series in MCS, and den happen to go to the canteen to eat.. hahah. crazy tots.

Hope my 5 days stay would be enjoyable
Stopped dLoading L.o.w.. uber pissed with that show. i should have known ay's character was insignificant in the first place. Sux. and her screen time was realli so darn little and horrible. Wait till i finish watching FTF and when my stupid burner is alright den i will start renting L.o.w... oh yah ay have gone fatter!! *Craps*

FTF was so darn funny, minusing off the romance part. Find nancy, derek relationship = Ridiculous. mongsik + poyi relationship = progress till so slow wonder how they actually end up tgt sia. Fung and selena = BORING. UBER BORING!

Stupid TVB, i can just gib up on them. Stop giving my idol crap roles when she is capable for better roles. And pls dun lie to us, fans that she hab so much screen time in a particular series by saying that she's a lead inside. Irritated.

Series ay inside: Sweet Heart Tempest, The Academy II, Casino Crisis, Land of Wealth, Face to Fate, ~~Pillow Case of Mystery~~, ~~Yummy Yummy~~, ~~The Prince Shadow~~, ~~The Academy~~, ~~Shades of Truth~~, Twins of Brothers, ~~Vigilante In The Mask~~, ~~Find The Light~~, The W Files, ~~Vigilante Force~~, ~~Whatever It Takes~~, Golden Faith, ~~Eternal Happiness~~, ~~The Awakening Story~~, Good Against Evil

Oh yea. PLS PLS PLS COME la.

2006-09-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

Going to sleep soon. didn't achieve much since i was forced to go to chinatown on sat when i am studying half way. went there just to buy mooncake. its been like months since i last went there actually. ever since the market there kinda undergo renovation, dad didn't bring me there anymore.

sometimes i realli dislike going to chinatown. even stepping into a shopping mall can make me feel sour, which is a realli very terrible feeling. don't realli like going to places that are old and rundown or smth. reminds me very much abt stuffs.. not exactly unhappy memories.

Oh yea and Happy Belated Birthday to Lihui haha. bought her a dog dog after sch on thurs with huisi. cute cute ehs. muahahahaha.. wonder did lihui hear the dog laughter every night?.. Cos i am tickling the dog's leg :P.

just now grandma called. feel rather uneasy after the conversation.. wanted to thank her for the angbao bud i don't know how to say it in teow chew(okay too much of cantonese influence already).. wanted to tell her to take care, bud also dunno how to say. She called me just to tell me to keep my angbao properly cos there's 100bucks inside. she gave me for lucky purpose since i am going to china in a few months time. Bud dunno why i just feel terrible cos i dun seems to able to repay her. all my stupid empty promises.

Don't be too nice to me please. i feel so uneasy that everybody(my family) is being nice to me recently. I think this comment is crazy but i think i dun deserve such nice treatment.

recently was as usual surfing for news of ahyi. came across patricia liu's blog talking abt ahyi. they are realli good buddies. in fact i think ahyi have been good buddies with almost everybody in the entertainment. bud the thing abt her with mich is still in my mind. wonder wad realli happened. And also, i realise that my star-gazing mates are slowly losing interest in tvb as well as ahyi, ahfung.. somehow i have that feeling that i no longer have someone to share happy news of ahyi with..

some pics taken in class. haha took pictures of kristian's sketch book. someday during a maths tutorial he asked me wad kind of animal i wanna be. So i told him, i like rabbits. and he draw me as a rabbit on the 1st pic. haha. the other 3 are basically (i think)char, lihui and carol. I like the lion in the 2nd pic. it looks kinda cute hahah.

2006-09-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

random blogging. feel frustrated becos i have been bloodly slacking like nobody's business. so damn stressed up cos i have not finish my homework. tons of them. arghhhs.Sometimes i think JCs are rather inconsiderate to students, they wan students to do well in their studies and yet they giv us so much work to do. den most of the time we are already so tired with our freaking hell life and where can we find so much time to revise first den finish all of them up. Making us do without revising is realli waste of time. okay wadever the case. i am going to die after promos cos i have to complete all the undone homeworks.

wahhaha was watching land of wealth. bud basically i am just scanning through for steven and ahyi's scene. actually i find their pairing realli cute LOL. and when they smile at each other, reallli damn sweet. bud their relationship is developing too quickly. anywae this whole show what i realli like best is when i see ahyi smile, she looks realli pretty inside(i use to dislike her costume and hair inside). oh yah lai lok yi's voice sounds irritaitng. and another thing. Their dialouge are damn chim can... all is 5 words , 4 words that kind 1. still got poem. den is like realli dun understand at times what they are talking haha. bud can learn alot of new terms?

And den it also makes me feel quite amaze by tvb again. they can actually come out with diff kinds of topic for a series. As in the case of l.o.w, its the history of a bank or smth tt exist in the past. and u see better halves - abt match makers. So it also meant that the scriptwriters have put in a lot of efforts to research on history and stuffs. This doesn't happen in Singapore. all they have is family series and series again. Boring. wonder what they are trying to promote.

Look at this clip. Kawaaii bosco and ahyi! realli find them funny together. they realli look so cute together. ok, my fav couple for now, follow by steven and ahyi. :D hope to see their series soon.

2006-09-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

wah almost late today. woke up at 6.45, got a shock of my life can seeing the sky so bright. den i was like "Hias.. sure late 1 lah.." so i do everything quite slowly lor.. Hahah den chose to take 157 and saw Char. lols. den i kinda lac a bit. In the end still nearly late sia. we pia like mad, chiong like mad, realli chiong until i no more strength le lor. Stupid PW fault lah.

today must study hard hard le. now PW cleared. so promos is coming up soon. think studying chi and eng only. not so free. better concentrate on this 2.

anywae promos coming up implies another thing. oct is coming and i realli wonder if they are coming. think kevin most prob not coming le. den not to say ahyi and ahfung. i think right at the start their possibility already quite low le.

Anywae dun care le lah.. i feel like sleeping again. bud just now got super bad nightmare. i wan watch l.o.w.. steven and ahyi so sweet!

2006-09-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

last friday when i am abt to get off from "work" haha at Affinity. someone, a teacher bought 13 tubs of ice-cream from us and treated the whole school to ice-cream. omg was so damn excited and the queues were like so long. realli appreciated the help of those who are not from e club and yet they came and help. and den plusplus the auntie was realli nice to save some ice-cream for us.

dunno wassup with me recently, feel realli pissed with myself after some wrong doings i had done. i dunno why in sch i can tolerate ppl whom i disapproves some of their actions. But when my mum did just something small, i just erupted liddat. recently i have been yelling at her (super mei da mei xiao) when she nagged at me to burn this and that and when i told her Cannot burn means cannot burn. And i let her know my pw to my user account and she told my bro abt it. I was like so damn angry. wad for i put pw in the first place if i dun1 bro to anyhow go in. now he tell him everything.. ZZ.. ok now i feel so sorry for yelling at her in the first place.

its like everytime i tell myself that its wrong to yell at her and yet i continue to do so.. of cos i do feel guilty after that, bud i dun say sorry. find it hard to do so.

haha suhua's birthday surprise was ruin by xt and sh's bro. Diaoooss. so funny lah that stupid hon refuse to tell us and make us feel so frustrated cos we took like more than 30mins to make her say out the names of the ppl. bud well, find it weird to eat birthday cake in the morning. slept at 3am and i woke up at 7plus just for Hon! hahaha.. den i ate breakfast lunch at her house. the other few was even worse - they have dinner there too. and for every meal, its like so filling lah. eat until damn fat hahaha.. anywae slaack there and feel so tired cos i slept so little.

anywae going off after i finish my pw. arghhs frustrations.

2006-09-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

What thing in life u can't avoid ar? Death? Yea.. Economist say we cannot avoid paying tax!. Haha guess wad stupid subject am i reading up? Erhemm. todays econs tutorial the only rare few that i did not attempt to take 30 winks u see.. quite funny.

due to my sickness and terrible block nose. i have been sleeping too much for days. Lost freaking interest in jap which i ponned this week. feel rather sorry cos i am like wasting my edusave fund. and ms myuki is realli a nice person. Hias. now doing hw =.=. forced to. so sad.

the theme video is nice. the song has been going thru my mind for the past few days. the making of make that show looks interesting. and there are plenty of positive comments. shall watch when its out at rental. now no $$. still stuck at epi 12 of ftf

2006-09-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u are tired of school life.. u longed to fall sick so u can rest well at home instead of going school. however, when u realli does so.. u will regret ur thinkings cos getting sick especially when u have gotten a fever is realli worse off than going to school.

finally feel better. woke up and i tot i urinated on my bed. In fact i actually sweated so much that my bed is so damn wet. tot my fever went off this morning and i would actually feel better. after visiting the clinic and ate my medicine. i feel asleep again and i woke up feel so damn worse becos my neck and my back are aching like crazy. i wanted to sleep bud couldn't cos its hurting me so much. frustrations. I'm going back to sch tmr.

Spend much of the time sleeping and resting. Watch a little of F2F ending. couldn't resist the temptation. the ending was ok not so bad. hahahah Bud the making of L.O.W was like omg. Great. i'm so looking forward to it coming out in rentals now. Wasn't realli attracted to it when its filming. bud after watching the making of + the themesong was realli good. Bud everything seems sad in that show. arghhs wad worse is idol is dying in that show hahahahah.

oh yea i am attached to mediacorp during the period of Promos, helping the news reporting team. zzz sianx a little boring. infact realli realli boring. we will be split into pairs and den attach to diff news grp. and if i'm suay enuff i would get the one that i must reach at 5am in the morning or the other one that i have to work till so late in the nite. arghhs frustration

2006-09-09T03:07:00.000+08:00

the chinese story(maybe fanfic) below is nice. change ur Encoding to unicode to read. bud i think my blog aren't suited to post chinese wordss. maybe u can just copy and paste in words to read it.

suddenly tot of smth that happened a few days back. den i realise.. maybe not den i realise, Its i have already realise the fact. sometimes i wonder.. what is in the minds of the people in my own class. sometimes i just couldn't understand them, bud i noe i dun have the right to scold them or anything cos wat they chooses to do is their own business. moreover i am not realli a gd person as well. haha. they make gd frens, they make gd play mates. bud when comes to study and stuff, some of them dun place piriority on it.

When we confront u, u just gib us attitudes. i'm pissed. u are the one at fault and yet u showed attitude. pushing all ur responsibility to others. u guys complained that u guys are busy, bud have u ever tot of others as well? Ask u guys organise stuff, u guys keep postponing and dragging them. Fine. we plan. after we plan and organise stuff to bond our friendship, you complain what we are doing are boring and dun suit u.

Emailed xiaogu. got scolded by her becos of the short forms and i slang i used in my email. LOL. and she say she took a long time to understand wad i am saying. (That's a.. little exaggerating?) Bud anywae, i am excited abt the programmes after Alvls and the China Xi An trip which is like SIAO. long way to go. Bud Xiaogu is inviting me n Emily over to Chicago!!. me and emily have somehow decided tt we should stay for around a month or so. since there were so many free time after Alvls. and den i hoped dad kept his promise - fly me to hk.

2006-09-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

亚亚(杨怡饰)
释(吴卓羲饰)

雨,不停的下着,我在咖啡屋中等着释的到来.
已经超过约定的时间一个小时了,该死的释还没出现,真是的,每一次都是这样.
哦,对了,忘了介绍,释是我的同学兼BF.他仗着我和他从小青梅竹马一起长大自称是我的BF.不过我也默认了.因为他是校草,是品学谦优的学生会会长,也是体育部部长,他对每个女声都又不可抗拒的魅力.他自称是我的BF已经有8年了.[从国小5年级开始,一直到高三,也就是现在.
当我起身要走时,他出现了,他的出现引起了在座女声的轰动,是的,他是受欢迎的.
他拉着我坐了下来,我刚要开口,要大骂特骂他一顿时,他开口说话了:
"我迟到了,对不起.现在我还有事,今晚8点你在永宁路286路公交车站等我."
他没等我说一句话,走掉了.

晚上8点,他准时出现在那里,我挺高兴的,因为那么久以来,他能准时到还是破天荒头一回,我跑过去:
"今晚我们去哪玩啊?"]<
"我们分手吧!"释平静的说.
"为什么?"我几乎是喊破了嗓子,可过往的车辆已掩盖了我的声音,我好想哭,可欲哭无泪.
"对不起,我想我只能说这3个字了."他还是很平静的说.
我没有说话,我拼命的摇了摇头,说:
"请你告诉我为什么,好吗?"
"因为崔颖(叶璇饰)……"他似乎还想说什么,但是没有说出来.我点了点头,在眼泪要落下来的那一刹那转过了身,当我背对着释的时候早已泪流满面,我跑掉了,没有再理会他.

回到家,我趴在床上,回想起以前和释的点点滴滴,是那么的甜蜜,可是现在已经灰飞烟灭了.不再出现了.我爬起来,想:既然与他分手了,那他这几年来送我的一切我还需要留着吗?我留着还有什么意思,它们不过会增添我的烦恼而已,我收拾好了一切,足足有一大箱子……

第二天一大早我搬了箱子出门了,出门前妈妈还问道:
"你不等阿释了吗?今天怎么这么早?"
"哦~~今天我要做值日~~"说完匆匆溜出了家门.

到了教室,教师里来了不少的同学,我走到释的座位,把箱子放在他的桌子上.当我回到自己的位置时,我发现自己的桌子上也是一个箱子,打开一看,全都是我送释的东西,想看但看了又心酸了起来,眼泪又在眼眶里打转.@
一个早上的课我没有听进一点,我时不时眼睛会偷偷的往释那边看.

一连几天,我都是这个样子.放学和上学路上没有人陪我还真的不习惯,很难受.有几次我很想去找释,可我不敢,没有勇气.

有一天上课,同桌小燕问我:
"亚亚你和欧阳释怎么了?你知道吗?你不和他在一起的时候,他和崔颖可好着呢!"
我听着小燕的话,开始留意着释和崔颖.崔颖就坐在释的后边.而且崔颖是班花,她和我一样也是学生会干部.唯一不同的是,她能歌善舞,追她的人有很多.
上课时,他们俩偷偷的交头接耳,互传纸条,下课时他们又一起打闹.崔颖她在上体育课时为释买水下雨时释为她撑伞,他们是在恋爱吗?有一次我竟然看见释拉着她的手在我面前走过,有说有笑的.

可是释他还是会帮着我.我的钢笔掉时,他会微笑着捡起来看着我面无表情的对着他说谢谢;下雨时他也会在我的抽屉里放着一把伞,只是不会再为我撑着;他知道我的英语不好他也会将一本英语辅导书让妈妈转交给我,只是不会再陪我挑灯夜读;他也会在我回家晚时在我的书包里放点钱让我搭公车回家,只是不会再用他的自行车载着我回家并送我上楼了.
就因为这些,让我毫无理由去恨他.
有一天我终于鼓起勇气去问释,为什么?他说,颖颖比你温柔,比你董事.她不会为了约会迟到和他生气,也不会我不载着她回家和他埋怨.更不会在他心烦意乱的时候去打扰他,而是帮他解决困惑.亚亚,颖颖比你好一千倍一万倍,你忘了我吧.
当释走开时,我哭了出来,大声叫道:
"你明明知道你越这样我越忘不了你,为什么还要这样??为什么??"释停了下来,但他没有回头,他还是走了.

学生会的工作越来越忙了,我也收拾起了自己的野心,安安分分的做好自己的工作,我想帮释做好工作,可似乎不行,因为我风风火火的作风已经习惯了.
只是释出席学生会的次数越来越少了,他连早上一贯的晨跑也取消了,学校的体育比赛没有了他的身影,那些不知情的花痴们也因为不能看帅哥而感到惋惜,说到不知情,其实我也不知情.释在课堂上晕倒的次数越来越多,脸色也越来越苍白……

我问同学他怎么了,他们不说;我问妈妈他怎么了.她也不说;我问欧阳伯母他怎么了,她只是一个劲儿载摇头,结果眼泪流了好多好多……学校,家里.好久没有见到他的身影了.

两个星期后的一天,妈妈和欧阳伯母红着眼眶对我说:
"亚亚你快去医院看看阿释吧!他快不行了!"我当事惊讶得说不出话,一直随着她们到了医院,我感觉很恐怖.

果然,一推开门,就是爸爸和欧阳伯父,还有躺在病床上的释,他的脸色好苍白,像张纸似的,他瘦了好多,好多好多.
"爸,伯父,你们出去一下,好吗?我想单独和亚亚说说话."释有气无力的说道."
他招招手,意示我过去,我什么话也没说就跑了过去,扑在他的怀里,开始大哭了起了,他也不说话,他紧紧的抱着我的,用他的下巴顶着我的头,似乎会抓不住似的,他轻轻的说:
"亚亚,我好像就这样抱着你一辈子,我好爱你."
"嗯嗯嗯."我用力点点头,"我也好爱你,你就这样抱着我一辈子吧!"我哭得更厉害了,泪水完全湿透了他的衣服,他拼命的紧紧的抱着我的,可是他的手明显的松掉了,他不放弃,就这样抱着……
他的手渐渐送了,松了,最后他就倒了下去,我的泪像断了线的珠子,飞洒出来,我叫着他:
"阿释……"结果我眼前一黑,什么也不知道了……

又过了一个星期,崔颖她交给我一封信,我知道是释的,就拆来看:

亚亚:
当你看到这封信时,也许我已经在另一个世界了.
你知道吗?当我知道自己身患了白血病并且是晚期时,
我什么都放弃了,唯独你是,让我爱了8年的女孩,我唯
一放不下的就是你.我不想让你因为我的病而彻底崩
溃,你懂吗?一直到我患病,我就知道自己走到尽头了,
而你的路还很长,你还可以去想像你的美好的未来,而
我不能了,我要走了,我生存的时间里,我能碰到你这么
一个让我感到幸福快乐的女孩,我已经满足了,我知足了,
上苍给我的已经足够了,临死前我的愿望就是想抱着你,
紧紧的抱着你,让我再好好感受你的气息.

亚亚我爱你,一直到永远……

永远爱你的人:释

当我看完这封信时,再次泪流满面,崔颖说道:
"亚亚,释他其实一直都是爱着你的,只是他不想让你伤心,他才……
"我知道,我都知道."我打断她.

……一年后,我来到释的墓碑前,望着天空,希望再能看到释那张帅气的脸.
释,何时才会见到你呢?

2006-09-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

hahahahh. i have joined slackers club. busy lazing around at home which was rather bad. shall start studying after blogging. need to finish up lots of hw in time. vectors sux terribly especially when u have so many formula to memorise.
was passing by the rental shop when i saw ms sheh's new show poster - up long ago though. Took a closer look, saw this particular pic of her wearing the ancient type of wedding dress tgt with sammul. wahh.. i was like omg.. it reminds me abt one of the Uweekly mag published this year whereby there is a real picture taken around 100 years ago or so.. whereby a guy marrying a women who is dead. Instead of the normal ways of getting married with a chicken or the ash, the guy just get married with a dead body. and the face is so damn eerie. *yucks

watch kang xi lai le! and yesterdae one was abt those ghostly events. omg damn nice can. Bud very eerie. haha beginning to like XiaoS. find her funny.

land of we alth coming out le. wakakaka. officially broke. i am still watching for casin o crisis.

2006-09-07T04:56:00.000+08:00

life just sux. hah.
finally gotten by dream handphone. bud.. there is realli no sign of happiness. yes a bit cos i finally gotten a coloured phone. Instead, i actually feel guilty for a moment after seeing the bill. $980.80 for 3 handphones. den i tots went thru my mind. No more laptops no more luxuries for the time being. and i better get a gd pay job next time round for obvious reasons. actions speak louder than words.

went to pizzahut to eat our supper becos of lame reasons. Dad said that there are 19.20 left over after spending 1000 bucks so we should use tt money to eat pizaa.

and stop giving me such answers when i say i wanted to study and do my hw. its getting rather irritating when everybody starts telling me that.

2006-09-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

yay! w810i by the end of the weeeek. want the white one bud it cost 100 bucks more than the black one with the same function. unlimited version = what the crap? its either idiot get the white or i get it. dun wanna get the completely the same hp with him again(can't help it. we both came from the same family. therefore we both have the same gd taste =X)

can't get my eyes off the bdae pics. f2f is getting nicer especially watching with ppl who can appreciate it hahaha that is idiot. it's just so boring to watch alone. and tob is repeating on ch55, yay SLKC~ my dear favs

2006-09-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Life seems a bit tiring and a bit boring even though its holidays. I'm not going to go out anymore unless its neccessary cos going out is making me even more tired than usual. i just slept my way thru and studied half of my notes on thermal phy in the library. woke up at 8 just to go for tt stupid chem olympiad training. Okay. i seriously catch no balls during the lecture and first time in my life the drowsiness in me is so bad tt i realli nearly feel asleep. And worse of all i got selected for the next round of olympiad tt means my attendance is compulsory. i'm not so free man.

bbq and airported on friday and thurs surprised bobo with a cake at night~. and It was on friday den i realise there is this arrival hall at T2 (downstairs). Seriously i forgotten abt it. and den i suddenly rmbed the fact tt i was there 3 years back waiting for Ron to come. Yes .. its ron. for now i think i still like him a little. anywae Happy Birthday Ron!

my life seems to have gotten a little more interesting compared to be in Sec Sch. i realise i have been more exposed to stuffs dat i have nv experienced b4. bud of cos it have made my life even more tiring. On thurs, we went back to BBSS. we only went to see ms punitha and of cos mrs lim. love teasing punitha hahahaa.. and mrs lim was great.

Video Time!!!

Like idol's dressing at the birthday party!

off i go. i;m crazy over the pic of me with gigi taken at mandarin hotel itself. her smile is just so nice and sweet. genuine too. first time i think the pic is so damn nicely taken. wanted to put as Msn Dp. bud i scare ppl tot i change idol lOL. think i sot le. ok wadever.. off to watch full house.

2006-08-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

To my one and only dearest idol, ahyi:

Happy Happy Birthday Day!!
May all your wishes come through!!
Take care and All the best :)
The day went off fine with my dream. hah i finally dreamt of her again. though the dream wasn't complete and there are many extras ppl or stars who i saw in my dream. Bud at least a hello from her is enuff. and today F2F came out. great isn't it? bro claim tt he thinks the show was superb after watching 2epi of it.

Hopefully i get to see idol soon in real life and not in my dreams anymore. Hahahhh and i realli wish i would have the chance to attend her bdae party in Hk. Signing Off~

2006-08-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

Opps. there goes my shirley's post whom someone dun wan it to be disappear. Bud it can't be i forever don't blog rite? Haha i haven been changing my blog skin anywae. not free to do so.. and i am comfortable with the current 1. It seems like i have decided on the FES. and it is quite true when this particular teacher kinda told us:

"U can forget abt the exams! what for take the exam again when u are sure u have already been promoted to J2 and the main purpose of Promos is that. There are plenty of chances in life that u can take ur exams. why not take this opportunity to be more exposed to other things in life and gain more experience"

true. anywae from long time back i have already have the ans in my heart that i wanted the FES despite my bloody lousy results that just scrape through the criteria. I am slacking hard rite now. cos it seems like i am too tired to go to sch. realli hope that holiday will come knocking on my door TMR. bud well in my dreams. I wanted to do some self-study during the holidays at my own pace. How gd it is studying without any stress. Glad that i am still striving hard for gd results despite my decision and i still do revision on my lectures b4 doing tutorial! :DDDD Oh well got the programme for FES ppl and it seems rather interesting!. 1 at mediacorp on news reporting and the other at the zoo. hah i only have interest in this 2.

Went to see Chiobu, aka GG. was so up close with her. though its not realli an enjoyable trip cos i dun seems to know the ppl there well except my usual gang. Bud bud, its definitely a fruitful one and a changed of impression. It's great that she have a nice assistant and she's very obedient. obedient in a way that she trust her assistant alot and whatever her assistant ask her to do she will agree to it.

I used to think that she's fake and improfessional on screen. Or like what we discussed and said- we expected her to be as fake as ahsheh (towards fans). Bud somehow my impression did changed a bit even b4 seeing her, when jessica told me how nice she was. GG was kinda soft-spoken and shy in my opinion. and she's super duper quiet bud at least the feeling she gave is real and sincere. When she speak, u can hardly hear her unless u are so near to her u see. Like some well-manered princess liddat. completely diff from onscreen which i think she's a little talkative. One thing i couldn't stand abt her is.. She is way too skinny. oh my god. should have asked her to eat more. look at her legs and it looks like she is only left with bones. I'm serious!.

In addition to it, i was at the function and the place we were sitting is like so near to her. and just find her a little pathetic cos she have been facing the camera for like i dunno how long ever since she sat down on tt sofa. Anywae she looks like esther. One funny thing tt happen was we were asked to wait at this ulu place at the function for GG to take photos with us by her assistant. and when she was abt to leave, the assistant ask her to come to our area. and she realli did. Omg. and one whole swamp of ppl (the press, the ppl who are crazy over her) follow her to our area and she just smiled at us and took some pics with us, ya just us only. The assistant only allow her fans (which i do not fall under this category)to take. So after taking with me (the last one), the assistant just practically ask GG to go. and this funny barbarious auntie stopped GG by pulling her waist. i think GG was shock haha. and we were like "wad the hack?"
Okay ended. lazy to elaborate further, its already a bonus tt i have elaborated so much. hah. anywae great to see idol's gd fren and well lucky to be so close up with her.

Idol left a msg at TY!! so yaya papaya and i think i was the first to reply her. i kinda have that feeling that she will leave a msg there yesterdae since she would prob be touched by the fans presents. hopefully she can come to SG real soon and i will prepare a special gift for her. watch yummy yummy clips/interviews and the show itself. Kinda missed her!. faster come leh~~

2006-08-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

Oh man help me.. save me from making decisions. I hate making decisions cos i always think of the goods and bads that i have. Many people are encouraging me to take up the full exemption thing (i manage to just scrape through the criterial which meant that my results are quite lousy) especially my parents and teachers. bud there are just so much to worry abt. Everybody say they have trust and confidence in me and said if i am worried they will motivate me to study along with them despite me not taking the exams. Thanx guys. hahs I shall think it through.

Yesterdae was the last day of the Chinese hungry ghost festival. as usual we went down to burn the necessary things. after that i asked bro to accompany me over to BPP to see the Starhub "Roadshow". Bud in the end everybody followed along. wanted to drink Bubble Tea, bud its like so stupid.. the 4 of us didn't have a single cents in our pocket. After looking at the hps, when we were abt to go home. Dad asked me to queue for him to withdraw money. After he withdraw his money, he just suddenly shoved the money that he withdraw to me and den say "U wan? give u buy handphone." den i went "Huh?! realli!?!".. den mum was like keep asking us to go home.. den dad say "Orh.. no need liao ur mum say go home and ppl closing shops le.. next month i bring u to IT fair or wad fair at EXPO den buy giv u.."

Oh my gawd. siao sia. i think he is seriously out of his mind. and i couldn't find any reason why he is treating me so nice. and not just me only. He is also buying for bro!!. Moreover i haven even tell him my results for this term and the full exemption thing i have gotten. Anywae i think mum wasn't realli happy LOL. bud she wanted dad to get her smth too i guess. hahaaha. and i heard her scolding dad "U ar.. save until so hard to help them pay for their studies still go and buy hp give them.. zzzzz".. den after i heard tt suddenly i feel guilty. so i was telling them i will pay half of it or smth. Anywae after being used to paying this kind of things myself, i feel weird. Thanx a lot man. realli love my dad and mum a lot! wahaaaa

I must study hard to repay them!!. and save up money for University bahhs. dun 1 make them pay so much for me.

2006-08-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

i am not feeling well. bad flu day. block nose, sore throat and stuffs. too much of screaming on friday or maybe sunday cheering for the soccer match tt i watched.

today feel so sorry to so many ppl. i realise i am lagging back. as in i no longer do tutorials and stuff.. what i promised others to do i didn't do. Sorry for everything. luckily things seems fine to me right now. at least i still understands my lectures and i am revising in the bus at times. And den i have actually promised my teachers to take up the selection test for phy and chem olympaid. I noe i'm not up to standard and i probably won't get past the selection test anywae. Budden its giving much pressure to myself.

It seems like 2 weeks after the common test, i have turned into a even busier person. i think busy to have fun outside. Bud they are just promise i have made to people and that i have to turn up for sure. Its my responsibility and duty to do so. Bud it was yesterdae's event that make me feel what i am doing are total meaningless.. exhausting.. and den i realise the fact that i no longer enjoy the process at all. Unless it was just my idols. not all stars are as friendly as them, not all stars appreciate the things we have done for them. So i kinda decided tt i would only go and have a look unless it is some ppl tt i realli like or other programmes like TVBI Promo and most imp. when my idol comes. Still considering whether i should go and see chiobu.

I feel that i have neglected my family at times, when i actually am busy going out with frens and busy with sch work. i wished to talk to them, bud i find it just so hard or rather weird to just tell them abt what happen in sch. I know that becos of my sch life i am pressurised or maybe i have just become increasingly irritatble that i often vent my anger and yell at them. And i just find it so hard to say sorry. I realli thanked them for trusting me and giving me freedom to do anything i wan. Trusting me i can manage my time well or handle my studies well. In fact my motivation studies not only comes from my character of being competitive bud at the same time.. i know that that's the only way i can do to repay them.

FL closed down. a sudden strike on fung fans. kinda feel a pity. definitely.. and after reading what Sasa post at the guestbook.. i just dunno how i feel. i think its hard to put down the things she have done to FL. though i dun go FL that often. i always feel that Sasa did a very good job in every aspect, she is definitely a gd leader. Bud things are like this.. when its time u have to part with something, u must part.

Its tuesday tomorrow. remember to watch "It's showtime". Wonder will i be on tv. hahs. friday was a great day out with BBSS gd buddies and we have a great time cheering. realli think our grp are hypers bud i lost my voice when the recording have even started! and i finally understanding the meaning of team work and JJ Spirit. Though we lost the competition, we did not lose our spirit awae. It's amazing how just 1 person can lead so many ppl in a cheer. and when the leader say Shhh. there was realli pure silence. realli enjoy cheering. hope there are more of such events in future.

On the other hand.. i think sch was fine bud.. i guess there are more and more internal conflicts between people in my class just that people doesn't show it out. Maybe like what Huisi have said. the better u noe someone.. the more u find the bad pts in them and the more conflicts will occur. It was then i realise the people who are closer to me are still my secondary sch frens. after being frens for more than 4 years, we noe each other well and it is only them that i dare to tell them what i dislike abt them and i realise we dun always quarrel anymore.

Oh yea i have finally receive my kevin's album and poster signed. Thanx veron and yen yee for the help. The album was kinda cheap and the packaging was real nice. Though not sure whether the songs are nice or not. bud i am already happy to see the album in my hands. plus plus all the picture in the pictorial book are nicely taken. moreover its just cost 16.50 inclusive of poster! :D

Yesterdae's soccer match was funny and interesting. realli entertaining. much of the time was spent on laughing at Eric Tsang (Zeng Zi Wei) and Chen Bai Xiang's weird action when they kick the ball and stuffs. hahaha its just so funny.

Anywae shall end here... shall update again./

2006-08-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

2006-08-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

in fact.. another hectic week and i couldn't find much time to sleep. actually i did sleep a lot this weekend cos i was way too tired to do anything when i got home. Sicko dayyyyyyssss..

A few days back during civics lesson, we have a talk on the Nanjing massacre. Suddenly it reminds me abt the Hiroshima show i watched on National geographic. Saw many gross pics and i was so terrified or maybe traumatized by those pics of woman being rape and den humilated by take pics of their naked body and stuff. and some pics when Chinese are stabbed by those jap soldiers. Wad i couldn't stand most are still the pics of those comfort woman.. and it definitely stirr up negative feelings towards the Jap in me. Freak hell Bastards is all i could say. I believe the worst thing a guy can do to a woman is to rape her.

den i rmbed.. bro asking me the quest "Do u think it's neccessary to drop the atomic bombs on Japan?".. I rmbed replying "Er.. maybe..most prob yes".. Den he said "Bud they are innocent!" I was like so pissed off.. they are innocent- SO WHAT. How abt us? We are innocent too. the way Chinese died is 10000 times more terrible more gruesome than how Japanese died. Where are they when ppl ard the world are suffering under the hands of japanese? they are enjoying life. will they stop if we dun drop the bomb?.

bud still ar. just angry with the Jap ppl in the past only. now no negative feelings towards the younger generation of cos lah..

ok lah got back my results.. sigh physics was the most disappointing of all. i actually got a lower mark for phy compared to econs LOL. dats so sadding. and i hope tt i can get at least a B for phy for overall.. econs too.. :DD

shall update again on sun. I am tired and still hab to wake up so early tmr! faints.

2006-08-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

Blogging have been like such a hard thing for me cos i just couldn't find the time to update. and within a week there are just so many things for me to blog abt.

Last week the sentosa trip. i almost forgotten we actually met a very very very very LAME ice-cream man u see.. haha.. he definitely brightens up our mood since we are rather dissapointed with the fireworks we saw on national day itself. one funny thing he said tt i remembered goes like this. Huisi wanted biscuit with ice-creams. den uncle gave her biscuit + bread. and we were like "Wow".. and the girls went "Uncle!!! i also wan!!" and Uncle den replied "Wad?!! Uncle so old already u all also wan?" We all faint LOL.

Friday was a day out at Bugis searching for goods for Eclub again. wad a huge success!! we found 2 stalls willing to provide goods on consignment. Me and alena was definitely delighted!.

Saturday, me, alena, glenn, binghe went to marcus house to do project. weird combination u see cos alena and Bh wasn't even in my grp. ate at tiong first and marcus went on telling his "jokes" which i dunno wad he is talking abt. bud we just burst out luffing becos of his laughter HAHAH. And Rhino thing. Went to his house and we saw him having baskets of stuff on his balcony... and from afar.. i was like "is that 3 baskets of birdnests?".. Den i saw alena's and glenn's shock look. LOL Comfirm is birdnest already. Oh man he is rich! And mr glenn chong still tell me he tot it is chilli. so crappy. Chilli are red not yellow. haha. bud its quite a enjoyable day at his house cos his laughter and lame jokes bring abt so much entertainment.

Followed on, alena and me went to meet sj,hs,matt,sh to eat steamboat at marina bay. So full! bud not very nice. 6 of us squeeze into a cab. and proceed on to esplanade to look at the fireworks. so squeezy and we kept ourself close tgt if not we will lose each other. luckily we manage to find a good place to look at it. bud in a squeezy environement. after tt went marina.. and i kinda went bersak. and my laughter sounds almost as crazy as marcus one. U see, doing proj with him for just a day.. had influence me so much. Lols.

Sunday. watch POC with dad!! Lols. just me and him. and we ate at delifrance. i had actually come to a conclusion that Captain Jack Sparrow. or rather PIRATE Jack haha is such a jerk, coward from the head till the end of the show. except the last part i think? Bud still he is god damn funny. will turner was great.

Oh yea face to fate is out already !! Winks***. and i heard idol's sub theme. gosh it was definitely the best among the other songs she had sing. Frankie's part was realli damn nice. too bad after watching Herbalist manual. His li shi zhen is realli badly acted out. during some scenes where mich and him broke off or anything. mich is into tt scene. bud he just look like a stone there. bud i am so gonna like ray's char. i think he looks cute and playful inside heheh..

veron and yenyee came back from hk!. hahs and dey actually brought back 13 kevin's album and poster. It cost only $16.50 inclusive of poster. so cheap. And they have actually help me gotten his signature, with Dear Grace on it. haha Thanx lots guys. In fact me and jess was planning to ask him to sign when he come SG since he have already cfmed tt he is coming in Oct. so we ask veron not to let him sign first. bud on 2nd tot. i think i won't be letting him sign anything in the pressence of ahyi (if only she's coming). Speaking of her. i am quite irritated with her change of image. Lazy to talk abt her le. anywae..so fast going to sept and den soon it will be oct!!

update again soon!!. tiredddd....

2006-08-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

Life seems to become even more busy after common test - bud mainly to play. sometimes i find pointless to go out to relax urself by shopping or playing at the beach cos it seems that it is depriving me of sleep nowadays. Projects came popping up of nowhere is making my work load even heavier.

Upcoming events: Chem trial spa, submission of EOM, Common test for GP

and i still haven come down with an idea for the account thing for ECLub.arghhs life is always so terrible.

i am just so tired rite now. and den i put in little effort for the GP project which is realli no grp. i only contribute little pts and did not look for articles. Just feel that it is not doing me good for my upcoming GP CT. my GP for this term was a flop. Oh man... i'm going insane anytime.

last week was fun with the class at sentosa on wed. i'm so lazy to elaborate the stuffs.. so just short forms of the things we did.

met up with singhwa and zhisheng at BPP first b4 meeting lihui on the bus. den we were late and everybody ate their breakfast at habour front. Took a bus which has a super duper long queue u see.. purchase ticket took the blue line and den reached siloso beach. Started playing volleyball and shortly after we ended up in the dirty sea full of "vegetables" playing water captain ball. So tiring running after the god damn ball cos i couldn't swim haha. And den i think we ended up doing CIP by throwing all the "vegetables" on to the shore.

I had no idea why and when we went up to the shore. and den up next was our class guys found a yellow snake swimming in the seaa. SSSsss..~ and some ah beng aids in bringing it up on the shore and they crack some funny jokes at the bangalas (i have no idea seriously why so many of them are appearing in sentosa on a national day- and when they pass by girls they just oogle at them. *Yucks). took some class photos and we went to bury everybody. LOL Nicholas looks like a girl can. He can be Miss S14 already. later on the class splits. some went to the sea to continue playing while others went to cycle. Me, huisi, lihui and some other guys did nothing and just gossip while we sun-tan ourselves.

Oh man now i'm burnt. After everything, ate chickenrice at harbour front before heading to kallang (with Alena, huisi, lihui, char, ASH, SJ, matt and blueberry lim) which was flooded with so many ppl due to the celebration. Sat at the road side to watch the fireworks which was darn disappointing. bud still quite cool cos when u lift up ur head, the fireworks are just above u. Still italy one was better. den we headed home all tired.

Thur- went out to study with bel and sara. they probably tot i am insane just to come here becos i said i am coming. LOL quite pissed with sara u see. kidding. bud just think they have gone bersak.

ok shall continue blogging later on.

2006-08-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the word lazy just pop up of nowhere. its 9aug! so many ppl's birthday in august!.. well well. Happy birthday!! -to Huisi,Alena, Kristian.. and Shirley, Kevin and Ahyi! haha. and Lastly, happy birthday to Singapore. =)

have been rather tired this days in sch. Monday was a long day and den.. as usual we always got lectured by teachers u see.. i think our class was kinda notorious for the amt of noise pollution we created and Mrs Ong said "everything to u all is funny..". LOL and we luffed again. I think she is totally pissed off with our behaviour in class. and realli.. i think we are bersak freaks cos we really did luff at everything HAHA.

and we were kinda forced to stay back for smth. bud we helped up and i think little ppl appreciated our help.. blahhs ass.

and i drop dead on my bed last nite bud surprisingly, i woke up at 4plus without the need of setting my alarm, just to do my E.O.M. Went to sch and was kinda bloody pissed off with bikila house for some freaking hell reason. I dunno bud i just think the leader is not doing a gd job and its like our help is realli not appreciated in a way. Shit ass. first they say they needed ppl in the tug of war. follow on they ask us to join in (which i already have expected there were be too many ppl). Bud they just ask us to go along. when they found out there is too much ppl, the first one to be out is ppl whom they don't know. By then i am already seriously pissed. is like ask me come, den push me out later on. Everything is last min and stuff.

Whatever whatever, by the end of the whole thing i am already dragggedd tired.. maybe becos i woke up early just to finish eom. i'm sorry tt i PS-ed u guys halfway thru cos i realli couldn't take it anymore. don't wish to dampen u guys' mood. Bud i'm seriously tired and my foot realli hurts from all the walking we did. Moreover i realli have nth to shop abt. i'm sorry.. kinda feddup when i walk to the bus stop just now, i am making so much detours and my legs hurting even more, headache and stuff.

reach home and have a good rest. went to jack's place for dinner. oh yea. finally. i think i better get some sleep now cos i will die off tmr for my class sentosa trip.

2006-08-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

17:50 - Jessica Phoned me. (Forced to blog by jessica wahahahahah)

Shirley: Hello..
Me: Hello.. Sze kei ar? sun yat fai lok!
Shirley: Thank you! how did u noe abt it?(i think i forgotten to reply her bud she kept on continue the conversation)
Me: Er Yesterdae i saw you .. you dun seems to be feeling rather well. are u okay right now?
Shirley: Yes yes thank you for ur concern.
Me: Sorry that i didn't come to the airport to send u off..
Shirley: Its alright, hope there is still a chance that i will come next time to see u guys again :D Anyway i bought a lot of pandan cake.. alot of frens from hongkong love to eat it..

And den tada.. i forget wad i say. maybe i am just too scare and i kinda black out after tt. as in i dunno wad to say. So i told her..

Me: Yi lu shun feng ar! (in canto)
Shirley: Thank you thank you.. hope that next time i will come singapore again..
Me: ok next time den.. :D

Anywae it was a rather short conversation bud it seems that Shirley spoke too much in my impression and i cannot catch much of what she was talking. mainly abt the pandan cake haha. well.. at the start i feel a pity that i didn't went to the airport to see her off.. bud now the feeling kinda died off. I would probably been even sader if that was ahyi.

Bud the feeling of talking to her, seeing her looking at us from afar.. makes me feel that she is sincere and genuine. I have seriously nv seen any TVB star that is so friendly so nice (makes u feel as though she's a fren) and den.. so genuine as well. Not even ahyi, not even raymond. that's how i feel. well i will like her as a star, bud not to the extent of being her fan. hopefully there is a chance that i will see her again :D

well.. i find her singing not bad. at least she sang live. Hahah unlike frankie who is lip-singing. and her 2nd song- Yue ding by faye wong was seriously nice. ~

Note to momo ren (jessica) hahaha. thanx for calling me kae?! haha. Realli thank u alot, u have been helping me and stuff. First was kawing and now is shirley. Take care lah. i guess it will be long when we see each other again le. Maybe in october!. Oh yah u better send me our photos okay! LOL. C-U online den. I think u probably have gone hay-wired after seeing shirley and all the nice treatment u got from her and forgotten abt me LOL. kk lah c-u soon bahs. :P

Yesterdae was a whole day out. Happen to see the Italian fireworks at Millenium Walk which was pretty cool. It lasted for 10mins and left me in amaze. its been a long time i seen fireworks life. and den.. After the whole thing ends. all the way from esplanade till millenium walk, the whole air is full of smoke LOL. and den after eating our dinner we went off to take some pictures.. I think the few of us makes good parapazzi bud we just aren't too professional cos too scare to approach. bud wadever the case. great day and great ppl!

2006-08-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

all common tests done. bud bud.. physics was the worsely done 1. oh my.. *SIGH. I think i'm quite confident with maths n maybe econs. Just the feeling. Chem was okay. NVM. Shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu! i shall study hard from now on.

recently have been rather busy. i think i will be more busy this weekend. last week i spend the weekend out and only studied maths. wasted. On saturday went to meet jessica to buy presents for Kawing at Queensway. Actually was thinking of printing a hat for him. bud there are some problems lah. So its alright then.. bud we saw a shop whereby the guy drew a portrait of someone on the shirt. oh my, it was god damn nice lah. Anywae went off to meet veron and company. its been a long time since we last saw each other. and it was a funny day out with them. They spend a lot of effort to make the present for kawing.. (kawing so must rmb us!! i sacrifise my study time to buy pressies for u leh) and den still film video =.= to wish him happy birthday. so funny haha..

i kinda.. lost my motivation in studying.. i think i better clear up my room first. before i can start studying appropraitely. And maybe.. i am too tired to.. i dunno wads wrong with me seriously. initially i tot i am just being lazy.. later i tot.. its not just the prob with laziness bud i tend to find my results for my exams all so imp. which is affecting my mood recently. Actually whether it is imp or not, i have already have the ans in my mind. Bud still i think i am being used to it after going thru exams and tests for years..

There will be a long break next week. yay! hopefully i can take a break and den.. do some self-reflection on my own weirdo behaviour.

den when i come online this evening.. i saw this... stunning!!. lol.. the long awaited kiss by bota fans. Somehow i find BOTA seems to be more fated compared to Fungyi. Look at 3 series BOTA acted in tgt. and den.. in 3 series they will end up as Husband and wife. For Casino Crisis they nearly did (not sure abt the ending). And in the upcoming 2. they have babies =.=!. LOL. And i certainly love ay's long hair. it look so much better right now compared to her previous hairdos.

I have lost interests in the channels i subscribed- VV Drama and TVBJ. well.. haha TVBJ is just for show. i am only waiting for TVB Anni to come. and i dun hab the time to watch as well. Instead i have developed increasing interest in Ch12/Ch11 the national geographic channel which was super interesting. first was the black hole thing. and next was the Psychic witnesses. Very interesting ways to solve cases- police seek help from ppl with psychic powers to trace missing people, how they are killed or even find out who the murderer was. all true facts!

And other stuffs:::.. The Pictures of the car wash a few weeks back.

The big van- the big customer of the day

End of the day group photo
Kinda feel bad for ps-ing others for the CIP work tmr. bud i am kinda busy and tired after a hectic week. Pls gib me a break. sorry shumin for disappointing u.

2006-07-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

i think i am feeling unwell right now. fell asleep in the bus again until i reach the interchange and everybody alighted the bus. The bus uncle still have to call out "hello miss.." Oh man. that was embarrassing.

Today is an uneventful day for me. i feel so terrible from head to toe cos i am upset over my phy results and den my chem results which i couldn't get an A. i think i am putting so much pressure on myself when comes to study to get results that i'm satisfied with. next was the GP test which i am gonna flunk for sure. no doubt. and den following on was the Tug of war thing which make the few of us quite pissed with the house captain.

Den yesterdae the class kinda quarrelled becos of the teacher's day video and the atmosphere in the classroom was kinda tense. everybody is in a freaking foul mood yesterdae. This morning, the atmosphere in the classrm is a bit akward as well.. bud glad that everything is alright now..

*Oh man! warning! do not take photos when there are odd no. of ppl. You never noe wad will happen... especially during hungry ghost festival

A picture of 5 girls turn out with 9 ppl!! (apparently, 4 guys sneak behind us when the we are taking a pic tgt)

i have been blaming myself. for the results i have gotten. i realli wish to maintain my standard. bud how to? i could not find myself a condusive environment to study and couldn't force myself from watching tv and playing computers. I am lack of selfcontrol. too much of trust and freedom dad and mum have gaven me. They couldn't careless abt what i do or how i handle my hw. they just left me alone to decide my own future.

"No air-con too hot", "Arghhs let me finish watching TGA first", "my rm is so dirty, the tot of studying in my room makes me sick" All the bloody crap reasons i have come up with. i'm so feddup. i am going to the library to study alone though i noe it will be boring. tmr will be a day out at bugis. most prob just dinner. the rest of the time would be spent in the national library. I must do my best this time round. No more disappointment pls. the feeling of being disappointed is just undescribable.

recently, ay have been coming online to post msgs. dunno is it after the incident that she sees the need to come online more often to update fans herself or is she too free. i dun1 the 2nd 1 to happen haha. that means her role is kinda minor in tt 40 epi show. bud i was rather disappointed with her again. it seems like she have changed so much.. i dunno just the feeling and tone in which she types her msg and she speaks sounds so different from the her b4. and den the HIM mag. dunno whether i should be happy or wad. she looks nice in it bud still some prob that i dun wanna see in future like what happen to Michelle.

Seriously i realli feel like asking some celebrity how they feel. Do they actually regret their actions of joining the showbiz? Showbiz have indeed kinda changed them into a lousier person. somehow maybe its is always better that i won't see her again in real life, who noes another disappointment i will get from the meeting. Seriously the best impression is still the 1st time i ever met her. and now the only nice memories that i have is most prob the day i saw her at chinatown. So i wil not be so looking forward in seeing her in Oct. if she dun comes, so be it. let fate decide everything.

2006-07-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

i realise how dead we are. i realise how tired we are. not just on the outside. bud on the inside... i'm just too sick too tired with life having filled with exams and studies. meaningless. what's the pt when we dun like it? why must is have to be the route to our future?.. realli hope tt one day i can pick up this courage and den get out of this kind of lifestyle. too bad i just dun hab it.

i'm feddup. i'm pissed.. pissed with myself. here am i complaining how much homework i haven done due to the lack of time. In actual fact - look at my time management. TVs and TVs and Computers and computers. When have i ever put my heart into my hw, spend at least 1 hour just on studies alone (as in no multi-tasking like watching tv at the same times). I guess not even 30mins?

maybe it was this dat make me feel pissed with some of my classmates. I just find some of them irresponsible and den.. just find it hard to cooperate with them at times. though i must admit they make very good frens and friendly ppl who can joke around and make u luff still ur tummyache. bud sometimes i do think some of them are childish. aiya.. i am childish as well.

gonna flunk my SPA. flunk my Physics test since there are only 2-3 passers i heard hahah (sacarstic laugh). let me off!

Just give me a break. i am sick and tired.

2006-07-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

too busy this days that i only been able to update it once a week. last week was a darn busy week stacking with tests and hw. i think i have hardly enuff sleep and i dun seems to pay attention at times for maths lecture =X. bud lucky enuff i still understood. oh my. i am starting to hate lectures so much becos some lecturers are pissing me off. cos u see the way they teach and u dun understand. *SIGH. wad a day.

Den on wednesday it was parents meeting session. have to do some ushering cos bikila house is in charge of it. and den mum came. haha char,carol and alena all wanna see my mum cos they think my mum sounds cute 0.0. lols sometimes i find it hard to complain to my frens abt what my mum does cos they always end up saying they think my mum is funny or cute or smth. And the parents meeting think was a bit akward cos ms yen and mr choo just keep starring at us while mum is looking at my results. and Mr choo kept repeating the same thing in chi which was rather funny. Now i feel that i am starting to be able to talk to my teachers comfortably as though they are my frens. Easier way to consult them too.

And den.. mum started telling my form teachers that i am very bad tempered when i am at home and all the irrelevant stuffs like i have a cousin in the same sch and there is no pt comparing results u see.. My teachers nod their head in agreement and thot i am stressed.. den they continued, asking me to play more computers to relax (LOL). Den shortly after we left the classroom, mum picks up the phone and say "I shall call emily's mum now and ask her abt emily's results".. And i went "What the hell!" what was what she said just now? i tot she told the teachers that parents shouldn't compare results? lols. i told dad abt it and the computer thing. dad laughing awae and den he asked mum why she didn't tell the teacher i have been playing computer everyday. haha

Anywae that day was a lucky day too. Dad and mum went to the big big garbage dump to look for dad's jeans. oh my.. he nearly lost 1000++ bucks cos he kept it in the old jeans and he threw awae the jeans down the garbage bin. then they climb into the big garbage bin downstairs just to find that jeans. and they found it! Phew. its not a small sum can. and den later that night. both of them strike lottery bud just a small sum. My IC no. got the 1st prize too. bud they didn't buy =.=. Well dad. gave me 50bucks!! everybody also have it. so happy can. bud i was sleeping tt time and i think heard him asking me wan go hk not. diaos.

Recently i am quite glued to one korean series - Save the last dance for me. Ji Sung make me forget my idol for a moment. i have this tendency to go crazy over korean guys more often. hahahhh not TVBactors. and the storyline of that series was not bad. bud well i have to go on watching tt series cos it may goes yucky or draggy any time.. like full house. Oh yah.. Eugene started off okay in the series. as times goes by i realise she grown fatter!.

Budden my interest for that show died off a little le. haha after watching finish TPS. oh yea.. Finally!!. welll yu yee looks realli pretty inside. and i just realise the last show i watch is TPCOM. which was like so long ago matter. hopefully her new series will be aired soon.

2006-07-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

Feeling rather tired. Haven been blogging the last few days cos i have been very busy with school life. or either i dun have tt kind of mood to blog. Its a super tiring week for me cos i only have i guess an average of less than 5hrs sleep a day.

and i can't believe i didn't sleep except for a nap on thursday nite just to study my maths and settle Eclub stuff + Pw. Its so bloody time consuming!. especially the eclub stuff.. *Sigh. i have to complete my PW by tmr i guess. and then.. next coming up is a Mon and Tuesday(especially) Full of test. I screwed up my phy test too this week which was what the hell sadding due to my speed of doing. I'm so utterly disappointed with my performance. and den maths. my hope of getting full marks was crash with tt 2mark quest. Just couldn't figure out the formula or the term....

Disappointment one after another. Realli realli very disappointed with my results. And den on thursday i rmbed.. Mdm Goh gib us a lectured. which was like omg realli wake me up. I realli feel guilty though i did pay attention during all her lessons and just for tt particular lesson i didn't do her Revision Ex2 (too tired to).. And den she asked us to think if our commitment in other activities is realli worth the time.. i felt like answering her "Well.. its not abt whether its worth my time or not, bud its my responsibility to do so. i can't just give it up and let it off liddat u see.."

i look at myself in the mirror.. i am realli afraid tt my results will deteriorate. and den i realise that i have been pushing my hws to last min work and den tests results not hitting my aims. what is this? is this what i realli wan when i decideddd to come JJ? NO!! There is seriously things to consider abt- like my unhealthy lifestyle of watching tv and computer for hours and hours, not touching my hw.. I'm so angry with myself bud i dun seems to be able to control myself.

Ok den today, i spent 6hrs in BBSS doing some CIP work - Car washing. den at first it was boring. No car to wash and while i am washing my car, it starts to drizzle. Den shumin transfer me from the car wash grp to the Sales grp whereby u have to run here run there to the car and back. Lols. quite happy tt ppl praise me. :D bud some ppl aren't very happy with us (all the volunteers)cos we were busy talking and we wash very slow. Bud what to do? Its like we are already willing to volunteer to spend 6hrs of time (despite our busy schedules especially so many test next week) to wash the car and we still get scolded. *Sigh.

Whatever.. Bud basically, i think on tues or wad. i found some relevant news that the 3 of them have already agreed to come singapore!!. so happy and excited when i read abt it and my heart started thumping non stop. and wads more! its after PROMOS! hope i can go. miss them real much.

Ok Off to study!

2006-07-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

The world cup came and it is now gone. I have to wait any 4 years just for it. From dislike to football to liking of football. At least i watched the 1st and the last match of the game. And i supported Germany from head to tail.

Congrats to Germany! Klose, Ballack, Klinsmann, Lahm, Podolski, Schweighsteiger... I'm happy at least- Germany secured the 3rd position. Sad for portugal cos they have realli great players in there like Figo and Christiano Ronaldo. Too bad I still hate Ronaldo. The more i see him, the more he becoming my eyecandy.(as in the more u see the more handsome or cute he is) Too bad i just dun like his character.

Oh yea. I love Oliver Kahn and Ricardo. It seems like i am tending to like Goalkeepers more. Ppl like Ricardo, Kahn and Lehmann.. wahahah!

This morning i went over to watch the finals. and surprisingly there are a lot of ppl. and the crowd is so freaking hella irritating. and some acted so childishly. Budden Zizou was so damn funny and fierce at 10 mins to penalty, when he head-butted tt italian guy. Oh my that was omg..what a pity. both team have bad goalkeepers. Probably too nervous? And then..... I saw someone wearing Ballack's jersey!!! OH MY IT WAS SO DAMN NICE at the back. Oh gosh. have the urge to fork out some money to buy it. Bud i knew its just 3fenzhongridu.

Anywae other than tt. some great things brighten up my day yesterdae. haha. it seems like there is a 50% chance of dot dot dot... Oh my. when i heard it.. i wasn't to the extend of being nervous cos there is a super high possibility tt she won't be coming. Hopefully there realli is this chance. well i found someone to help me sent gib Idol a birthday card too. which is so damn gd.

2006-07-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

I thought i just blogged yesterdae or smth. and den i realise. i last blog it days ago. Have been rather bz and i have got 3-4hrs of sleep last night. dragggs.

Den few days backk.. sadness. i waited till 2am for Ger's match. lucky i didn't watch.. if not i would be terribly disappointed with it. Bud well hope Ger win Portugal (the team full of Oscars' winning actors). Wow. did u see how C.Ronaldo always dive? Go Back home and dive into ur swimming pool bahs. At the mean time, Congrats to Podolski. Heaven have eyes!!(as long as C.Ronaldo didn't get tt best young player award)

lesson till 12pm today! stayed for eclub thingy before going off with classmates to learn guitar!. Its fun!. at least i noe how to play a song "Better man" and den Guan Huai Fang Shi still not very sure. Its so hard to position my fingers and press it hard enuff since my hand is smaller compared to others.

Anyway i'm freaking disappointed though i expected it. i'm ok with the pairings. bud Linda leading over Yoyo and Idol? NO WAY. it's not that i hate her or wad. Infact i like her becos of her voice. Her song, "Swear". Bud dun u think she is rising up too fast? My idol have been in TVB for 7 years and wad she got in return is 2nd leads all the way? and now even the 3rd i suppose. many would agree with wad i say. her acting is definitely better than Linda who is just new to TVB. blaahhhs. life is just so bias and unfair. bud idol is already considered lucky ..

Well other than tt. i still love bosco and idol's pairing! omg they are tgt again! and bosco new hair was like. So styled and trendy u can say. And Idol's hair! lols its realli like someone from Egypt. Not very used. den.. i just realised from March till the end of the year (most prob oct or nov). Bosco and Idol have been filming tgt! Lol see each other see until sianx.

Just realise the fact. it seems like every since ray n tav have join TVB, almost every year they will film a show tgt. 2001/2002-> EH,GF . 2003-> TOB . 2004-2005-> YummyYummy + F2F, now 2006-> TSFW

*Anywae the pic above found from Asianfanatic.. Idol looks fat with the fake breast on her. Hope she dun put tt fake paddings on during the filming of the upcoming show too to enhance her figure (since she's a model and she dun have the height of the model)

Ending off with a clip of Bosco,Ray,Ron,Kawing singing~ Puts your hands up for world cup!

2006-07-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

going off to sleep soon. wake up early later on. tmr will be another hectic day. sch for me will only end at 6.30. and oh shugggss. there's a "jap" test later on. shall take a quick sleep now. den wake up later on to finish up my hw.

went home from sch at only 9.15 lol. pretty much crazy. stayed behind after eclub to do my hw while having a taste of the environment there. quite quiet. and we are not the only ones there of cos. The sch even provide us with tea, milo and biscuits!. that's very nice of them. Explored the new PD blk. and the toilet is auto-lighting de. bud its very eerie when u explore it at night.

And today is realli damn funny. i love JJ man. LOL i mean i think the sch is crazy. 10am den need to go sch next mon becos of world cup finals!. blahh.. no lah the teachers were afraid tt we couldn't wake up in time and become walking zombies when crossing the road and panda during lectures.

2006-07-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

Ok. i am just here to vent my anger. What the hack? I meant.. after reading that someone says Ray cfmed that it would be a Ray-Linda pairing in that new 40 epi series. i can just bang my head on the world. I am still looking for sources to ensure that this is true. bud it seems that only 1 person mentioned abt it.

I am so den pissed... den i would rather Ahyi wouldn't be in that show with Ray. judging from the cast, it would be either Ay with Bosco (again!?), Fung with Ay (Oh please!! i hope so), or Ay with Chris. argghhhs. there goes my dreams of FY FY~ How many series have they been tgt?! EH,GF,TOB,YY,F2F Total 5! How many are they paired up? TO be exact only once! that is GF- and the ending was bad enough (Ray ending up in jail). And TOB. what a freaking hell disappointment they didn't even end up tgt and KC didn't love SL anymore.

Hias. okay i am okay with her pairing up with Bosco again. bud bud.. pairing up with Chris lai is realli a nono choice. it meant that she would be underated in the series again. I hope linda won't be leading over idol, cause in terms of experience and acting, linda is far from idol (obviously).

i'm just so disappointed with TVB.

2006-07-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Steven Gerrad is the man!! he looks so charming when he smiles. his side view especially. LOL. think i'm crazy again. Bud seeing him on the latest carlsberg adv.,(look at the video below) i realli love him. Actually Christiano Ronaldo is also a cutie. budden i dunno why i am still hating him, not becos he defeated England, bud i think he is realli a fake-ko - a great actor to be precise.

todaaayy i woke up so damn late.. den i only get to watch a epi of TPS. I so agree with idol's mum tt idol look so damn pretty inside. Yuyee! :)) bud i just can't stand seeing her liking tt Ko Sing. Omg~~ and well she have gotten a new haircut.. and it looks weird?.

Rushing my hw le la~~. must study hard le!! Gambatte Kudasai!

2006-07-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

my craze for worldcup would soon come to an end. no plan of watching semi-finals nor finals since they are showing on weekdays. moreover double disappointment. those who R expected to go into the semi-finals didn't get into. I tot i was dreaming when this morning came into the room and shout "France won.." Thiery Henry scores. Whatever the case.. i still supports ger. I dun place high hopes on them. to me.. i am okay with anyone who wins the game except Portugal.

finding new songs to listen. bud dun hab. listening to old songs~ budden sometimes it just make me rmb some memories i had.. which is like.. rather sour. i'm feeling so terrible with life. maybe i am just sick and tired of the things i am doing right now. lost my source of motivation as well.

i just hope i can dig my way through and continue doing well in my studies. probably hit my target. or find smth tt i have interest in. and den... of cos i wish i have a choice.. no studies. Bud i know it is impossible cos its hard for me to give up on my studies cos i have no confidence. I have to admit tt living in Singapore is realli a terrible thing cos of the education system here. no certificate = no future.

recently, have been rather chatty with dad. it seems like i always talk to him now. maybe it was becos for the past 1 week, almost everyday he have been picking me up from sch. and den.. alena told me abt cyril being so filial. hah.. it makes me feel rather guilty .. wonder will i regret in future. *sigh. i realli wonder.. why is it so hard to open my mouth to tell my family members, my mum, my dad, my bro dat deep in my heart i care abt them and love them.

2006-07-02T02:52:00.000+08:00

I'm just too lazy to blog. anger is just the right word to describe my feelings right now. Started off watching the match with neutral feelings. ended up being so pissed off with Portugal team especially Christiano Ronaldo whom is not cute at all, full of bad motives inside him. Bud i am so pretty much amaze by Ricardo! he's a super gd goal keeper like Lehmann..

yesterdae's Argentina vs Germany was super disappointing. I meant the team i supported. Espcially klose... i was darn pissed off for the first half on seeing him not using his best effort to get the ball. and den Germany is kinda violent. Wad a tense match. Even though i supported Germany, i still thinks.. Referee kelong!! Same case for today's match as well.. And its obvious someone did foul and yet the 1 who didn't gets the card. Bud anywae.. Klose's goals makes up everything. So far he is still the top scorer!. GOLDEN BOOTS

And idol!. i have this sudden feeling of missing her. i haven seen her for along time. and heard that Casino show is gonna be finished filming in 5 days time? great! in additional Fungyi would be in a 40 epi show tgt!. WOOOO and idol would be cutting her hair for ... Me!! (dream on..) It's just for the new show.

Veron and yenyee are going hk` to attend kawing's bdae party. hias so fortunate. i can't even go to hk. let alone a bdae party. bud well she is helping me to pass kawing a letter personally! :DD thanx ehhhs.

2006-06-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

i stayed up till 3am playing the com. den i realise i should at least complete another 1 of my hw before falling asleep. bud bud. u noe its eerie studying quietly alone. so i decided to switch on the TV and watch the 3am match- Brazil vs Japan. (wad is ch27 for?)

Somehow i have this feeling, i am losing my interest in watching the world cup as u can see i rather spend the time on my com rather on tv. and i am pretty much fussy when comes to choosing matches to watch.
Regarding the match last night. i yelled so loudly when Ronaldo finally get the ball in last night. realising its nearly 4 in the morning, i shut my big mouth. and followed behind, i heard someone banging hard on the wall. someone next door is probably angry tt ronaldo got the ball in. well.. i supported Japan too. bud brazil more.

I made some msn icon on the soccer players which was somewhat similar. i love the Klose and kaka's one the most. Somehow i dun find ronaldo as useless as what ppl said. I just think he is too fat to run fast. bud he is still a great shooter. (Shoo the newspaper! ) Japs defence is kinda strong as well. and i think the goal keeper did a gd job.

went to many places today. mainly started off from bugis with jessica. and den it is realli coincidental tt i bump into so many ppl today. Saw nicholas, den 5mins later lihui.. den later a JJstudent, belinda den another BBSS schmate .

whatever the case i think.. my dreams is coming thru soon! and i realli missed YYcast. and when jess let me have a look at the starhub topup card idol have left behind on the coffee table, i dunno why my heart thumped real fast.

I think i better finish up my hw and den the prince shadow!.

2006-06-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae i was sitting in front of the TV when mum came back from aunt's house (which is my old house) after dyeing her hair. Well den she came and asked me "U still rmb Dada Xiaoxiao who used to live 2 units awae from us?" Puzzled. "of cos lah.. why? u found out who Chengxi is already is it?" den she continued, "I bumped into dada xiaoxiao's grandma and i was asking her how was Dada and xiaoxiao. Den her grandma told me that Xiaoxiao took part in staridol and got 3rd and that is Chengxi lor"

So.. my prediction was right from the start. Rox ask me a few months back if i know someone by the name of Chengxi living in my old hblock. And i was telling her i suspect he is one of the Dada xiaoxiao. cos they are the only ppl whom i dunno their real name in blk52. thanx to my mum lah. Gib such a nick name to them. How would i ever know xiao xiao is chengxi. well.. actually not much interaction with them also. I only rmbed i borrowed bicycle from them or they borrowed from us =X. and den bro did kick soccer with chengxi b4 i think. hah. actually quite missed my old neighbours.

Ok so back to Sunday. i went grandma house first and i took a short nap on the floor which is wrong wrong choice cos Dog dog came to snatch the pillow with me and still lick my face lah. Omg. Den when i woke up, i was like shock to see her lying down beside me. LOL. den i headed to the BBQ which was kinda fun. As in we enjoy bbqing. and I, the great enjoy applying Cha siew sauce on the chicken wings!. We finished up all the food and we headed to Hui si's house to stay overnight. Matthew was sick and we visited the clinic first which was like burning a big hole in his pocket. Played monopoly!! weeee!! i won!! hahahah the yellow piece of land helps me earn a big sum of money. too bad they aren't real. Fell asleep. ! tada!.

Lots more to blog. well its cfmed tat Casino crisis starring Idol, bosco, jessica and more would be the anniversary series this year. Expected!! bud i tot it would be next year. Yay! good i am looking forward to this show more than L.O.W which would be the pre-anni series of this year. Great!! And face to fate. hopefully i get to watch it soon. But then that meant tt.. idol have less show to be aired next year. Sad case. arghhhs. Bud realli wish tt she would be in one of the grand production especiallt the one by Poon ka tak. which she is rumoured to be in..

Well logging off. !! take care! Germany is gonna win for sure and Klose would be getting the golden boots!! rRawk On germany! (i realli think bel sara and me have great taste cos the team we supports will be getting into the top 4) Smile!

2006-06-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

blahs i think i'm now so deprived of sleep becos of the world cup. and den having needing to wake up at 7plus in the morning which was realli terrible for me.

yesterdae i took a super late nap first b4 i wake up again to watch the England match with the main purpose of doing my econs hw. at least i think this time round EnG's team is so much better with Rooney and lennon there boosting the team's morale. Bud Bud! i seriously think Mr Crouch should be elminated and at last not be one of the striker (if i'm not wrong). I think he is getting so damn irritating. The 1st ENG match already pissed me off.. nono i should say make me feel tt i am watching some Comedy drama or some cartoons. And den this time round he kept missing the goal. And.. i am so damn impressed with terry!!. omg did u see how he save the ball from getting in!? It was super damn good la. it is like just a cm more and its a goal.

just now match Argentina vs Serbia score was like wow! 6-0. which was rather gd. i guess many would be quite unhappy cos those who bet on the no. of goals would lose all their money hahah. Bud well Saranya is happy. haha

its getting close to July and Aug. tt means starhub anni is coming! i wished its end of Aug. heh tt means discounts for my hp!. and den of cos.. i hope i get to see Hkstars! I am expecting myolie and bosco bud looks like Bosco will not be coming. since he's going over to Malaysia in aug. well well.. who noes it may realli be my idol. i realli wish so. I haven seen her for ages like 1 n half years. which is realli very sadding. i wished she did came last sept.

oh yea talking abt it. i think i should rewatch the first 10ep of yummy yummy and den the last 10. wahah these parts are the nicest 1. sadding for idol bud i loved to see her facial expressions in those scenes.

2006-06-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

i'm having lack of sleep nowdays when it is still holiday. i am now tired again and i realli wonder how am i gonna clear my Econs hw later on. and then.. i feel so lazy to tape down the match with Eng for xt. and nobody is gonna stop the tape later on.

dragggs i'm too tired and my mum kept asking me to do this and do tt. i was wondering is it tt it was becos i am feeling sleepy thats why i feel tt way.

i have this confidence tt i will get to go hk this year. and den next year for sure i will get to go. dunno why i just seems to have tt feeling tt he is letting me go this year. seriously i realli wish i can go Hk once with my frens and den once with my family which will be next year with xiaogu. oh yea i haven gone chicago/toronto b4. i hope i realli get the chance to. bud this meant work cos the free ticket dun come so easily.

and then there some sudden urge to learn some new stuffs. if life is without exams bud learning. i think i will realli enjoy the process.

take care.

2006-06-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

dragss.. i am seriously exhausted today. went ikea today to shop for products and most of the time we were admiring the funitures there.. eyes closing soon bud i realli hope to finish off my chinese compo. wrote 1 line. and den i am here already.

i think i am spending too much time watching soccer matches instead of resting or studying. budden .. sigh i will try to complete more of my hw by this week.

wad a disappointment for brazil! 1-0. and blahs for the 9pm match today. though i supported Spain to win, bud bud! Referee kelong!!! Bloody hackingly bias. Slight pulling of ur pants and there goes a red card str8 awae to Ukraine (no injuries suffered by Spain). And also becos of this pulling of pants, Spain got a penalty kick which they do not deserve(at least i think so). On the other hand, when Spain banged into faces and kick hard onto Ukraine soccer members. no cards were given out. Unfair!

was so determine to dL 1 clip last nite on the gambling show. whereby idol and Bosco was filming in philippines. Some nice scenes which was rather interesting hahah. to me at least. it is worth while cos there are some behind the scenes haha- Idol offering her drink to some photographer. rather nice of her. budden her hair is like exploded la haha. Budden there is smth tt attracts me to her wahah. when she smile especially! :P

2006-06-12T20:36:00.001+08:00

I guess the SCV is seriously addictive. Bro seems to show more concern abt the TV than to the computer. Now i have trouble fighting for my slot to watch on tv.

yesterdae dad suddenly ask me "Did mum told u we bump into ur teacher at orchard?". Den i was like "Huh? who?.." and dad was telling me she used to live near our house. Kinda have someone in mind - Ms yeo.(realli think i have gd memory). Haha and sure enuff it realli is. Mum even approach her to chat, and Ms yeo still rmbs me! Its been 5 years since i left Hongwen and she too had left hws. and den its been like almost 10 years since i know Ms yeo in P2. Didn't noe time passes so fast.

I won't and i will not forget her cos... I fell asleep during her lesson and got scolded by her =.= that's the reason, for the rest of my life i swear i will not fall asleep during lesson. So damn embarrassing. Den it was den i suddenly realise the fact.. How come my mum noe so much of my teacher in the past?.. I doubt she even noe a single teacher in my sec sch now..

Beautiful Cooking! this shows seems rather interesting. Wondering if it will be showing on ch48 soon. 15/16 too. I just caught a glimpse on the 7pm yu.lok.sao.cha and i saw myolie in it, cooking :)) The next eps which i heard is this week will be Idol's and vic's eyecandy epi. hahs. gonna dL soon~~

2006-06-11T12:40:00.000+08:00

i am very sick and tired of everything. and i just dun feel like doing any hw anymore. i am left with hws which are like i think its hard to do haha.

i wished i will sleep, wake up the next morning and change into a better person. i think my bad temper is getting worser and worser. and my tolerance level for some things is getting lower and lower. sometimes i wish i can be more blunt, when i am unhappy with someone i just tell her. too bad i just couldn't.

yesterdae England vs. paraguay match was realli so damn disappointing. I always tot England is a good team. well i was wrong after i watch the whole match and when Sara told me their world rank was 19th. den i commented "Huh? 19 is called bad? i tot it is too good for them!". Throughout the whole thing i was realli damn feddup lol. My thinking was Mr Beckham's team have looks bud no skills.

Off to do some of my hws. and grandma get well soon!